Blog Entries by "Venti🍃" | SpaceHey

update + writing

Sun, 19 Mar 2023 11:37:03 +0000

i've been absent from spacehey because i was kind of like... going with the flow and jumping from app to app. i was on sharespace for a bit and then like nothing and then privately using livejournal and then i was using vent again... but i really enjoyed spacehey. i do want to continue using it. the layouts here are the biggest draw for me. as well as the way the formatting and site rules encourag...

some kimi ni todoke thoughts [emeto warning!]

Sat, 04 Mar 2023 02:53:37 +0000

omg i snagged @madoka, @pmmm and @mondstadt on sharespace! hehe :) anyway last night was rough ;; i got triggered and threw up because i was rewatching kimi ni todoke and for some reason an episode hit home way too much? all i remember was bawling my eyes out and i don't even remember what really happened in the episode that made me feel so... emotional. all i remember was being unable to think w...

haaii

Fri, 03 Mar 2023 03:20:38 +0000

okay i am back here because i need to. desperately. wind down from intense socialising on sharespace, vent, twitter... this is the only social media that feels actually easy on me in terms of energy usage. i know it's because i use it primarily for reflecting at length, instead of like... trying to specifically cater to anyone's needs. it's much nicer in terms of just letting me be . on sharespare...

^^

Tue, 28 Feb 2023 08:46:11 +0000

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hatsune miku collection almost made me have an aneurysm.

Tue, 28 Feb 2023 07:46:33 +0000

straight up about to start crying. i need to be saving so bad but devilinspired (lolita fashion online store) IS DOING A HATSUNE MIKU COLLABORATION?????! are you kiddinggggg

aughffh

Tue, 28 Feb 2023 06:28:22 +0000

oops.

Tue, 28 Feb 2023 04:47:15 +0000

helppp. i got so sidetracked by. a deck arriving. and being super exhausted and burnt out. and vent chaos. and blinkies and spacehey. that i just COMPLETELY forgot about my morning meds. it's 4pm no wonder i've been feeling freaking weird. waugh... but i just took them, so i think i'll be okay now..... .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200

BLINKIES!!!!!!

Tue, 28 Feb 2023 03:50:31 +0000

sooooo eepy.

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 23:52:56 +0000

let's be real i'm probably going to be fast asleep when vent app goes down LMFAO. .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200; text-align: center; font-size: 40px; color: rgb(198, 228, 255); } } p { font-family: Verdana; font-size: 11px; } a { color: pink; } a:hover, .count { co

almost midnight.

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 12:56:38 +0000

soooo i actually ended up having toast for dinner instead of kfc because! there were road closures. my order was cancelled waugh. but it's okay, this way i save some money :') it's almost midnight but for some reason i don't feel tired? even though i know that's absolutely not true lmfao. i am so tired, i am so burnt out, i am literally exhausted. but my brain is going brrr and as a result i'm aw...

some thoughts.

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 11:08:26 +0000

thinking about this post from an aspec blog on tumblr . i used to think this way too. i still do. adamantly i believe that people who prioritise a romantic love to the exclusion of all else are engaging in unhealthy discourses and perpetuating a way of life that not only harms themselves but those around them. by making your life about one single romantic r

lays down.

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 09:27:31 +0000

hi i'm so burnt out. aughfhfhfh. everything is so much all the time. i had a short hour-long nap but i still feel pretty tired. watch me sleep for 12+ hours again tonight... on another note, i finally bought groceries! i've been putting it off for a while... i mean, i still have some food left but i can't make my usual bigger meals. i've just been existing on choc chip pancake pieces and hot and ...

hehe!

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 03:54:11 +0000

every time i move my head my earrings jingle it's so goddamn cute.... giggles. me me fox spirit :3 .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200; text-align: center; font-size: 40px; color: rgb(198, 228, 255); } } p { font-family: Verdana; font-size: 11px; } a { color: pink; } a:hover,

layout strife ><

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 03:38:01 +0000

i really love my current profile layout because. omg venti genshin impact 😳 .... (me for real KJSHGDLSDH). but yeah like it doesn't really seem to be . mobile friendly unfortunately : < ... my blog layout, this madoka one, is REALLY mobile friendly, in fact i think it looks better on mobile. there's another venti layout with a darker overall feel and atmosphere to it that i'm considering using fo...

