https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=109170The most recent Blog Entries by the User "♱Leia♱ " on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=814136https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=814136Work has been super fucking emotionally draining lately.  i also haven't updated in 5 months :(  shit hit hard yknow. Thu, 20 Jul 2023 23:20:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=594513https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=594513I moved!! My husband and I moved into our own place, so now were our own little family of us, two cats, and a dog :33Thu, 16 Feb 2023 00:06:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=493966https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=493966Putting this down somewhere because it made me happy :) Spent tonight in bed while my husband slept next to me and one of my cats sleeping at my feet.  Feels good yknow. I love them both so much!!Sun, 09 Oct 2022 11:10:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=467764https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=467764#99c0a4 #a89cb1 #9a82c8 #e89fcaThu, 25 Aug 2022 17:58:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=467758https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=467758Life Update time!! We made it back, so we're safe and chilling now!  Classes started again, so now I'm doing schooling full time while working Stuffs pretty good, but my emotions have been super flipfloppy lately Thu, 25 Aug 2022 17:57:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=456177https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=456177Our car broke down in Texas. its dead, cannot come back, have to scrap. have to get new car, no money :( Wed, 03 Aug 2022 23:30:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440125https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440125I love my boyfriend a whole lot!! We haven't been together a while, our four month is coming up next week, but I can really feel that I love him. I cant imagine not being with him now, and it scares me a little. What if this doesn't work out and i'm heartbroken. What if I hurt him. What if he hurts me. I just don't know.  I don't need to know though, because i'm willing to go through anything if i...Thu, 30 Jun 2022 06:33:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440117https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440117Normally I have a solid list of things I like, but recently I find it hard to enjoy things now.  Boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My cats, Freddie and Paulie (Choska died late April and I havent gotten over it, nor will I ever. My first baby, the love of my life for 13 and a half years, I will always love you) Mint green Peach sweet tea from sonic ( Its almost addicting to me, ive had like, 8 in the pas...Thu, 30 Jun 2022 06:24:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440120https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440120Normally I have a solid list of things I like, but recently I find it hard to enjoy things now.  Boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My cats, Freddie and Paulie (Choska died late April and I havent gotten over it, nor will I ever. My first baby, the love of my life for 13 and a half years, I will always love you) Mint green Peach sweet tea from sonic ( Its almost addicting to me, ive had like, 8 in the pas...Thu, 30 Jun 2022 06:24:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440109https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=440109I love the rain!! It had been over 100 days since the last rain here, but its started to really rain the past few days. I hope it continues.  I am house sitting currently, and the house has a weird vibe. There isn't enough furniture or stuff here, its all to echo-y. To empty. As I write this, one of the dogs started to bark at nothing, and I am scared shitless.  I start a new job on the 12th! I ha...Thu, 30 Jun 2022 06:15:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=427120https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=427120I love when summer hits!! The sun feels amazing, and when it's not too hot, outside feels amazing!! There's a lot of fires nearby though, they closed most of the national forests around me till December. I'm excited to have also started a new job!! I'll be setting appointments for a water filtration system!! I hope I stick with it for a little while!!Sat, 04 Jun 2022 19:26:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=415430https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=415430I only have three semesters left before I finish my bachelors!!! I'm super excited, but also really want them to be done. I also got a new job, appointment setting for a water company!!  My boyfriend and I have also started to look for places together, we plan to move into some place together in January, hopefully this falls through!Thu, 19 May 2022 02:38:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=393160https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=393160Minecraft Blanket!!  Read Dead Redemption 2 cool breezes true crime documentaries Having a huge list of sources (im writing papers for finals, and I hate finding sources but I love having a lot) photos from the 70's Brown and Green together  My boyfriends hands! Sad cat drawings Garfield tattoos Sun, 24 Apr 2022 06:24:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=393138https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=393138I quit my job!! It wasn't safe for me there anymore, so i left!! However, my dad is now homeless so I had to take in his two cats and his stuff. I'm running out of money, but I want to finish the school semester first!! I've started to get back into true crime, Netflix has some interesting documentaries. I really enjoyed the Gabriel Fernandez case one, its upsetting how even after the court cases ...Sun, 24 Apr 2022 05:58:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=336069https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=336069I hate the first day back from spring break, it always feels shitty. Half the classes are still gone, hungover probably, and the other half are too serious for me :( My first class went really well, i almost fell asleep in it though. I'm nervous for my next class, the hopefully it goes by fast. I'm also excited for my last class, its been canceled a lot already this semester so im hopeful its bein...Tue, 22 Mar 2022 18:01:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=277183https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=277183I know these are cringe, but like. I wanna be cringe. But only to myself. no one else can see me be cringe. But also cringe culture is dead.  My cat giving hugs My boyfriend  Titan quest The colour green, specifically #bae6c7 Oranges Work friends :3 The ink spots records i own Barry Manilow  Water I monsterFri, 18 Mar 2022 06:32:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=253181https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=253181I have a boyfriend!!!  hes really sweet, its kinda weird adjusting to that, but I really like him Tue, 15 Mar 2022 23:51:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=234568https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=234568I start my new job today!! Im super excited for it, despite the fact that its a job for the exploited class. I had also hoped for more OSHA violations when I applied, but it seems we stray from fun every dayTue, 08 Feb 2022 19:28:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=231440https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=231440Today has been really good!! I finally feel confident in my body again, and the weather is rather pleasant after a storm  I feel like my life's gotten so much better after last year, and I'm going to keep working to make it feel like this more often. Fri, 04 Feb 2022 21:33:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=230920https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=230920Every now and then Ill have these moments of like. being happy and content with my life. But like, to an extreme?  I wish I felt like this more, but I don't, so its best to soak it up while it lasts Fri, 04 Feb 2022 04:30:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=230195https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=230195My bed  My school schedule this semester  Ducks Dusty pink and lilac  Five nights at fuckboys (literally forgot about these games until recently, found out they still have a solid grip on my humor) The grocery store security guard  Homesick of home Pink glitter glue Kandi  re-reading old fanfiction I used to loveThu, 03 Feb 2022 07:50:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=230185https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=230185We got snow today, and the whole city is freaking out.  Its fucking cold as shit too, which means I'm having to wear 8 layers just to function normally.  My classes got canceled for the rest of the week though, which is nice!! Gives me time to sleep away the cold.Thu, 03 Feb 2022 07:44:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=223977https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=223977People are starting to recognize me around campus, and it feels weird. I dont like it when people will come up to tell me about where they've seen me, it makes me feel like im being followed or somethin. Had a girl in my apartment complex say she recognized me from school over winter break, and it was terrifying. How do people view me? Am I that recognizable that people can know its me even outsid...Thu, 27 Jan 2022 19:21:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=213656https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=213656Its nice to be able to scream into a perceived void.  Its been a stressful winter break, navigating work and leaving, my family, and college. I got diagnosed with some stuff too, medical stuff. I'll be sick for months appearently, but I can't stop working and school because bills/scholarships.  I miss people. I thought I'd be okay being alone, I managed to survive the first months of the pandemic,...Sun, 16 Jan 2022 09:06:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=181005https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=181005There is supposed to be five, minimum, employees where I work. We work 24/7, as it's caregiving. Right now, there are two of us. Two. Two people working 24/7 to care for 10 people. Some of which are very dependent. We do all the cleaning, cooking, caring, everything.  I put my two weeks in, but they still have me working every night until i leave. Every. night. During finals week and everything. B...Fri, 10 Dec 2021 16:30:31 +0000