https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1139226The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Vivarium✮⋆˙" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976101https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976101When “Why Don’t They Leave?” Becomes “Why Didn’t I?” Here's the story of how attending university saved my life. I’ve thought about writing this for a long time, and I think I’m finally ready. A few years ago, I fell into a relationship with someone I hopelessly adored. We worked the same job, and we “clicked” instantly. A few dates turned into heartwarming confessions, long hours spent texting, a...Sun, 09 Nov 2025 02:57:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1916941https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1916941In this post I'll dwell on a topic that's been plaguing my mind lately. I have always loved too hard, but not in the way people expect. My strongest love has never been romantic - it’s platonic, loud, deep, and endless. I love my friends with the intensity others reserve for soulmates. I remember the way they laugh, the foods they like, the exact cadence of their sighs. I've foundThu, 18 Sep 2025 03:53:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1908815https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1908815Living the Aftermath of a BPD relationship. They say trauma bonds feel like love, but what you’re really addicted to is survival. I didn’t understand that for at least half a year. Until after the breakups and reconciliations, the gaslighting, the love-bombing followed by sudden silence. Until after my nervous system had been rewired like a faulty alarm that never shuts off. No matter how sure I a...Wed, 10 Sep 2025 16:46:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1906006https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1906006˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀ Some photos I took with my kiddy digicam  ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀ ═══════✧༺♥༻✧═══════Mon, 08 Sep 2025 00:58:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1904588https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1904588@import url('https://external-media.spacehey.net/css/siG7mjS_dQNXXir2yQ0aQqJkR8aF2B1Cw_4MILBzOQkA=/https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=UnifrakturMaguntia&display=swap'); .profile h1 { font-family: 'UnifrakturMaguntia'; text-align: center; font-size: xx-large; color: white; text-shadow: 2px 2px #91cbd2; } body{ background: url(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/d3/a2/12/d3a212af748d8efa7e6c07af5445d8be...Sat, 06 Sep 2025 21:08:27 +0000