https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1379236The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Ellie LaVey" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=855393https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=855393My dream starts off. I'm in a house. My biological father has custody of my sister and I. He tells us he's taking us to school. I get ready. Put on cute outfit. Boots. All black. We get in car. He then drives us to a trailer house. Hands my sister a gun and says "go in there and shoot them" we decline but he says to do it. So I take the gun from my sister and we walk into this person's house. It's...Fri, 18 Aug 2023 11:09:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=855381https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=855381Last night I made a poor decision to swallow the rest of my anti psychotic. I really thought it was going to work. I felt at peace listening to music laying in the tub with a stomach full of pills. But then my body started to reject iI. And my world came crashing down upon me again.  I will say first off. I'm sorry. I feel so guilty for putting the people I love through something traumatic. Second...Fri, 18 Aug 2023 10:38:17 +0000