https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1316969The most recent Blog Entries by the User "idk " on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1378830https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1378830Hi guys, happy new year!!!! I just realized it's almost been three years since i opened up my spacehey account and I feel like it perfectly depicts how life is about ups and downs. i started writing when i was in a bad mental space and over the moths and years I got better but now I feel like I'm at the starting point. It's okay I try to be self-aware about my mental health and the reasons it migh...Sun, 26 Jan 2025 15:24:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1304396https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1304396hey guys, it's been a little over a year since I updated my blog and boy things have changed. First of all me and the guy that i wrote the entry two years and a half ago is now my ex LMAO. We officially broke up this may but tbh it was long overdue plus, we already had broken up once but tried to make it work (and obviously failed). Anyways i graduated high school and took a gap year cause that fe...Mon, 11 Nov 2024 21:34:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=647246https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=647246i need help finding this game i used to play as a kid, around 2010. i remember it being a cd and having this huge tree with windows and if im not mistaken you had to click on one to play. I have a vague memory of the game having animals but maybe i'm wrong. i dont remember any of the tasks specifically but i think there was music too? please help me find it (also it's not 'the treehouse' bc i alre...Mon, 27 Mar 2023 06:48:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=522462https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=522462hello, it's been so long since i last updated my blog mainly because i didn't have my laptop anymore cuz it was getting repaired but now that i have it back i'm gonna give u guys, or whoever is reading this a small update on my life (not that anyone cares but yeah). i've been in such a good mental and emotional place lately and i feel like my peace was broken by physical issues. i've been sick the...Thu, 24 Nov 2022 17:35:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=496207https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=496207Hi to whoever is reading this, i feel like there's been nothing to add to my diary lately but i don't want to stop my mini series or diary or whatever so i thought maybe i'd engage more with everyone that sees my blog. I wanna talk to you guys about something because i've been thinking a lot about it. i had a fallout with my best friend bc she betrayed me, my trust and our friendship and it's been...Thu, 13 Oct 2022 11:15:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=484542https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=484542hey guys or whoever is reading this. it's been a month i think, since i last updated my blog and a lot has changed. first things first i wanna give an update on my love life (it's my first time in almost 18 years having one lmao). idk if u guys remember that guy i talked to for two months, well he's my boyfriend now (yayyy) and things are going well for us, we've been dating since august so it's b...Thu, 22 Sep 2022 20:14:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=455005https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=455005hey yall. sorry for not posting much but i'm really enjoying summer plus nothing really special happened. i am still talking that guy i told you abt in my previous posts and it's all going well. my life is really boring and i can't believe it's august already.Mon, 01 Aug 2022 20:13:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=438578https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=438578WOW i haven't made an update in forever. let me tell you guys whats up. so life has been great lately, i've been talking to this guy for two weeks now and he's great but my commitment issues are screaming at me and i kinda feel like he's rushing into a relationship (cuz we kinda mentioned the topic) but i dont think its been enough time since we've been going out + you don't really know someone un...Mon, 27 Jun 2022 09:26:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=428209https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=428209so with school ending and everything i feel like i want to invest my summer creating better habits and a new routine for myself. starting from the beginning of my day i'll go to work in the morning, i want to go to the gym almost everyday even if its just for a little bit. i want to completely heal from my ed and figure out how to stop bingeing. i want to start going to therapy again. i want to ha...Mon, 06 Jun 2022 20:30:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=427894https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=427894life has been great lately. i'm more social but i manage to balance my alone time and my social life which is perfect because as an introvert it can be stressful being in a social context for way to long. i am almost done with school, i only have two days left, and then summer starts. i probably have failed one class but its ok, its been a tough year for me and im just glad that im doing good and ...Mon, 06 Jun 2022 08:20:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=427897https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=427897life has been great lately. i'm more social but i manage to balance my alone time and my social life which is perfect because as an introvert it can be stressful being in a social context for way to long. i am almost done with school, i only have two days left, and then summer starts. i probably have failed one class but its ok, its been a tough year for me and im just glad that im doing good and ...Mon, 06 Jun 2022 08:20:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=421785https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=421785i feel weird. i feel like this is a time where i don't feel sad or angry anymore, i feel just okay. i feel like i'm not trying to survive anymore and it's a weird feeling. i am doing okay and its a new thing for me. i am no longer stuck on old people and i am starting to feel what living