https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1682796The most recent Blog Entries by the User "d4zki3" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1323804https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1323804Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you don't belong?  What makes us humans feel like this?  We aren't alone, but we are at the same time.  We want to be special but also want to find something like us out there in the universe. Wed, 04 Dec 2024 18:24:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1321821https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1321821Its been weeks or maybe a month of feeling super paranoid about my current friends.  I mean, its normal to have doubts, but I feel that I have extreme feelings towards them sometimes.  I can't shake off the feeling that they hate me and they are only friends because they are forced to... or that they feel bad. I can't stop thinking about how they might actually hate me and just pretend to tolerate...Mon, 02 Dec 2024 08:55:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1288094https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1288094Dear diary, nasa vc ako kasama ang mga matalik kong kaibigan.  Today I ate and slept and drew spongebob. Kahapon, nagrelapse ako ng first time in a romance way. Sira ulo si spotify. Excited akong pumasok sa school at lagyan ng makeup ang mga kaibigan ko na lalaki.  Doon lalabas ang tunay na kabadingan- i mean Kagandahan at kapogian nila ;P LALALALAL Dear Lord, sana di makita ni sir ice mga edits k...Sat, 19 Oct 2024 16:22:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1267943https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1267943its been a while since ive cried and it feels like i go through periods of crying all the time and not crying at all even when the situation needs it. Tue, 24 Sep 2024 12:07:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1267940https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1267940Maybe its the raging hormones. Maybe its a sign of bipolar. (i have high/significant signs according to health profesh) Whatever it is, I cant help but feel really bored of myself. Its like I need to constantly change something or do something stupid to feel anything. Im struggling in school and I dont have the patience to pay attention anymore. Im so behind and I really need help. It sucks cause ...Tue, 24 Sep 2024 12:02:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1254123https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1254123I want to make more internet friends or just friends in general. I always find it hard to maintain friendships for some reason. idk if im bipolar but It always feels like people never really value or depend on me as much as i depend on them. maybe i just dont see it but sometimes it feels like only one or two people really care or seem like they genuinly want to get to know me. the real me. what e...Thu, 05 Sep 2024 03:34:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1007504https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1007504Life is okay but at the same time, I feel weird about it. Life isn't amazing or happy but it's also not super bad. Actually, I've been feeling hopeful about life but It seems that every time I'm happy, other people are sad and that affects my mood a lot. When I see someone I like crying, I also feel like crying. But I don't wanna really feel sad all the time now. I feel like some people are a bit ...Sun, 10 Dec 2023 12:41:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=951294https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=951294i mean i feel fine but i hate my body. i dont want this skin i hate my bones i hate how my hands look i hate the wrinkles on my face i super hate my nose i hate my teeth i hate how i cant smile i hate my lips i hate my side profile i hate my hair why wasnt i born pretty like the girls on pinterest why did the gods make me like this its pissing me off Fri, 03 Nov 2023 11:43:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=921305https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=921305Hello guys. Today was ok.  When I woke up, it was awesome because I bought the electric guitar I wanted.  Bfore this, I have a friend named Paulyn and she was selling random stuff. I asked her how much and it was only just 3500 pesos. I thought she was joking because thats really cheap for a 12k guitar but she wasnt. I told my parents and they agreed but when I came back paulyn told me that it was...Sun, 08 Oct 2023 16:06:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=921200https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=921200Hey guys typing on the puter rn. Sun, 08 Oct 2023 14:30:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=921168https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=921168Hi im back. im gonna start blogging here instead of my twitter so that Magus doesnt see hahahaSun, 08 Oct 2023 13:49:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=882731https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=882731Hallur, im making my multiplication and table of exponents thingy for gen math and im kind of content with what i have so far. I just had fun with designing it and was thinking of how can I make this visually appealing to me and made some design choices that would make it easier for my adhd like adding many interesting elements and variation of color and pictures of characters. I hope that my desi...Fri, 08 Sep 2023 12:17:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=863285https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=863285Wassap guys. Its the day before my school orientation and im I really dont know what to expect. Kinda scared ngl cause new ppl new school and idk how to be cool and make friends XD. Ill just make sure my outfit tomorrow is cool enough or presentable enough JSADJLKAWKFJ people there are so cool as I have been told. Rich smart and cool. im so intimidated and theyre probably so good looking as well. ...Thu, 24 Aug 2023 14:42:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=836723https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=836723hello first blog eep eep Sat, 05 Aug 2023 08:51:48 +0000