https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1429580The most recent Blog Entries by the User "l4pd0g" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=425291https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=425291https://youtu.be/HGFulHqb7Lo  one of the cooler posse songs i’ve been on and off with a certain girl since like november of 2020. idk if i want to date her again or not. when it comes to romance it’s always been a shit show on my part. all i’ve really wanted was someone i can be open with and trust but im relatively sure i have trust issues/issues with vulnerability. also dealing with mental issue...Wed, 01 Jun 2022 18:12:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414356https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=414356my history as a lascivious sinner keeps coming back to haunt me and it’s tiresome. so many stupid messages happening around the same time is going to make me delve deeper into my manic state.  “i miss you” “it’s your vibe” “can we hang out again” no leave me to my own devices i don’t want anyone leave me to my maniaTue, 17 May 2022 23:12:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=411161https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=411161idk if this is the right category. i don’t believe in the supernatural just the endless possibilities within the natural that would colloquially be considered supernatural. death has always been an intriguing topic for me. what lies beyond it. if our consciousness is returned to the river creek that is time. whether we go forward or back. it’s an interesting line of thinking that’s been with me si...Fri, 13 May 2022 20:59:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=411135https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=411135it is the bane of my existence and has been since i was a young child. there is little worse than being inundated with the horrible weighted blanket of having absolutely nothing substantial to do. i have a feeling i will die of it. a sick and  twisted period at the end of my life sentence. i used to fear drowning more than anything but this is far worse.Fri, 13 May 2022 20:31:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=410504https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=410504i need a new place to put my wild wacky and absolutely zany thoughts idk what to say frfr so im just going to say that im very _______ ___ and my existential anguish never ends some arctic monkeys to end this off igFri, 13 May 2022 03:20:21 +0000