https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1800983The most recent Blog Entries by the User "TrinityPixi" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1145308https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1145308Doesn't remember the last 12 months of her life at university  Starts having dreams of her nervous breakdown - a mashup of conversations and places she's already been to   Wakes up thinking she 'lost her mind' at a funfair with past friends  Wakes up thinking she sent a video of her university 'campus' to friends when the campus in her dreams is procedurally generated and she hasn't used social me...Fri, 05 Apr 2024 06:04:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1132327https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1132327The internet was a way to build my personality, interests and fashion. This was after continued bullying from an ex-friend of mine who considered me to be 'outdated'. I embarrassingly thought that if I changed everything about myself to fit a specific group of people online them and everyone else in my social circle would like me for 'me'. I really felt like Cassie in season 2 of Euphoria. Even go...Tue, 19 Mar 2024 00:02:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1132295https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1132295It's been 12 years since 2012 when I first started to live my life through the Internet. It's scary to think it has been that long and the cultural moments I grew up with are now considered ancient by earlier Gen Z (Smosh, rage comics, youtube having annotations and customisable homepages, best gore and live leak being around, the battle for top subscribers with PewDiePie being number 1 for years)...Mon, 18 Mar 2024 23:11:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=718807https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=718807It's just true  :) Stressed - DoechiiSat, 20 May 2023 16:44:44 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=715515https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=715515:( No more post realisation I've felt this way for a while but I denied it.Wed, 17 May 2023 21:00:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=715298https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=715298This is who you are - now express it through art Medicine burn - Yves Tumor Wed, 17 May 2023 17:49:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=714975https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=714975There would be songs that I love but I would always find it hard to relate to them.  I thought I couldn't but I can. Same old dance  - Yves Tumor 'God Is A Circle'Wed, 17 May 2023 10:31:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=712937https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=712937Someone very important once told me (a few days ago) Girlie, you are always imagining that once you get this specific thing (clothes, artistic goal, friendship) that you'll become this idealised version of yourself that you hold to a high standard and that others will praise you for it and see the 'true' version of you Instead - accept who you are   Because you'll never find yourseMon, 15 May 2023 18:34:32 +0000