:))))

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 02:10:02 +0000

some of my aliexpress decks arrived :)))) hehehhee. also my fox earrings!!! i put them on though and i'm not taking them off to take a pic. but here have D E C K S ......... :root { --logo-blue: #887dae; --darker-blue: #df92be; --lighter-blue: #ffc0c0; --even-lighter-b

???!

Mon, 27 Feb 2023 01:12:34 +0000

um... did i really sleep for like 14 hours. HELP. it wasn't 14 hours straight but still. i really did oversleep omg. ALSO ellis is still sleeping....., 😭😭😭😭 my god it's been asleep for LONGER THAN ME. insanity. GDMDHDHDJDJDDM. tfw my baby gets a little silly with the eepies...... .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200; text-align: center;

zzzzz

Sun, 26 Feb 2023 09:40:46 +0000

just spent some time showing another episode of bungou stray dogs to jandy :> yay! i also ate some kfc and before that, i figured out how to make ALL my posts pretty and aesthetic! :]]] very happy with my madoka layout for them hehe. i feel kind of exhausted though now... maybe i burnt out again? waugh. i'll try to take it easy for the rest of the night... maybe do some more journalling after i c...

waugh.

Sun, 26 Feb 2023 07:27:02 +0000

literally just realised not too long ago that being on vent app in these last few moments of its life feels overwhelming for me. god. i'm alright i think now that i've napped, but jesus christ. i passed out for like 3 hours because of feeling overwhelmed 😭 .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200; text-align: center; font-size: 40px;

ugh...

Sun, 26 Feb 2023 03:08:28 +0000

just found out "starseed", "indigo children" and "light workers" are all terms that have been appropriated by the alt right/neonazis and it makes me mad. they're literally doing the opposite of what we stand for lmao??? as a queer, disabled, poc witch i want to emphasise that when i say i'm a Light Worker and a Starseed, i literally mean it in the textbook definition of the terms and not the appro...

starseed dreaming...

Sat, 25 Feb 2023 23:51:24 +0000

i had such lovely dreams. they were spiritual in nature, and definitely another confirmation of being a starseed. they were all about wandering to different planets with my brethren and trying to find a place where my soul could settle in for a lifetime. it was so so lovely, and i'm pretty sure that was a past memory. waugh... ;w; .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash C

birthday posting and some reflection :)

Sat, 25 Feb 2023 13:12:36 +0000

i had a wonderful birthday. it was super lowkey and simple, but thanks to my darling, my one and only, my knight in shining armour... it was just so sweet. i spent it in good company (friends and my partner alike) with good food (kfc and choc chip pancakes) and streaming soul eater (with ellis). i'm so blessed to be able to indulge in these simple things on my 27th like this. i'm really lucky to b...

happy birthday to me 🎉

Fri, 24 Feb 2023 22:34:03 +0000

good morning i'm so eepy... but it's my birthday :'D i'm excited to spend the day with my darling!! .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200; text-align: center; font-size: 40px; color: rgb(198, 228, 255); } } p { font-family: Verdana; font-size: 11px; } a { color: pink; } a:hover, .count { co

an aromantic take on love.

Fri, 24 Feb 2023 02:45:07 +0000

i always come up with so many things to write about while just going about my day and then i get here and it's like [head empty for a wholeass minute] KJSHGSHG. anyway i was thinking about my relationship with romance. it's really interesting to me because whenever i've felt like. "oh okay this is a true connection to someone" i've immediately categorised that as romantic feelings. as if romance ...

yayayayayayyayay

Fri, 24 Feb 2023 01:12:23 +0000

oh my god?????? my landlord is incredible. she vacuumed, cleaned the bathroom sink, toilet, etc. now she wants our other housemate to do the shower and me to mop. what a star. PRAISE THE UNIVERSE, I'VE BEEN SAVED‼️‼️‼️‼️ 😭 mopping feels easier than doing the toilet and bathroom for some reason dbdndmjd. .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200;

agony and despair etc.

Fri, 24 Feb 2023 00:34:59 +0000

waugh ... wish me luck i gotta clean today [disintegrates]. this would really genuinely be fine if i didn't get stuck with the bathroom and toilet again and i wasn't burnt out ........... .profile h1 { font-family: 'Delius Swash Caps'; font-weight: 200; text-align: center; font-size: 40px; color: rgb(198, 228, 255); } } p {