https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1066928The most recent Blog Entries by the User "knives" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1258529https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1258529she'll sit, think awhile, sigh, and start to cry a little there might be people that care; but she doesn't know because all that surrounds in her head, is loneliness mind out of view, she'll think, "what happened to you?"Wed, 11 Sep 2024 19:25:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487056https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487056One morning this sadness will fossilize And I will forget how to cry I'll keep going to work and you won't see a change Save perhaps a slight gray in my eye I will go jogging routinely Calmly and rhythmically run AnTue, 27 Sep 2022 04:36:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487053https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487053Everyone, all of them Everyone said: Don't go that way So, of course, to that I said I think I'll go that way And I left the door open to the dark I said: Come in, come in, whatever you are But it didn't want me yetTue, 27 Sep 2022 04:34:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487050https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487050You like control, well I do too Take off my clothes and watch me move You can come closer, I'll let you hurt me How you choose Help me with the zipper on my skirt, it's stuck As you kneel I'll be watching you fix meTue, 27 Sep 2022 04:30:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487045https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487045I will retire to the Salton sea At the age of 23 For I'm starting to learn I may never be free But though I may never be free Fuck you and your money I'm tired of your money And I sit on the curb 'cause it's the preTue, 27 Sep 2022 04:28:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487043https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487043There is a door to me I've never seen it Sometimes I get closer to it But I've never found it At twilight, I almost had it But then the night fell And I looked out at the dark and wondered How could I have lost it?Tue, 27 Sep 2022 04:25:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487036https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487036Dan had very long limbs From leading day to day Lean onto a cliff That stretched him everyday And when she'd ask to hold hands He would smile and Let one of his hands go His whole life in one hand His whole lifeTue, 27 Sep 2022 04:20:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487029https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=487029Down empty streets sniffing glue me and you Blank open eyes watch the moonflower bloom It's been a long hard twenty-year summer vacation All these twenty years trying to fill the void Crack baby you don't know what you wantTue, 27 Sep 2022 04:09:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471645https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471645I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog I want to jump into blue water And I miss riding horses, I miss running fast I was meant for running fast I pretended you were mine, it made me calm babe I am cruel, I am gentle, I can make you laugh I am cruel, I am gentle, I can make you laugh I've lovedThu, 01 Sep 2022 03:14:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471639https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471639Come into the water Do you wanna be my baby? Are you waiting to touch me? You look so good, but I keep my hands Til you come into the water Maybe I'm the same as all those men Writing songs of all they're dreaming But would you tell me if you want me? 'Cause I can't move until you show me I didn't know I had a dream I diThu, 01 Sep 2022 03:08:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471635https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471635Mom, I'm tired Can I sleep in your house tonight? Mom, is it alright If I stay for a year or two? Mom, I'll be quiet It would be just to sleep at night And I'll leave once I figure out How to pay for my own life too Mom, would you wash my back? This once, and then we can forget And I'll leave what I'm chasing FThu, 01 Sep 2022 03:05:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471631https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471631There's a lie that I told to you That now I can't tell the truth And it ate me inside, so one soft drunken night I slept with a man you knew Then in the morning I walked home alone And the businessmen saw my bones With my skirt in their eyes, they remembered the nights When they were that man you knew You told  me once You were haThu, 01 Sep 2022 03:00:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=457642https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=457642At night on the rooftop I untie my hair And watch from my plastic chair As my dark hair unleashes the night The scent of flowers Still in bloom from morning shower And I say your name In hopes you'll hear it in the stars And carry me out Carry me out I drive when it rains At nighSat, 06 Aug 2022 23:37:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=457635https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=457635I think my brain is rotting in places I think my heart is ready to die I think my body is falling in pieces I think my blood is passing me by Honey, what'd you take, what'd you take? Honey, look at me Tell me, what you took, what'd you take? Honey, what'd you take, what'd you take? Honey, look at me Tell me, what you took, what'dSat, 06 Aug 2022 23:26:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454317https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454317Somebody kiss me, I'm going crazy I'm walking 'round the house naked Silver in the night Singing: Do-do, do-do Out there I'm a sharp knife  Are you that a blue light? Are you that a blue light? Are you that a blue light? Are you? Do-do, do-do. -Blue Light, Mitski.Sun, 31 Jul 2022 06:56:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454315https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454315As you look to the stars, oh, you  could find Illuminated in scars, a face aligned I am saving the  space between the breaths I am making your place between the breaths As the flame is to snow, first love to last I will laugh in your face like shattered glass I'm saving the space between the breaths We are saving a place between the breaths Between the breaths BSun, 31 Jul 2022 06:53:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454310https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454310I can still smell the fire Even though it's long died out The smoke still hang in my hair And on some quiet evenings, it burns my eyes So darling, play your violin I know it's what you live for Darling, play your violin We will manage somehow I once lived in the sea Bring me to your ear, you can hear The tide where I useSun, 31 Jul 2022 06:26:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454214https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454214I'm all used up, pretty boy Over and over again, my nail colors are wearing off See my hands, pretty boy What do they tell you? 'Cause I've looked down at them, not knowing why And after everything's done and I'm all undone You can hear my high heels walking on Clickety-clacking through the night I'm carrying my bag of bones Fluorescent store lights, you shine tSun, 31 Jul 2022 00:48:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454212https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454212I am hungry I have been hungry I was born hungry What do I need? I am something I was born something What could I be? There is a light that I can see But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me There is a dream that I sometimes see That only appears in the dark of sleep I am waiting I have been waSun, 31 Jul 2022 00:40:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454208https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454208What do you do with a loving feeling  If the loving feeling makes you all alone? What do you do with a loving feeling If they only love you when you're all alone? Holding hands under the table Meeting up in your bedroom Making love to other people Telling each other it's all good Kisses like pink cotton candy Talking to everyone but me I'm staying up lSun, 31 Jul 2022 00:36:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454201https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454201A lake with no fish Is the heart of a horse Named Cold Air Who, when young Would run like a storm They would say, ooh I thought I'd traveled a long way But I had a circled The same old sin. -A Horse Named Cold Air, Mitski.Sun, 31 Jul 2022 00:28:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454198https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454198Today I will wear my white buttom down I'm tired of wanting more For you have a way of promising things And I've been a forest fire I am a forest fire And I am the fire and I am the forest And I am a witness watching it I stand in a valley watching it And you are not there at all So today I will wear my white buttom-down I can at least be neatSun, 31 Jul 2022 00:26:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454188https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454188My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby, that I'm your baby I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side Will you let me, baby Lose on loSun, 31 Jul 2022 00:21:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454182https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454182In the rearview mirror I saw the setting Sun on your neck And felt the taste of you bubble up inside me But with everybody watching us Our every move We do have reputations Will you keep it secret Won't let them have it So come inside and be with me Alone with me Alone with me Alone If you would let me give you pinky promise kissesSun, 31 Jul 2022 00:17:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454178https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=454178I' m beautiful, I know 'cause it's the season But what am I to do with all this beauty? Biology, I am an organism I'm chemical, that's all, that is all I'm liquid smooth Come touch me, too And feel my skin is plump and full of life I'm in my prime I'm liquid smooth Come touch me, too I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe, aboSun, 31 Jul 2022 00:13:15 +0000