https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1708682The most recent Blog Entries by the User "cowboyfinn" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1108635https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1108635God it feels like 5 fucking years have passed since I last wrote on here. January was long and lowkey mentally mind fucking lmaoo. Me and my ex talked and honestly I regret not cutting them off sometimes, it's just really hard. They've been around me everyday for almost 2 years and I am just supposed to cut them off. IDKKK, but I have just recently gained enough self-respect to at least keep them ...Mon, 19 Feb 2024 04:03:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1053909https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1053909Okay so I feel I have moved past the cheating situation with my former girlfriend which thank god because I was a messss like fuck, but omg I am yearning for lesbian love like a bitch. I love women so much and the fact that I am going to marry the love of my life one day makes me insanely happy. I had a dream last night about meeting a woman who was like a little bit (a lot) older than me LOL but ...Wed, 10 Jan 2024 00:57:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1052491https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1052491Dude ok so personally I've never greened out but last night I thought it was over for me. I took 2 benadryl and smoked a little bit I thought I was gonna lose my shit actually. Shit was moving it was so fun. I watched Nerve to. Literally the best movie ever it shaped all of my interests. I think Nerve and Steven universe are the best shows to watch high lmao. Anyways just a little high rant!!! sha...Mon, 08 Jan 2024 23:13:44 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1048266https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1048266I've been trying to stay off tiktok and like instagram reels cuz of my break up and shit and due to the fact it's actually rotting my brain and I don't wanna evolve incorrectly lmao. BUTTT tiktok has been spitting some hot anti-capitalist shit and instagram has been showing me so many friendly ecological alternatives to my everyday life shit. I have so many videos saved and I'm really trying to li...Sat, 06 Jan 2024 01:47:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1038577https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1038577I'm trying to get more into the Goth scene and I feel so like yuck. I feel like the whole aspect of being Goth has been misinterpreted by my generation on social media. It's so frustrating I love the sound and the look of Goth but if I'm not living up to another 17 yr old's expectation then I'm not goth all of a sudden. It's strange. That's just my experience tho :3!Sun, 31 Dec 2023 19:16:08 +0000