https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1612659The most recent Blog Entries by the User "butters" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1019522https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1019522stop cuz y do i kinda like him again >3> /3/    Mon, 18 Dec 2023 13:20:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=993466https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=993466im thinking abt this girl that i used to be friends with, we worked together. she was a chasier and i was a bagger so we spent our whole shifts together. she was really awesome. that was the most i've bonded with someone random before, and she was really cool and i think we couldve been long term friends if i didnt move away. i think about that time of my life a lot. that was when i had red hair. ...Fri, 01 Dec 2023 16:24:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=991869https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=991869body{ background: url(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EjN27rYVcAAywoj?format=jpg&name=large); background-size: contain; } main { background-image:url(https://www.colorhexa.com/6b89c0.png); color: #000370; opacity: 90%; padding: 6px 0px; font-size: 90%; background-Thu, 30 Nov 2023 20:55:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=989470https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=989470body{ background: url(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EjN27rYVcAAywoj?format=jpg&name=large); background-size: contain; } main { background-image:url(https://www.colorhexa.com/6b89c0.png); color: #000370; opacity: 90%; padding: 6px 0px; font-size: 90%; background-Wed, 29 Nov 2023 17:59:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=973919https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=973919my boyfriends quite gay. quite feminine.  i just shaved his legs for him  i know he likes girls i'm not at all afraid that he doesn't but i often have fears involving how he would feel happier in a relationship with a guy.  like i SHAVED his legs for him  i feel like he's more my gay / trans bestfriend than my boyfriend at times  or maybe he's just my boyfriend who loves me and wants to be a girly...Mon, 20 Nov 2023 00:41:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=973284https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=973284maybe my boyfriend is also the problem. maybe im not delusional and he does neglect me at times. im trying to be understanding of him wanting to spend time with his friends. the situation is more nuanced than a normal situation-- his family is jehovahs witnesses, and hes not. up until a month ago he was still being forced to follow all the rules.  doing bible studies, going to meetings and jw even...Sun, 19 Nov 2023 16:29:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=972477https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=972477but like i absolutely love dick so much, i love how it feels to be pummeled.  but like men.  i'm starting to realize that i don't like them at all. i'm uncomfortable around every man. they aren't funny they don't like me. my personality never aligns with a man and men r just. weird and strange and are bothersome . i always feels like an outsider with every man. like they look at me and i can just ...Sun, 19 Nov 2023 00:33:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=972028https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=972028why is ur so awkward w my boyfriend. istg i just made the dumbest face and now he hates me because i'm ugly.  ITS JUST SO AWKWARD  to exist with people who acknowledge you and care about you.  the dream is so be the most beautiful creature on earth living eternally with no connections with anyone  just complete solo exploration that wont happen though  the boyfriend just woke upSat, 18 Nov 2023 18:44:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970939https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970939i got into school :D thank god. i rlly thought i wasn't gonna get it.  body{ background: url(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EjN27rYVcAAywoj?format=jpg&name=large); background-size: contain; } main { background-image:url(https://www.colorhexa.com/6b89c0.png); color: #000370; opacity: 90%; padding: 6px 0px; font-size: 90%; background-size: contain; } table, .contact, .blurbs, .blog-preview { border-spa...Fri, 17 Nov 2023 22:20:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970801https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970801WHY AM I SO ANNOYING STUPID STIPID STJPDI STPIdi DUMB  FUCKING idIOTFri, 17 Nov 2023 20:45:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970564https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970564i'm so NERVOUS they said they would release decisions in true afternoon and it's now 12:38 which is the afternoon im so stressed  body{ background: url(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EjN27rYVcAAywoj?format=jpg&name=large); background-size: contain; } main { background-image:url(httFri, 17 Nov 2023 17:38:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970394https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=970394https://open.spotify.com/track/2sz0eEGTXv0aha4qdj3XxF?si=6645580e3fcc4924 wait https://open.spotify.com/track/3Qk3jRSs4Iejd20AxqMDNl?si=e5d7aeb079c6465f kairui :D 2day i found out abt college readmission. im very scared to not get in. going to school is the only thing i can see myself doing right now. if i dont get in i dont know what i will do. i miss how i felt when i first got to college. i mis...Fri, 17 Nov 2023 14:53:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=969007https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=969007body{ bThu, 16 Nov 2023 14:33:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=959378https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=959378body{ background-image: linear-gradient(white, gray); 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