https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1734783The most recent Blog Entries by the User "S꩜uli" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1877258https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1877258the ball of life has started to roll FAR in onlly just a few months.,.., i have news news anndddd moreeee newsssss for my friends back home when i speak with them next week. life this year has really started moving... but it feels like it hasnt at the exact same time. i have done things ive wanted for YEARS if u have been my blog mutual for a whThu, 14 Aug 2025 03:57:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1786440https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1786440the hamster wheel I've been endlessly stuck on, seems to have an end?  an upmost random easy way out of my current living situation has been presented to me out of the blue, I'm conflicted different struggles will be presented to me, but it cant be worse that what I've already been going through.. i hope its not a fluke..Mon, 14 Jul 2025 00:03:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1603806https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1603806recently i tried lowering my screentime to 3ish hours, its been four days (i'm struggling) every time i have a day off i'm forced to sit with myself & remember everything i am not. i clean my space just to find old hobbies i could not keep up with, projects i kept procrastinating, & the self image of my mere existence that has slowly decayed into nothing.Thu, 15 May 2025 00:53:51 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1418335https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1418335i hate everything about how MY brain works i built this pc right, everything I've wanted for years, all by myself, and its like. now that's its built i feel nothing. shits been completed for like weeks and i haven't touched a single thing? idk what's wrong w me. i just use it as i did with my macbook when it waWed, 12 Feb 2025 17:03:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1399453https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1399453remember like a few years ago when everything was just so exciting & making new friends was so fun?? yeah what the fuck happened to that?? is it me, growing up, or is that wonder for life just never existed?  actually wait. nostalgia is the biggest gaslighter i wish to force mysTue, 04 Feb 2025 10:14:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1398325https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1398325as Yves once said lmfao but fr i honestly believe i could grow so much in a span of 6 months if i just was able to live alone within that time. my mental health, my ability to function, my personality, it all is dependent on who i share this room with. its literally burning my braincells. like bruhh I'm gonna stMon, 03 Feb 2025 23:05:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1393681https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1393681i found myself to feel that familiar sadness that creeps around when i know my time with someone is coming to an end. the same questions i ask myself are always: did i tell them how much i appreciate them? do they know? do they care? will i ever see them again?Sun, 02 Feb 2025 03:12:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1386248https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1386248hiuii are you guys still alive? i am..  this year has gotten the right foot ahead, i actually accomplished a very long standing goal of mine!!!!! i built a mf pc!!! all on my own which was undoubtably... a journey... a very frustrating one to say the least. lol.  i texted about two people for help (on the dumbest things lowkey) & that was huge bThu, 30 Jan 2025 01:07:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1222051https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1222051for the past month.. actually nah, for almost a YEAR i've been putting off taking a test to get my food handlers permit that i need for my job (idk how they have not fired me yet)  that being said i have not been studying all this time, although i knew i've been needing to take this test since last october. what's even more insane is that i already took this test once, early spring this year, and ...Mon, 22 Jul 2024 21:21:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1213994https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1213994getting ready for my day and i'm just sat on here wondering how i feel. like do i wanna be my usual every day person or do i wanna wear makeup for a change (it's nerve wrecking for some reason?)  every day i do a low effort look. not much fucks are given but whenever there's an event i'm attending or just when i know i'll see a lot of people i know it makes me stand and question . do i wanna go th...Thu, 11 Jul 2024 17:54:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212743https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212743don't get me wrong, i am not a fan of going to work every day but being alone at home just really sparks nothing in me. i have zero discipline to get myself to do anything, huge mental blockage leading my life when i don't have a reason to do anything.. how do people do life. i will die like this i fear. body { background-color: black; } img { filter: sepia(100%) hue-rotate(0deTue, 09 Jul 2024 20:18:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212620https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212620hobbies. it's all in my head. i do so much thinking and collecting yet zero action in my day to