https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1610542The most recent Blog Entries by the User "𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘺 /ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2056461https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2056461why do I need to rot myself in school or jobs why can't I love just to be alive it sucks so badddd I just want to live without being scared of losing money or family or friends why is that so hard I don't owe my soul to capitalistic pigs  ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️Sat, 17 Jan 2026 00:53:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924902https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924902push through the ache let it crumble your body and make of you a warrior an unnamed soldier sealed away in a silver boxer sold at the lowest price and feel proud feel content feel fulfilled as you fulfilled your place in the world among used and broken gadgetsWed, 24 Sep 2025 22:27:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924889https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924889I can't imagine a far away future in which I'm content with myself decades pass and years skip by aware of unfairness and persisting to cease cease to exist crimson rivers flood the earth giving life to seeds of pain newborn doctorates cry, cry, cry, cry,  that is all you know to do and all you will ever knowWed, 24 Sep 2025 22:15:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924877https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924877what makes life worth living?  delightful smell of flowers,  tasteful food in your mouth,  a mother's hug,  a shared laugh,  a backhanded compliment,  and the sense of no belonging.  when I opened my mind,  for the first time,  and flowers lost their sweetness,  and my mouth lost appetite,  and I forgot the warmness of a mother's hug,  and the laughter pierced me like daggers,  and I finally undeWed, 24 Sep 2025 22:02:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1772844https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1772844Thu, 10 Jul 2025 00:32:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1772820https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1772820maybe in different circumstances, maybe in different parts of the world maybe somewhere on a different earth there could be a chance of a life that is worth experiencing not this one, though small joys that fill your day could perhaps give you a taste of happiness a short lasting, humbling grace that bitters your tounge the concept of a healthy, happy, contempt person fills me with curious envy if...Thu, 10 Jul 2025 00:25:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1578620https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1578620Sun, 04 May 2025 01:35:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1573212https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1573212Thu, 01 May 2025 14:46:24 +0000