https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1449880The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Aniyah <3" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2036626https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2036626 Okay well it’s the year I graduate. Starting it completely by myself (other than my 3 friends that come over; love you Quinn, Rozzy, and Amari ^3^ ). Things went very south after my last post and I didn’t wanna bring that negative energy into the new year. But this year is a very interesting year for me. I turn 18. Go to prom. I graduate. I start college. I’m petrified. But so excited. I’m realis...Thu, 01 Jan 2026 07:59:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2032318https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2032318Who would've thought that little miss can fall for anyone, loves too hard, and sees the best in everyone would turn into...well this. The guy I've been talking to, he's really sweet. And cute and funny. The usual spiel. But we have been...kinda weird recently. Idk if it's just because I'm overly sensitive or I was just moody cuz of my period or wtv but I've just been so out of it w him. Now it isn...Sun, 28 Dec 2025 21:54:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2014431https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2014431On a separate note, senior year fucking SUCKS. Okay not all the way. My friends have made it fun and all of the dumb things we've done are making it fun as well...but I'm tired. I am so beyond ready to just get that diploma and get the hell OUT. I am so ready to start a new chapter in my life and get the hell out of my school, but it's going by sooooooo slow. It's so hard to find a reason to go to...Fri, 12 Dec 2025 18:44:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2014415https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2014415So when they said that senior year will be filled with new discoveries about yourself, I didn't expect it to hit me so soon. Okay despite the fact that literally nobody says that, it still applies. I started talking to someone new, but this person is very different from the others. Different in the sense that he's a guy...LOL. For the longest time I've been sorta debating my sexuality but decided ...Fri, 12 Dec 2025 18:35:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1723122https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1723122About a few weeks ago, I had to cut ties with my best friend of almost 6 years. Ngl, it killed me. Still kind of is. It’s one thing to lose a friend over a fight or anything else, but to lose it over a boy? It’s actually tragic. I miss her, so much. She was supposed to be my maid of honor. We moved to America together because we didn’t want to separate. But she gets a boyfriend and I got pushed to...Tue, 24 Jun 2025 05:18:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1715979https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1715979Senior year is approaching. It’s really close and I’m so excitedly petrified. I ended last year horribly. My mental health was at an all time low and went through one of the worst depressive episodes I’ve had since I moved to America. Shit was so bad it had me FANTASIZING about moving back to Germany. Crazy. But turns out I just needed to lock in. So far I’m ready for next year but there is still ...Sun, 22 Jun 2025 00:39:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1565916https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1565916Senior year is basically here. I have huge dreams for my future. It’s scary. But what’s even scarier is my current plight. My family wants to leave America and go back to Europe once I graduate, especially Germany. However, I based my dreams around staying here in America and going to Howard University. While Germany is 100x better than the US, I still dk if it’s what I want. Going to an HBCU woul...Mon, 28 Apr 2025 00:11:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1496718https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1496718 As my junior year wraps up, my rookie year for my schools drill team is also coming to an end. Even though as a freshman, I would’ve loved to not stay on drill and move up to dance , I know that drill is the right place for me. I have improved so much as a dancer and I can’t wait to see what the new year brings. I want to try to be an officer next year because there are SO many things that went w...Tue, 25 Mar 2025 16:02:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1487298https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1487298It's the final quarter of junior year, AKA major testing szn. I am beyond horrified. I have always been a pretty bad test taker and the SAT is making me poop my pants. And it's only the math portion im scared about. The SAT's scares me more than my AP tests. I REALLY want to go to my dream school (Howardddd Go Bison!!) but I am so scared that that will all go down the drain if I do bad on this one...Thu, 20 Mar 2025 03:37:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1466314https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1466314Everyone clap I got my grades back up to all A’s (except 1) WOOP. I was quite literally struggling last quarter it was a hot mess. But I’m back on my grind now ^o^!! Now I just gotta lock in for spring break. I’m supposed to be OUT this week so who knows. Something in me is telling me smth insane is about to happen but ykw…do it for the plot ig. I definitely have crashed out on this website a few ...Fri, 07 Mar 2025 16:41:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1462831https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1462831IM FINALLY 17!!!! Finally it literally took forever. I ended 16 on a good note. i got myself a job, got my permit, healed from past issues, and brought my grades up. Being born on the first day of the month means that I can actually sit down and assess the upcoming year and see how the month is going to go. I've been doing some more tarot readings ever since I got two new decks (thanks Gigi and Ka...Thu, 06 Mar 2025 01:18:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1358030https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1358030OMG I went to my city's killfest this weekend and I am just so AHHH. It was one of the most intense things I've ever done. The moshpits, the crowd-divers, and the music was just so amazing. It happened inside of an old warehouse that got turned into a place where artists can perform and it was a lot bigger than I was expecting. 