https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1655175The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Kazier" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1301714https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1301714Prolly not for long but im back to see if i fuck w spacehey vs spoony or huddle since vents dying. This is more of a long form journalling situation, im more conversational regarding posting shit so idk how much thisll stick. Ignore all my old posts i was goin thru somethin ok!!! Gee wizz fella I removed my profile layout cos i wanna change it but im too lazy to get in there so im nFri, 08 Nov 2024 21:28:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=714294https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=714294My whole body is in pain from anger i took a nap to try and help it but i woke up feelin psychotic i cant win. My mouth tastes bad and i cant move im so ???...???????????? Idk what to do . In general Stares at the wall Im never going to be satisfied tbh Im always going to endure existing Its stupid I want something that doesnt exist I dont know what i need Im tiredTue, 16 May 2023 19:48:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=694360https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=694360No song today If there was one i forgot it I slept in my shed and it was rly nice. I felt safe and like my environment was clean and for me I wanna sleep in there more often, the only problem was that my couchSun, 30 Apr 2023 12:08:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=645027https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=645027Ive been soo sleepy recently I got a refill of medicine at least i had to skip a day or so and hallucinated rly bad sjcjjakf I feel more normal rn tho i did sleep all of yesterday tho I wanna draw but i have no energy for it so im probably just gna play gay little game until i can. I wanna do animations to songs of my characters so bad Or little cartoons. If i have to voice act my idiots i will go...Sun, 26 Mar 2023 13:57:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=637726https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=637726Song of the day: "Tainted Love - Soft Cell" Baby gets to go to vet today for some more vaccines. Theyre gonna like her a lot she is sweet. Spoopy should go back soon too she keeps puking I gotta get my blood tTue, 21 Mar 2023 12:05:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=636637https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=636637Sui pills etc I got my little titty baby pupppy out here with me shes snuggled up on the couch. I came out here with the intentions to do art, but i cant do anything I cleaned a piece of wood to make a tiny pipe from via suggestion from a friend but its slightly damp and i dont really feel like doing it rn. I dont want to do anything but sleep until i die I was hoping oMon, 20 Mar 2023 17:32:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=635221https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=635221Went psycho n cut my hair off last night woo daddy At work mostly doing nothing but its 15$ an hr. I kinda hate it still When i get home im rolling up my rugs and throwing them onto the porch cos im sick of the fleas then imma spray the fuck out of the floor and shit I gotta dawn wash my cats and puppy i guess . The diatomaceous earth did jack shit but imma keep spreading it everySun, 19 Mar 2023 19:51:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=632525https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=632525Tw for neglect i guess and probably other stuff like suicidal ideation lol I live in literal hell and i wish i could blow mmybrains out all the fucking time tbh and nothing helps . I cant even help myself and i have no fucking supportFri, 17 Mar 2023 14:19:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=623507https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=623507Waiting for my new phone to get here. I feel silly today It was cold inside so i came outside, i feel antsy anyways Got bored waiting so i dragged a lawn chair my gma found on the side of the road a few years back up next to my shed and put a gay little sun umbrella next to it to shield me from tha sun Just chillin fr i probably look so silly out here in my robe and jammies lyin onThu, 09 Mar 2023 15:38:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=621491https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=621491I feel like i am segmented into diff flavors and each flavor loses fuckin consciousness for a long time then is like oh yea Its not like did i dont think but i feel like im suddenly like Oh wow  its been xx days Or oh wow its xxx and this is different Its rly hard to explain. Like ill lose a chunk of memory??? Idk ill forget lots of stuff. Ill write it down and look back and be like what the fuck....Tue, 07 Mar 2023 17:45:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=621261https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=621261Song of the day: " Suburbia Overture / Greetings from Mary Bell Township! / (Vampire) Culture / Love Me, Normally - Will Wood" Had a dream i hugged my friend and out of instinct kissed him on the chest like i did myTue, 07 Mar 2023 12:27:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=619946https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=619946I just want to play rd2 online forever. I dont have anyone to play with i dont think but its ok if im by myself in this game jt doesnt make me sad like usual. I wish i can have a bigger bag i dont know if you can or not. My cat just licked my nose  Other than that i am kinda feeling better about not feeling loved or cared about today . Im getting my dog soon. Im not smart and i dont know how to tr...Mon, 06 Mar 2023 08:56:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=618727https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=618727Song