https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1644059The most recent Blog Entries by the User "sol" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1367017https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1367017leaving my profile up for archiving/nostalgia's sake yay. also will pin this in case someone wanted to add me or wondered where i've been. but yea, im moving on from spacehey. imma miss my profile here ig it looks nice and i worked hard on it. but ig posting here just doesn't hit. and looking for interesting new blogs is like walking into a toxic waste every time, kinda like if someone made twitte...Mon, 20 Jan 2025 19:35:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1366905https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1366905egg over rice thank you for everything, thank you for being a balanced meal i can't wait to eat every day over and over unironically!!! god i needed an alternative to nutri drinks which were safe but gotten quite expensive. autism makes it so hard for me to eat properly, way too often i go malnutritioned over months of eating fuck all. i am not yet sure how to safely try new foods because id hate ...Mon, 20 Jan 2025 16:59:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1360232https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1360232yes this is a venting/ranting blog now, i gotta get over it but man, i am so tired of people who really think they can just be uwu impartial to everything and be friendly and accepting to everyone. you can be kind and uphold people's decency without becoming a moral wet wipe with no standards whatsoever. if you just back off when one of your friends hurt another and is clearly vile and in the wron...Tue, 14 Jan 2025 20:45:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1357770https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1357770you can acknowledge predatory practices of social media and advertising without deeming the smartphone usage to be the prime cause for 'mental illness epidemic'. there are people who seriously think that social unrest, bigotry, propaganda, climate change etc. aren't the real problem, but the modern technologies that give us access to the news, thus making us 'more anxious and depressed'. while in ...Sun, 12 Jan 2025 19:58:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1356210https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1356210there are many things throughout my day that i'd love to record or reflect upon, but the moment i sit down to write a blog post, it's like my mind turns blank. i think it's probably because i am scared of writing a diary post, something incoherent when it comes to it's topics, more important to me  than strangers on the internet. Rosaria taught me about the phenomena of the unseen voyeur rSat, 11 Jan 2025 09:22:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1349823https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1349823i woke up to a snowy landscape outside today. i don't know why, but it always puts me in a nostalgic and reflective mood. maybe it has something to do with a new year coming around, or maybe just the serenity of it all, as soon as the last cheap fireworks fail to imitate the stars. i started my first diary in winter. i started my venting account in winter (the vent app is gone now, good riddance)....Sun, 05 Jan 2025 15:05:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1088113https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1088113i think this is the moment i become a PC nerd. fuck it, i will buy my own components, i will build my own PC, i don't care anymore, u shitty laptop!!! i bought it exactly so i DON'T have to worry about hardware, compatibilities, chips and soldering. and here it goes, after a bunch of nerdy diagnostics it seems like my laptop commits the moment the GPU is put under any stress whatsoever.  thank god...Fri, 26 Jan 2024 14:11:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1056864https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1056864big ass file for no reasonFri, 12 Jan 2024 01:35:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1056848https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1056848aka short thoughts on avatars, personas, vtubers and building your own brand. i guess you could say i am having a small epiphany regarding my existence on social media and online as a whole. this will be very unstructured, as i am still not sure what exactly my conclusion is. however, i am curious to learn your thoughts on the matter and whether you feel the same. the core idea of it is that the i...Fri, 12 Jan 2024 01:26:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1051774https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1051774it's my darling's cat, her name is zara and she is a creatureMon, 08 Jan 2024 12:28:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1045742https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1045742i somehow managed to get out of bed for my doctor's appointment, even though i am generally really fatigued. i got written sick, so i decided to go to the library. i actually found the sequel to 'the last hours' and i am So excited to read it! i got really attached to the characters. it's been a while since i felt this way about a book. maybe abandoning YA novels in favor of other genres paid off!...Thu, 04 Jan 2024 16:04:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1041842https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1041842it's afternoon on january 2nd and soon i will be omw to my second house party of the year. i much prefer them to bars or clubs, but it's still something i would rather avoid, yet have no heart to miss. like, it has potential to be fun, but autism can quickly make it bad, you know? at least my darling with me and my friends are a bunch of nerds, so it shouldn't be too stressful. i look like a bum a...Tue, 02 Jan 2024 15:48:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1036658https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1036658oh how i love people using pyrotechnics weeks before the actual new