https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1421402The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Amber Skye" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=761592https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=761592no one can save meeeeeee im gonna be so fucked i just have to literally be so independent that I'm anti dependant this bitch is giving me trust issues andpanic attacks Sat, 17 Jun 2023 23:54:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=751615https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=751615She looks at me with her kiwi eyes and I see the sweet in them. The tart greenMon, 12 Jun 2023 07:09:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=556618https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=556618Someday you will wish you’d been better. Someday you will wish I was still there.  Someday you will ache like I ache today. Sat, 14 Jan 2023 06:55:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=539427https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=539427"How could you hate yourself when you're the only one who knows which part of your hand gets ink on it when you write?" I want to treat myself how I treat others. Mon, 19 Dec 2022 21:19:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=525882https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=525882Please don’t do this to meTue, 29 Nov 2022 18:54:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=511849https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=511849I can’t describe how soundly I slept in a silent room listening to nothing but you next to me and the peace I felt when you woke up early and let me sleep with the sunshine on my face Tue, 08 Nov 2022 16:35:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=501816https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=501816Return to me and hold my body like a prayer,  I can’t stand the feeling of hating you Sun, 23 Oct 2022 14:01:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=498506https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=498506No matter how hard I try to distract myself it never goes away  I’m so tired Mon, 17 Oct 2022 05:24:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=496116https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=496116Full of testosterone and just wanted to say feeling things is super embarrassing and I hate it Thu, 13 Oct 2022 04:51:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=474226https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=474226I used to find so much comfort in the certainty of you. Now your company won’t ease my sorrow. Your outlook won’t affect my disposition. Strung around your finger I’ve been and now the thread is further than frayed, aimlessly splitting hairs trying to dive through the eye of your needle. A sewing project never finished. And you didn’t even leave me with a hemMon, 05 Sep 2022 07:24:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471843https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=471843We got the cast list for our fall musical today and I got the lead and I’m so so happy but I’m also sad bc one of my close friends didn’t get cast :( and she’s extremely talented too so I was not expecting that for her. So I feel a little bit like I don’t want to celebrate my achievement bc it’s like haha f u ,, She wouldn’t take it that way tho but still I feel bad  Either way I’m super excited f...Thu, 01 Sep 2022 12:31:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=468192https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=468192I’m sure a lot of people feel this way when struggling with mental health issues but like I always wanna act like I have no problems and like I’m perfect around ppl so they don’t question my mental health but then when they don’t figure anything is wrong with me I’m internally mad about it and I’m like hmm maybe do every self destructive thing u can thing of to make sure they know, but I also don’...Fri, 26 Aug 2022 12:48:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=463546https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=463546I always have a voice in my head that is determined to do me harm and another voice that wants to protect me ,, the first will tell me I’m not skinny enough and I need to fast for the day but the other will beg me to go eat.  I don’t understand why I can’t control it better when I know logically what the problem is and logically how to solve it but i can’t.  I really don’t want other ppl to be aff...Thu, 18 Aug 2022 15:47:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=461909https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=461909I miss u so much even when you’re here  I’m missing a you that doesn’t exist anymoreMon, 15 Aug 2022 17:15:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=458379https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=458379I was talking to my friend the other day about how in high school I had a weird purity complex like I didn’t drink or do drugs or vape and I would only kiss ppl when we “hooked up” and like whatever that’s all fine and dandy no one cares but like it was bc of all the guilt and shame I held and I feel like part of me is still very much rooted in that purity complex and it makes me feel a lot of sha...Mon, 08 Aug 2022 14:51:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=458139https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=458139I think I need to become a huge slut bc I’ve fucked 6 of the zodiac signs and that’s only half and I want them all they’re like Pokémon cards !Mon, 08 Aug 2022 02:57:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=455964https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=455964When I kiss someone in a dream I’m convinced when I wake up that they are subliminally messaging me 0_0Wed, 03 Aug 2022 15:52:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=451656https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=451656Sizes varying is so annoying to me I bought shorts yesterday all from THE SAME store and I had to get size 0, 2, & 4 bc they all fit but like slightly differently?? and it’s weird like why can’t I just be a size ?  The 0s fit the best around my waist but are tighter around my thighs and then the 2 and 4 fit well on bottom but have the annoying gapping thing happening when I move around  Like I gue...Mon, 25 Jul 2022 18:23:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=449971https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=449971AAAHH I just ordered some overtone and I’m gonna color my hair for the first time in 6+ years 0_o I dyed it for the first time when I was 9 or 10 and didnt stop until I was 15 ,,, now I’m turning 21 and I have a huge attachment to my hair but like I want a change but I’m scared I’ll hate it so I’m getting semi permanent and a tone that’s close ish to my natural undertone at least so I can let it f...Thu, 21 Jul 2022 23:05:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=449259https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=449259I don’t feel real today , I really need to get better Wed, 20 Jul 2022 06:49:44 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=447938https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=447938I feel so helpless and I don’t want to do anything. I feel like everything I do inconveniences other people Sun, 17 Jul 2022 18:46:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=447214https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=447214I’m thinking of the last time you kissed me …… 0_0Fri, 15 Jul 2022 23:53:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=445984https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=445984I’m literally like so overwhelmed with living and everything is so stressful is it the depression or the pms ?? @_@Wed, 13 Jul 2022 06:31:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=437462https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=437462Can you be just friends with someone you have feelings for? .. u shouldn’t Fri, 24 Jun 2022 20:58:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=433950https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=433950It’s annoying having so many different aesthetics lmao like it literally changes by day and I’m trying to redecorate + repaint my room and I can’t choose what to do bc I feel like nothing is cohesive with my personality on a daily basis lmao Fri, 17 Jun 2022 17:02:04 +0000