10/10. My body is super sore now though so...LOL. I can't wait to go t...Mon, 13 Jan 2025 00:47:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1318948https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1318948I’ve been sitting and thinking about my life recently and I’m like…Idk im so conflicted. Since I’ve had this account I’ve gone through 3 relationships and I’m starting to think that I’m a bop but that is NAWT the case. I think that I’ve just been needing a place to get all of this out because it’s been killing me and I know that I can let everything out here. Since my last ex broke up with me, for...Fri, 29 Nov 2024 06:00:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1193482https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1193482Jk guys I was just being silly. Who knew that getting under the influence would allow me to get out ALL of my feelings that was stated in the last blog post XD. Anygays, I winded up spilling to her abt EVERYTHING and she was like "naurrrr I swearrrr this isn't a prankkk" and she wrote this whole ESSAY reassuring me so I GUESSSS I gotta believe her. Lolz trust I do believe her. I'm just in shock. E...Thu, 13 Jun 2024 16:53:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1191968https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1191968Okay so there is a lot to unpack. Two days ago my crush of like 6 MONTHS finally confessed to me. And I was BEYOND ecstatic but I have a lot and I mean A LOT of doubts, questions, and concerns. She said she liked me for a whole month before she confessed WHICH I BELIEVE but like...WHAT! Now when she did confess it all made sense ngl...but it's still super confusing. For the longest while she told ...Tue, 11 Jun 2024 17:00:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1166142https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1166142I feel like I'm losing my best friend. I feel like I'm losing my best friend to a BOY! A boy. I don't hate this boy at all. In fact, I'm the one who got them together. But sometimes I wish they never got together. I wish that they never got together so that I could have her back. She didn't die or anything, she's the same girl that has been by my side since 6th grade social studies class. But she ...Thu, 09 May 2024 02:15:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1051592https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1051592Even tho this year has only been a year for 7 days, I'm already starting to feel way better with my life. Starting the year single with new makeup, new hair, and soon new nails (hopefully)...I'm feeling great. As for the hottie in my last post, idk abt her. She is totally my type and she's saur pretty but like... I need to be realistic. She is 100% out of my league, or more like 65% out of my leag...Mon, 08 Jan 2024 07:22:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1049777https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1049777Tell me why I'm just in my gc chilling and I see that my friend Taylor sent this person's tiktok. So obviously I look at it and WHY IS THIS ONE PERSON SP DAMN FOINE. I wanted to SCREAM. She's this girl that goes to another school that is my school's rival school but that's not the point. She was such a cutie I wanted to scream. Now me personally, I love masc girls so much because they are just so ...Sun, 07 Jan 2024 01:20:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1043601https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1043601Imma live my life like how I wanted to live back during this era. With the music and the vibes in general :3. Like, when I was younger I just wanted to live life like how I saw on tubmlr or youtube. But now that I'm finally turning the age that I fantasized about sm when I was a young lass, it's time to live it up like how I should. Just to have younger Aniyah be proud. It's only right. That's my ...Wed, 03 Jan 2024 10:39:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1040637https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1040637It's finally a new year. 2023 was a hot mess but it was also one of the best years I have ever had. Until the big B of course :p. Now, this year I got to lock in and actually focus on myself. My New Years resolution is to not be in a relationship for the whole year and to actually focus on myself XD. Idk y I keep getting into these relationships, hyperfocusing on them, and then wind up going into ...Mon, 01 Jan 2024 22:14:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1029712https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1029712I am fighting demons, the urge, and Satan himself to not text my ex right now. I miss her so much it hurts me bro. She was so amazing to me and I feel like I could've done something to fix it or something. But I know that's not true. It was mainly her parents that caused us to break up, which sucks. Maybe we will reconnect in the future when we are both in college and we cross paths at a random ba...Tue, 26 Dec 2023 07:31:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1007761https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1007761Yesterday my gf and I decided to break up. More like she decided for the better of us. I already saw it coming but I hated that it came so fast. And I feel like it’s my fault. Before the break up, we were on a break that lasted 4 days. I feel like if I NEVER suggested the break, we’d still be together. But I did, and now she’s gone. For 8 months I loved her like crazy. She was my whole entire worl...Sun, 10 Dec 2023 17:47:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=908322https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=908322How come NOBODY told me chemistry would be THIS HARD. Biology was soooo ez, passing with FLYING colors. But now??? I’m hanging on by a THREAD in this class. And it’s only the second unit…. If anyone is good at chemistry PLEASEEEE help me out T~TWed, 27 Sep 2023 20:22:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=763578https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=763578When I tell you that I am the luckiest girl to ever exist, I mean it. Nobody compares to my girlfriend. She is so beautiful. Every time I see her my heart stutters a bit just to admire her. She’s so beautiful. It always looks like there’s an aura of light around her. I wouldn’t be surprised if she is secretly an angel in disguise. My girlfriend is just so wonderful and gorgeous. I literally want t...Mon, 19 Jun 2023 06:31:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=734135https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=734135Oh em gee, my dad is literally gonna make me scream either my head off or his >,>. So my mom bought a yearbook that I was supposed to pick up tdy. No prob, but I thought I needed my school ID. Now I NEVER bring my ID to school, so ofc I forgot it in my jewelry box. While my mom was driving me to skool, I told her before we left the neighborhood that I need to go grab it. But, she didn’t answer me ...Wed, 31 May 2023 00:24:29 +0000