of the day: " Summertime Sadness - Lana Del Rey" woke up tired but i think im wakinh up more Soon my stepdad should be here and hopefully move my table Then i can move more stuff My plant was looking bad I hope it is ok Ill start spraying it forSun, 05 Mar 2023 12:48:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=617544https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=617544TW child neglect and abuse I god sad because i dont feel loved again. My ex fucked me up so bad w what he said and did to me I guess it never occurred to me that ppl would lie about loving me until then Now it feels like no one cares about me or ever will . I lost all hope that anyone likes me or cares about me i am simpSat, 04 Mar 2023 16:15:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=617482https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=617482Song of the day: "Rehab- Amy Winehouse" It was raining when i woke up but its kinda peetered out but its still there a smidge I had a dream i found a league of legends competitor game but it was worse but i hate league so much with a passion i played the competitor to give it supporSat, 04 Mar 2023 14:41:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=617252https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=617252uwu i sleept most the day on accidenmt.... my baby sister came over and i tried so hard to stay up with her we hung out a little but when we went to my shed i passed out on the couch partially on accident ufjhhujrth we collected some rolly pollies together, theyre in a little container rn but i want to put them in a big nice one soon. i made froggy stuff to sell on etsy (jewlrey and plushies and c...Sat, 04 Mar 2023 04:37:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=616265https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=616265SCREEE BABY SOONER THAN LATER OOOAHAHHHAHH she had it on her site it was the 17th but it was actually the 10th . Shes an old ass lady so it was a slip up but AAA NEXT WEEK ... MY DOGGY my pupypy i need to get a esa trainer lined up ooooo my gosh aaaaa jumps around and rolls on the floor my doggyyyyy I dont have my fence ready!!!! Im not ready AND I dtart work monday so i have to FUCKING go nuts to...Fri, 03 Mar 2023 11:30:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=616158https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=616158WHAT I POST ABOUT I like to try and organize when i can, so this is my current organization method. ∆ I will try to do daily entry journals, with songs of the day! I wake up with a song playing in my head often, and if i do ill put them on the top of the entry just for funsies (it happens like all the fuckin time) Day entry journals will beFri, 03 Mar 2023 08:20:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=616140https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=616140Song of day: " VIAL- PISS PUNK" i forgot what theyre called when youre half asleep and you have audio hallucinations but this is my second one in two days The first one was too horrific to say anything about, and i never will say anything about it. This onFri, 03 Mar 2023 07:49:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=615581https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=615581back when i was young like 13s n such i used to post art i did and underneath id go on a few long paragraph rant about stuff relating to the picture and my day and how i did it and what about it frusterated me and im kind of sad that ive lost that . i dont comment on anything when i draw anymore, its just a drawing ive done. i dont say what its about or what i was thinking or share anything. i jus...Thu, 02 Mar 2023 22:12:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=615186https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=615186IDK how many ppl check blogs and stuff but if you see this and have idears lemme know My friend wants a large ass acrylic paint on canvas landscape done for her dad commissioned and i have 0 IDEA on how much to charge. I dont really do landscapes (i can i think? Its just not my thing. I can totally figure it out but im gna be hyperventilating in the mean time i havent painted large scale tradition...Thu, 02 Mar 2023 17:09:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=613670https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=613670I Feel a little better now i ate but breathing still feels yucky Me and my friend split the bill but it was split in a way that had me so mfkin confused math wise. Like i knew it was split correctly but it fried my brain gkskkgkd She put in 40 and i put in 20 and gave her 10 and it made sense to her but i felt like i screwed her out of money somehow gkskkfs i had to resort to hounding other ppl to...Wed, 01 Mar 2023 18:00:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=611721https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=611721Lists of accounts I've made for my ocs as a silly thing. I've been wanting to do this forever now tbh  Alec - my angy werewolf manTue, 28 Feb 2023 08:18:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=610599https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=610599I Wanna get my sheltie soooo bad. I can pick her up w my friend on the 17th . I need a fence put up tho and fuckin , my uncle isnt bringing me the pallets for it like he promised. Her names clover shes my toddler and im gna get her esa training (and general training, i wanna do light agility training too for fun) My ex took our dog we adopted together when he broke up w me and doesnt bring her on ...Mon, 27 Feb 2023 18:53:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=607519https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=607519HI!!! i want more mutuals and friends !!! please add me if u feel like we'd vibeSun, 26 Feb 2023 00:41:55 +0000