life is like.Fri, 27 May 2022 06:15:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=420360https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=420360went on a date yesterday and it went great the only thing is that when we kissed i felt nothing lmao. but i think it's normal cuz we've known each other for like three days so im still waiting to see what happens. he's really nice and sweet and a good kisser but idk. i'm still gonna wait to see what happens next so i'll eventually update the blog. also tomorrow im getting my first tattoo done and ...Wed, 25 May 2022 06:47:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=419591https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=419591im so glad im finishing school early today. like i can go with my friend for drinks since it's her bday today. i just wanna wish her the best she's the sweetest personTue, 24 May 2022 09:12:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=416138https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=416138i should really be studying maths but i am just too tired to do everything. i can't wait for summer to come and be finally free from school. i swear school takes up like 90% of my mental health and i just don't feel like dealing with it anymore. i just wish i had more me time but at the same time i know i have to stop being lazy and stop procrastinate so yeah. lately it's been kinda of a mess but ...Thu, 19 May 2022 21:56:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414669https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414669okay so in this blog entry i want to talk about an important topic for me, which is discovering my sexuality: how i did it, when it happened, the difficulty of coming to terms with it, labels and then coming out to myself and my friends. okay so everything started in middle school, i was exposed to social media pretty young and now looking back i think i've always been kinda informed to the subjec...Wed, 18 May 2022 08:32:41 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414661https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414661hello, i don't know who's gonna read this but i hope you're doing well. yesterday was the day against homophobia, transphobia and biphobia and i'm so glad that my school allowed some students to educate other students. i feel like a lot of people thing they're educated about the matter but i dont think they realise that lgbtq+ community has a lot of spectrums and labels. A lot of times we take for...Wed, 18 May 2022 08:08:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414267https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414267okay so i just started new girl. AND OH MY GAWDDDDD, lord have mercy. so i love the show i think it's got the right mix of sarcasm, comedy and also suspence. also the cast is so freaking HOTTTTT.Tue, 17 May 2022 20:47:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413893https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413893i love blogging on here cuz i know that no one i know will read this and even if they do they probably wont know its me who's writing. i feel free on this platform and i like to write my thoughts. i really feel like i could actually turn my passion into a career some day, who knows. life is moving on so fast (at least for me, because i think everyone has a different perception of how and what time...Tue, 17 May 2022 08:34:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413889https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413889i hope that everyone who's having a bad day knows they are valid and worthy of love and life even if it doesn't feel like it. having a so called 'bad' day is not necessarily a negative thing per se. Why do we process "bad" days or having "bad" emotions as something negative? a lot of times we get bummed out about having a bad day just because we decide to put that label on our day/emotions. But wh...Tue, 17 May 2022 08:29:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413873https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413873this summer is going to be seriously the best summer ever. and i say this with such firmness because i am whats gonna make it incredible. i am working on myself and im trying to unlearn toxic coping mechanisms that i was basically forced to use in order to survive. but now that i feel like im less in 'survival mode' i can finally heal myself and move on. This summer is gonna be all about focusing ...Tue, 17 May 2022 08:07:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413845https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=413845she gives me the ick + she's mean i don't like her as a person. im glad shes not in my life anymore Tue, 17 May 2022 06:46:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=410623https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=410623ok so i'm in my english class right now and i was just thinking of how grateful i am of my life and the woman im becoming . i have a roof over my head, friends who care for me, i can go at the gym, i am followed by a nutritionist, it's almost summer and i am almost done with school, i got rid of negative and energy sucking people and i am working on myself. i am so proud of myself for trying to ch...Fri, 13 May 2022 06:27:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=409760https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=409760you know when i said i missed ld friends? well fuck that. the only thing they did was constantly bring me down, triggered me and stuff so yeah i do feel like i am better off. yesterday i was so sad about it but the sadness is slowly starting to become rage and thats okay too i guess. i am kinda glad we parted ways tho because it was just not right anymore. im glad i can think about what this is te...Thu, 12 May 2022 08:04:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=404120https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=404120i miss my old friend. we almost completely stopped talking. i started distancing myself after she basically told me to find new friends. i guess it's because she started hanging out with this other girl and she no longer needed me. why did she need me when she was alone? anyways im glad she had somebody else, thats not the issue at all, i do realise that i sometimes tend to be dependent on other p...Wed, 04 May 2022 21:48:31 +0000