https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1728427The most recent Blog Entries by the User "bae4khy" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=677131https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=677131i dont believe anyone is really born a good person but we tried to be good as how society define good.  i am not a good person if anything i am far from good but i tried to be good. for me being a good person means not dragging people into ur mess,Fri, 14 Apr 2023 18:47:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=677113https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=677113i became all too familiar with the unwelcome companion that was angerFri, 14 Apr 2023 18:32:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671927https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671927i miss you. Mon, 10 Apr 2023 18:29:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671925https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671925hi nana.  im 17 now. i wish i could say that i turn out to be someone u can be proud of because im not. life hasnt been treating me good but atleast im still alive. i didnt grow up to be the person u thought i would be. i didnt get to finish school and i didnt enter college to become a doctor. i know i promised to become the best doctor. im sorry u cant brag about me to anyone. im sorry i cant tre...Mon, 10 Apr 2023 18:28:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671911https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671911im sorry for not being enough even if i try to be. im sorry i cant please u enough. im sorry that im such a failure. im sorry that im never gonna be good enough, smart enough, pretty enough, most of all im sorry that im never enough for u as a daughter. i know im stupid in my education and that i never once did something right. Mon, 10 Apr 2023 18:15:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671908https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671908“ im a burden, and im hurting. go easy on me im learning"Mon, 10 Apr 2023 18:13:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671897https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671897maybe one day i can finally accept it but for now i refuse to acknowledge ur feelings. i know that it's selfish to say i love the way you love me. Mon, 10 Apr 2023 17:58:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671884https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=671884why didnt he go for me? how come the guy that i want never want me? is it me? am i the problem? i get it im inappropriate, i always tend to say the wrong thing. other’s doesnt even try, and they just got pick. everyone is always the one picks for everything. and i try so hard, and im never the one.  im not the one theyMon, 10 Apr 2023 17:41:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666521https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666521why did u look at me with that look the first time u saw me?? what did u see when u look at me? did i look like another girl or did u already plan all the things u wanted to do to me that u did? i would ask u this but i know u wouldn't tell me. Thu, 06 Apr 2023 10:59:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666517https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666517if u dont want me no more then tell me dont make me look like a fool still trying to get you. tell me u dont want me and dont text me anymore after cuz then i'll seriously cut ties with u and u'll no longer have anything to do with me. at least not as stranger or a "friend". i mean its easyThu, 06 Apr 2023 10:55:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666512https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666512i cant stand it when someone who never experienced hardships or what i've been through but always the first one to run their mouth to give me life advice and try to school me cuz first of all what do u know about hardship? Thu, 06 Apr 2023 10:49:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666511https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=666511there’s lots of things i wanna say to u but most of all i owe u an apology for how much of a shitty person i am. u deserve everything great the universe have to offer but instead u met me and chose to stick around and stay with someone like me. Thu, 06 Apr 2023 10:48:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665455https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665455how can one tell the other that they love and care for them when in reality they have a whole other person they're telling the same thing to? how can one person be so cruel to break the heart of someone who truly cared about them and would do anything for them in a heartbeat?Wed, 05 Apr 2023 15:38:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665452https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665452i wonder if i'll ever get better. will i finally learn how to love and accept myself. maybe in 5 years who knows? maybe i'll be more mature and could finally tell myself that all these while it wasnt me its them. but for now im guess im going to have to try and enjoy while living with a sickness in my head. Wed, 05 Apr 2023 15:36:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665450https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665450once again i forgot that guys only ever look at me when they wanna sleep with me. so when a guy acts a bit differently like sweet and caring i got too excited and got attached way to quickly. now i cant blame anyone cuz i did this to myself. how did i even think a guy like that ever look at someone like me and have genuine feeling? way too funny but sWed, 05 Apr 2023 15:33:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665447https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665447my biggest fear is growing up because the realisation that i cant never experience the same feelings anymore and all the memories will seem distant. i never want to grow up i dont think i can explain it cuz being a teenager its not like u can do everything but something about knowing that im young comfort me. Wed, 05 Apr 2023 15:32:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665445https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=665445sometimes i sits and think. i think about the past eventho it wont change anything i still think and sometimes i cry. i’d like to think how would i have turned out if i had stayed in school. i think of the possibilities of me turning into the person i’ve always wanted to be when i was youngeWed, 05 Apr 2023 15:30:59 +0000