years, littering the ground and polluting the air. don't you just love climbing on a hill, looking down at the city and seeing smog covering the lights? i also love having to wear ear guards in my own neighbourhood because of the explosions of petards and fireworks while i avoid stupidly drunk people. yippe. my plans for this new ...Sat, 30 Dec 2023 19:11:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1036352https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1036352'...c.ai is so fun' - get a rp partner. read a fanfic. write a fanfic. literally talk to a person that won't be saying exactly what you want to hear, i promise it's good for you. '...i can't afford to pay the artist' - ask for a request or artist's permission to use their art with credit. '...i can't draw' - neither could all the artists you admire when they started, pick up a pencil and learn. '....Sat, 30 Dec 2023 15:22:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1030577https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1030577WAIT. don't sleep yet. don't you ever think about how we don't actually know how medieval music sounds like? and how the publics idea of it has been ultimately skewed by hollywood and fantasy genre?  granted, we do have some idea about tunes from the time based on surviving manuscripts and remains of the instruments. however, the actual melodies and the length of each carried tone is left really o...Wed, 27 Dec 2023 01:11:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1027775https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1027775for autistic people and those easily overstimulated. this is more of a checklist for myself than anyone else, but i hope it may help you too for travel (if you are visiting your family by car or maybe a train) - make sure to not only pack, but also wear the most comfortable clothing possible. eliminate any tags that might scratch you during prolonged sitting. - if you are in a northern hemisphere,...Sun, 24 Dec 2023 18:10:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1027743https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1027743*post paragraph about how kids belong on the internet too. this is a very nuanced, necessary and unique statement and totally not like others made every day for two weeks after some low effort ragebait got posted. i am so smart and not boring at all.*Sun, 24 Dec 2023 17:26:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1022052https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1022052it's really fun following polish politics right now. you see, as a kid i really imagined all political debates to be this serious, constructive thing. of course, i was very wrong. i'm deligted to see the sejm's meeting being livestreamed on youtube, not just snippets being shown on tv. i swear, it's like reality tv. this feeling supports the fact, that the head of sejm right now is a man, who just...Wed, 20 Dec 2023 14:22:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1020640https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1020640tried an true way not to land on 'most popular': 1. pick a vague subject text 2. write a post longer than a short paragraph this way kids or trolls won't bother reading it 👍 happy bloggingTue, 19 Dec 2023 14:52:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1019615https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1019615just because of the recent talk about children being here, i have been thinking about this topic as a whole, just trying to collect my thoughts. especially since i have been reading about a certain parenting 'influencers' and how certain stuff can affect kids. i am not gonna name the names here but one of their younger daughters is 13 and stories about her and how she was treated made me think. ju...Mon, 18 Dec 2023 15:32:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1017986https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1017986finally, after all this time i sorted in my 151 cards. i did not get many boosters back then (no alt art for me :c), but i found the whole series to be gorgeous, even the common cards. which is an opinion i don't hold often about any series! (S&V sucks rn kinda lmao) but anyway! here is a couple of cards. i wanted to put them all in a bulletin, butSun, 17 Dec 2023 12:34:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1016415https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1016415the ways people immediately demonize people with NPD is baffling, considering how much progress we supposedly made as a society when talking about mental illness. way too often i see people call narcissists 'monsters', diagnose people with Narcissistic Personality Disorder just because they were a bit mean... the fact that 'narcissist' is often synonymous with 'abuser' or 'toxic person' to the pub...Sat, 16 Dec 2023 09:42:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1012134https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1012134something about winter and isolation makes me want to play animal crossing. last time i truly played, i was in a hospital, in a middle of covid outbreak, gaming with my darling through local play on switch, on either side of a closed door. and although my enviornment changed, this isolated, lonely feelWed, 13 Dec 2023 09:01:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1009090https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1009090and it would make sense, if you think about it.  two mentally ill, suicidal people done apart by life. i was fully prepared to never seen them again, not after all these years. in the end we did meet each other, by fate, in the same waiting room. it took me a long time to realize why i romanticized this moment. i used to think it was because i had a crush on them once, but that wasn't it. i really...Mon, 11 Dec 2023 12:34:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1004599https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1004599-    - i didn't mean to burn my halo with poison gas and earth's disease i was created with free will but cursed to not do as i pleaseFri, 08 Dec 2023 16:11:52 +0000