https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1173679The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Catherine Zickgraf" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=482055https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=482055Give me a moment to decide whether I should laugh in your faceSun, 18 Sep 2022 15:21:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=417476https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=4174761991, I was 15.     And on the corner of 12 th  and Locust,Sat, 21 May 2022 16:00:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=411536https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=411536And tomorrow you’ll pick up, go on Not dragging your feet, not Doubting your purpose.   They say sadness and sickness go Hand in hand.  These Enemies tease— No matter.   You’ll understand then,  Or sense clearer the calm that Underlies joy from the                         Light of all Life.         Know how well you’re held. You are Not destined for destruction Or forgetSat, 14 May 2022 14:14:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=409294https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=409294I still bleed, cut from her tree.      I’m sick again , I say. Wed, 11 May 2022 17:30:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=406151https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=406151We parked on a side street, seats down,  carpet rubbing skin off my spine, Sat, 07 May 2022 16:21:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=406150https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=406150I own my cellulite from three babies I brought into the world.Sat, 07 May 2022 16:19:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=388168https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=388168The night before I would have graduated law school, our best friends came over to tell us  they dislike me because I’m haughty.     Tom had been their bMon, 18 Apr 2022 13:53:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=377172https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=377172We chilled for three days.  Sun, 10 Apr 2022 19:55:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=367349https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=367349E ven if I X eroxed my regret, P rayed a thousand L ullabies for AMon, 04 Apr 2022 15:57:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=335562https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=335562You, sterile survivor, once hid my beauty in your power—Tue, 22 Mar 2022 15:03:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=321043https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=321043Left phone on a stage in Philly, flew home from parents’ house to GA— 6 states away I think I shouldSat, 19 Mar 2022 14:40:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=249729https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=249729They say she’s gone the way of Cain, wallows in intentional misery                 as transgressor, slave to the spirit  working in her, a daughter of disobedience.    But she insists she’s God’s chilSat, 12 Mar 2022 15:58:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=246815https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=246815Our limbs wove together—threads on a loom. Yet our fingers carry a dead womb, an empty room, we hold nothing between us. Yes, we were briefly three, but nevSat, 05 Mar 2022 19:39:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=245153https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=245153She smokes in bed now when undisturbed  by disowned hair coiled like snakes in her  sheets, dusted with skin off her legs, or by  ashes like cremation in her blanket ripples.   How chill her calm, resting well in a mess,             igniting a quick death or inhaling it slowly.  Tue, 01 Mar 2022 22:57:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=244564https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=244564I was  immoral . You used to rod my soft legs. I’m older now.Mon, 28 Feb 2022 16:50:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=244071https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=244071She finds her firstborn son.  He appears in her Myspace search  the day he completes his childhood. Sun, 27 Feb 2022 18:28:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=242322https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=242322You’re ten, trying to sit still but your blinks grow long. You’re following crumbs from pewWed, 23 Feb 2022 17:52:44 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=240803https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=240803My weakness: I tell all my secrets. Living on front street, I glistened on stages. How easy to entertain with imaginary beauty.Sun, 20 Feb 2022 16:11:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=239464https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=239464I still bleed, cut from her tree.     Thu, 17 Feb 2022 13:26:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=238665https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=238665After 3 days free on the street,   I was returned tTue, 15 Feb 2022 22:02:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=236698https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=236698Normally, I'd snap pics right now through my computer, like pausing life in a mirror, but that computer is broken.   No pic, then, can show me here bathtub-swimming in the sliver bracelet he bought me  one anniversary he was home from the army.   My hair’s tied up, the sides sliding out-- if I had the pic, I'd send it to an  online friend so someone  could appraise me as beautiful.  Fri, 11 Feb 2022 16:27:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=235939https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=235939I visit myself in the basement sometimes.    Thu, 10 Feb 2022 15:08:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=235934https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=235934Take her hands. Help her hold herself in when in pain,Thu, 10 Feb 2022 15:07:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=235345https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=235345You wake inside a pile of wire hangers.Wed, 09 Feb 2022 19:01:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=234907https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=234907Dudes under the sea grapesWed, 09 Feb 2022 02:40:27 +0000