day.  in my pinterest boards i'm a whole different person, i have a different style, i do so many things, have so much saturation in my life, but offline, i'm unmoved. why? is it money?Tue, 09 Jul 2024 15:03:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212504https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212504geeking about this at 4am which is insane.. ok anyone who knows me knows i lowkey idgaf about liking anyone or wanting to be in something other than platonic . but . this manga has got me kicking my feet and smiling (sigh)and i'm only a few pages in, but look at these character designs omfg.!!! so cute bruh i'm losing my minTue, 09 Jul 2024 07:42:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212461https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1212461i'm starting to understand that this site is just meant for blogging. lol. sounds dumb, i'm aware but yeah nah i've kept trying to find a sense of community, or social presence, but in the end all i can do is post my thoughts and reply to others, and not expect anything back.  i missed the point at first. not mad about itTue, 09 Jul 2024 05:44:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1211428https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1211428AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...Sun, 07 Jul 2024 16:21:51 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205592https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205592i have not moved as who i was 5 years ago. it's such an unbearable feeling to be stuck in the same life cycle. i need change asap. i need to move out, i need new hobbies, new friends, a new body, everything dude. sick of this life i need change like bruh il'm sick and tired of downloading inspirational media and basically building up a whole life in my head that i just simply cannot teleport to. n...Sat, 29 Jun 2024 22:48:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205590https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205590no amount of sleep can fix the exhaustion i feel every waking moment bro it's getting so bad, happy moments don't feel happy. i don't even feel connected to my people anymore. i've lost my spark and it feels permanent. what the hell. actually though. body { background-color: black; } img { filter: sepia(100%) hue-rotate(0deg) saturate(0); } .logo { filter: sepia(100%) hue-rotate(0deg) satSat, 29 Jun 2024 22:45:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1204130https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1204130this is jail...  been too addicted to my phone for.. YEARS.. i don't remember a time where my phone wasn't apart of my day... so... might need to actually put that ho down. i use spacehey on my laptop whenever i'm home specifically so perhaps this cld be my moment to lock into life and only come on here to post stupid stuff no hand on stimulating music in my everyday commuteThu, 27 Jun 2024 21:42:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1202719https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1202719every since getting this job i've been feeling very... happy... i think for the first time in my life i actually feel connected to the people i work with and i actually enjoy the work that i do i feel wanted and loved by my peers and i feel a sense of community day to dayTue, 25 Jun 2024 23:06:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1193083https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1193083hi people of society- its been a while. as i was sitting down on my day off bored out of my mind i remembered about this blog and thought i'd hop on here rq... but damn... 8 months flew by since the last time i opened this website? insane. although im very active on twitter and other socials, there is something very unique about posting long blogs that just feel different .. itThu, 13 Jun 2024 00:50:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=835894https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=835894i have no money, no job, no hopes, no dreams BUT GUESS WHO GOT LOONA TIX AW SHIT LETS GUARRRRRRRRFri, 04 Aug 2023 18:42:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=830805https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=830805anyone got monthly goals for august?  me personally, i'm taking baby steps this month lol (rant) i must say this whole year has been a complete fail for me ... dude actually, fail is an understatement. if anything, every year regresses me. i'm trying to recover by not making things unrealistic for myself, but it feels like any goals are unrealistic.. in a sense of whats unreaTue, 01 Aug 2023 01:23:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=826891https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=826891do you guys read often?  i want to read a whole lot more.  what's your recommendation? Sat, 29 Jul 2023 04:19:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=826465https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=826465i'm happy this website is becoming popular again but dang everyone is either 13 or they leave the website after a week... ?! DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY STAY ON HERE y tambien todos aqui son gringos no hay hispanos aqui para nada ... !!!!!!if ur 18+ be my mutualFri, 28 Jul 2023 21:24:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=824940https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=824940a vtuber made song from early 2022 randomly came up in my music queue and holy shit dude, i know it wasn't that long ago, but this song brung me some deep rooted nostalgiaThu, 27 Jul 2023 22:46:08 +0000