https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1771184The most recent Blog Entries by the User "NekrosPlague" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=704281https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=704281Depression is so weird. I have no energy to do the things I want but I'm constantly wanting to do things but I sigh and roll over instead. This disease in my brain is destroying my life, but hopefully I now have the tools to destroy it instead of me.Tue, 09 May 2023 12:10:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=703177https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=703177I got a diagnosis today... I not only have ADHD but also chronic depression and anxiety. I wish with all my being that I knew this before hand. I didn't hate you. I loved you so deeply, I wanted to do all those things with you but I couldn't get out of bed. I will forever regret giving up so much time with you. How do I earn back your love? I'm so lost without you. I'm fighting my depression and I...Mon, 08 May 2023 13:22:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=701240https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=701240I fought and won against my mental illness and actually enjoyed a walk through the park. Sadly it's probably only because you're in town but hey, small victories right?Sat, 06 May 2023 16:28:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=694459https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=694459It's been a little over 3 months since you left me. It's strange how 5 years of building a relation together can collapse to bitter sweet nothingness. I think about you every single day though I doubt you think about me. I thought our love could survive anything, turns out the only thing it can't survive is me. I miss you so deeply, I feel it in my very soul. I took for granted your love and I'm e...Sun, 30 Apr 2023 14:25:43 +0000