Blog Entries by "lunaawesome" | SpaceHey

hi everyone!!

Mon, 13 Jan 2025 14:35:23 +0000

hi! sorry for not talking ive kinda quit heyspace and tbh im kind of embarrased by this page, and it doesn't represent who i used to be back then. i wanna apologise aswell if i made anyone worried with some of my posts, i promise everyone that im completely fine. i do use twitter and discord aswell! https://x.com/WadBandana heres a link to my twitter page (hope it works lol)

what's up

Wed, 05 Jun 2024 09:29:02 +0000

did this platform die off

help me

Fri, 22 Mar 2024 16:40:40 +0000

my own parents don't care about me, they care more about my grades and school more then my health. im literally coughing up fucking blood and they still want me to go to my tutor tomorrow why why was i born i hate everyone no one understands me fuck them all i hate everyone

i want to off myself

Sun, 18 Feb 2024 10:54:33 +0000

i think everything is gonna fall down starting tomorrow again (everyone will leave again)

i hate my family

Thu, 01 Feb 2024 20:35:31 +0000

how i be feeling after my dad keeps on blasting his music loudly even after i told him not to cus im noise sensitive (he doesnt give a fuck about me) how i be feeling after my dad also begins yelling and threating me out of literally nowhere for doing absolutely nothing how i be feeling after my mother acts rudely to me (she blames me for absolutely anything) i cant get better when they're around ...

im so boring to talk to

Mon, 08 Jan 2024 23:00:16 +0000

im not even kidding dude like sometimes i wonder how people can hold a conversation with me like how do i even have friends like bro tell me one good thing about myself like a reason why you'd even wanna talk to me im not even all that funny so :cryingface: no wonder i bearly have any gotta thank my social anxiety for that one like christ man cus christ man

might private all my poems

Sat, 30 Dec 2023 00:24:59 +0000

hii everyone ^^ ive come here to say that its time i try to take down all my poems and stuff, the reason why is that i really do want to get better and whilst these poems have helped me cope and release some of the emotions i felt during those times, i just find looking back at them to be rlly depressing asf and the memories writing those poems also aren't exactly all that good and each time i thi...

just got done watching madoka magica

Wed, 27 Dec 2023 00:12:26 +0000

omg i almost fucking cried bro im not even lying jesus im still processing what the fuck i just witness also sayaka was my favourite one i wish she didn't die so early :(( i loved her soooo muchie omg

rate me based of off some of my top songs this year ^^

Fri, 22 Dec 2023 00:07:46 +0000

16 mirrors- alex g animals- alex g things to do - alex g mary- alex g sarah- alex g advice - alex g harvey- alex g no children- the mountain goats (moral orel my beloved) kiss me, son of god- they might be giants dinner is not over- jack stauber edgy-luvwillow alberto balsam-aphex twin 180db_(130)- aphex tiwn heartache-m1v end me with 4 cans and a redbull-m1v af1-lilbubblegum

i wish i was fun to talk to

Sun, 17 Dec 2023 14:26:53 +0000

I feel that sometimes i can come across as dry, but in reality i do not how to communicate with people properly, i cannot even start a conversation why do people even consider me there friend really? i mean what makes me such a lovely person to talk to? do i even deserve friends? i feel that everyone will eventually live me when things feel like they are getting good i feel everyone hates me i fee...

im sorry for all my friends

Tue, 12 Dec 2023 15:13:04 +0000

im sorry for all my friends for the fact i can be dry sometimes im sorry if i cant always be there for you im sorry if i can be annoying im sorry if i can be weird im sorry if i can be bored im sorry for the fact im a horrible human being js pls remain my friends i wont do it again

vent lol

Sat, 09 Dec 2023 16:43:10 +0000

i feel still broken after all this time, am i even doing better then how i was a year prior? mean yeah sure ig ive learned how to express my feeling better but even then i sometimes feel embrassed by some of the things i type, i wish my parents would take me seriously when i tell them to get me a therapist or something i legit have anger issues along w possibly a learning disability yet my mother ...

can anyone give me suggestions for what to do when your bored

Fri, 08 Dec 2023 21:22:25 +0000

haii every1 >_ < ive been getting rlly bored lately so if anyone would be so kind to give me some suggestions to not get bored movies,games,music,etc baii :3

skool sucks :((

Wed, 06 Dec 2023 11:52:03 +0000

today that school all my classmates began yelling rlly loudly cus my physics teacher walked out of the class and it was rlly overwhelming it began stressing me out, almost made me cry kinda and when i told one of them 2 stop yelling they looked at me and told me to shut up which is fair ig i also get stuff thrown at me sometimez along w other stuff like punching me rlly hard, insulting me, 1 of th...

life

Tue, 05 Dec 2023 20:44:03 +0000

pathetic im a frightened dog most of the time i try to comfort people no matter what even if i have a limp, even if im anxious ill screw something up, i just want to be appericiated by somebody dont want the world to hate me its too late everyone ive ever known either hates me or again hates me but secretly if i ever annoy somebody, upset somebody, i want them to say it to me, infront of my face e...

what if

Tue, 05 Dec 2023 16:50:54 +0000

man ngl ive been so tired these past few days ugghh i just want to sleep but school has been stressing me alot like godamn its so difficult to even type ive been completely burnt out could i hav any advice pleaseew

T-T

Mon, 04 Dec 2023 13:14:30 +0000

mann ngl ive been so burnt out over these past few weeks its nuts i wish skool didnt exist cus my god all i wanna do is sleep not studt ughhh atleasr i have three more weekz lol

my mother called me fat lolz

Sat, 02 Dec 2023 18:18:30 +0000

along with that she also basically called me useless which is fine im used to it lolz not like its the first time somebody insulted me i can handle it everyone in my life sort of hurt me in some way but ohh welll im probably js being overdramatic again lolz >_ <

changed my layout

Tue, 21 Nov 2023 22:32:27 +0000

decided to change my layout, also i would like to try doing some different type of posts ig so yeah dw ill still post poems and that but expect more life updates and stuff ig (lets hope so lol)

spotify playlist

Thu, 16 Nov 2023 14:49:02 +0000

no poem for today sadly but here's the link to my spotify playlist https://open.spotify.com/playlist/78gRkHhSW7EMZPMm7tUT5i?si=37907527d835413d could anyone pwease rate it

care

Mon, 13 Nov 2023 19:46:31 +0000

is caring the same thing as loving if im a good dog, and i get a treat but beforehand i was beaten would that still count as loving sure i got a treat but was it worth all the pain? if i got blocked into my own doghouse for 5 days, then got let out and given food what woul

wish

Sat, 11 Nov 2023 15:47:55 +0000

im sorry for whoever has to put up w me

uh

Thu, 09 Nov 2023 19:28:08 +0000

ik half of u guys came to my page cus of my poems but uh honestly man ive been sorta better recently

control

Thu, 09 Nov 2023 16:42:43 +0000

i want freedom i dont want to be judge im a slave to everyone, my own parents dont even let me dress up the same way i want then wonder why i suddently dont want to talk to them or why i hate them they control every aspect of my life whilst i cry and scream for help, just

hey guys

Thu, 09 Nov 2023 12:39:39 +0000

give me a reason why i should continue living pls im begging