https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1452930The most recent Blog Entries by the User "03xyx" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2142624https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2142624this movie was so awesome the scene where he first talks to his partner really got me yoFri, 10 Apr 2026 23:50:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040610https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040610i genuinely feel like my dreams mock me its so funny they mKe me wale up feeling insaneSun, 04 Jan 2026 05:10:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040611https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040611i genuinely feel like my dreams mock me its so funny they mKe me wale up feeling insaneSun, 04 Jan 2026 05:10:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2037073https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2037073literally had a horrible dream LMGAO shoutout to 2026 this not my year fr Thu, 01 Jan 2026 17:45:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2035378https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2035378is it just me or i cant listen to music to sleep? it literally gets me too excited and fills me with such crazy emotions and i ant ti get up and run anf cry maybe this has to do with idk but i remember this time i was sitring on my couch - on the upper part of the sofa where it is a little sturdier. the back, well that part in specific, was directly positioned in front of a random door in the faca...Wed, 31 Dec 2025 10:18:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2031214https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2031214i learned so many thinfgs today well first my uncle told me that my grandfather p;ayed violin, guitar, and the organ -- it is so strange to learn about my family specigically my fathers family because over time i have learned to dislike them a bit well my grandfather in particular and my grandmother to some extent because my father did not grow uo with the best support from her -- my grandfather w...Sat, 27 Dec 2025 22:03:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2030899https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2030899i envy the versionsof me that exists ib dreams because theySat, 27 Dec 2025 14:58:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028417https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028417im soangry with my parents they do the same ahit amm the time they ruin the mood i get scared of things going wrong because its eother one of then that gets angry and its so awkward for everyone else involved i wish i could dissolve into nothing and life were as if i had never been here but the scariest part is that i cant have that that woll never happen and i will continue tied to everything her...Thu, 25 Dec 2025 03:18:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027076https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027076i am ao thankful that i have ears i find solacein music and it makes me wabt to cry i am just happy to be alive and think theres lots of good music out theteTue, 23 Dec 2025 20:54:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025970https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025970my soul feels heavy so heavy my whole being yearns for him i pray for the opportunity just the opportunity of anything i am miserable i am in physical pain sometimes but i have never in my life wanted someone so much i am going insane but its okay maybe it is true that desire is the root of all suffering and thats okay because im disgusting Mon, 22 Dec 2025 20:52:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976878https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976878ive never been in this position before so im unsure how to navigate this or process what im feeling i just hope God has me in mind and all that I feel is not in vaSun, 09 Nov 2025 20:33:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976749https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976749ive never been in this position before so im unsure how to navigate this or process what im feeling i just hope God has me in mind and all that I feel is not in vaSun, 09 Nov 2025 18:26:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1935004https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1935004even in my dreams I search for u LOL and u seem so unattainable its a crazy back and forth but its never close enough to be anything because i dont even know what that looks like i cant even conceptualize itFri, 03 Oct 2025 15:45:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1932448https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1932448i hate talking on the phone half of what i said doesnt get answered and i hate it i hate it so much i feel stupid as hell bc i bring it up too and it gets brushed over i wamt to Wed, 01 Oct 2025 05:34:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1833366https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1833366i wonder what its like to be in someone’s mind snd i haye the mood swings i have i just want to fo drastic things but ifk not drastic drastic but omg i cant stand myself someMon, 28 Jul 2025 02:17:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1755837https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1755837today i passed by a place that held a lot of emotion but i am having a hard time swallowing my feelings or even seeing this location through a new lensmy sense of yearning and not even in a romantic sense but maybe idk i haven’t felt this way i ina  i miss your presence and all that you shared with me i want to tell him but i don’t think it’s appropriate Fri, 04 Jul 2025 20:59:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1634079https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1634079I’m starting to see that i may be better off alone i cant continue feeling so on edge i know why And it’s also super unreasonable And i want to give up on everything related to keeping a friendship maybe it’s not for me — i always thought it was a bit sad hearing my dad say that he doesn’t have any friends but now i see the peace that must come with it or maybe seeing someone so often isn’t good e...Tue, 27 May 2025 23:24:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1619820https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1619820i never really understood asking oh are you mad at me? especially if i made it clear i didn’t like what was said like bro you clearly know something you said upset me yet you fail to address it in any way i cant help but just constantly feel disappointed by those around me and sometimes i do prefer having acquaintances that i see in a controlled environment because after a while, i find myself add...Thu, 22 May 2025 01:54:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1615506https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1615506https://open.spotify.com/track/5yuqWMCOtMY0IBaQCBzqT5?si=3NGitD5vToqmzBtrCGcMSQTue, 20 May 2025 05:42:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1612512https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1612512oh my jesus i lvoe kayaking so much guys my dad siad he can find me a truck so HOPEFULLY PLEAE PLASE PLASE PLSAE PLASE this is my manifestation post so it happens porfavor i am so tired and ihave to do math homeowotk this is genuinely so annoying but it is legit the only class i need to graduat e what is going on :D Mon, 19 May 2025 00:52:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1597238https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1597238hello these are my top songs this week:  1. Back To Strangers 2. Sea Gets Hotter 3. Black Leaves 4.Mon, 12 May 2025 05:41:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1597224https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1597224hehe people have been commenting on my blogs lately and i get so scared but not really heheh i exaggerate but im like wopah you can see this and read it its so funny im gonna pretend its not real though so it doesnt stop me from saying what i want to say Mon, 12 May 2025 05:34:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1591528https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1591528i was speaking to my higher up about graduation and she tells me oh your adult job doesnt have to be your passion and blah blah LIKE WHAT YES IT DOES??? maybe that applies to them but there’s no way i would spend my days and time doing something i dont feel any good feelings towards— thats so strange i feel like this is pretty common and dont get me wrong this can be true for temporary jobs but i ...Fri, 09 May 2025 16:43:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1589378https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1589378im getting to the point where maybe i am freaking out about leaving school just my day to day will be so different and i cant get over the fact i simply wont be here doing homework and i dont know just like with my friends who graduated before me i will lose contact with those around me and its not really something from my end its more of the fact that people are totally replaceable && i am no exc...Thu, 08 May 2025 16:22:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1586196https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1586196my life feels meaningless at this point i don t know how to describe it i have no sense of urgency for like idk anything LOL ihave a midterm and i have n ot studied at all i just know nothing going on will chnage my life tremendously -- i really try in1/4 of my classes as it is the most useful but otherwise it sucks balls and i need to go back to the gym i feel so uncomfortable just being like her...Wed, 07 May 2025 01:21:24 +0000