https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1801894The most recent Blog Entries by the User "krisxokay" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138096https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138096lets get to it! i cant keep waiting around for answers that aren't coming.  i am at a new all time low. which keeps baffling me because every year i think "this is the lowest point of my life". HOW MANY LOWEST POINTS CAN ONE HAVE????? WHAT IS THE LOWEST POINT????????? i think i am the most lost in life i have ever been. like, i dont get it. its weird. because i kinda know exactly what i wanna do. ...Sat, 04 Apr 2026 22:51:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2046828https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2046828hello spacehey.  using the theme again because i haven't used it for a post in so long. well i actually haven't made a post here in so long in general because i've been having so much fun on tumblr!!!! until i wasn't. well okay i am still having fun but it slowly started to consume me in a similar way that every other social media has. so lately it hasn't been that fun. so why not come to my venti...Thu, 08 Jan 2026 22:04:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1936592https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1936592this is so funny.  i know it shouldn't be funny i should be a lot more upset about this. i am honestly more upset about the fact that i now have to deal with it more than i am upset about it happening at all. i don't feel like dealing with this lol. i am too unserious to deal with this serious shit. this is bad. some WEIRDOOOO took my art and edited the text and put a weird DUMB ASS ai dub over it...Sun, 05 Oct 2025 01:45:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1907873https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1907873i had a mental breakdown in the bathroom of my sisters house the other day.  i felt this thing coming for weeks. like i just knew at some point all the shitty feelings i've been feeling were gonna explode sooner or later. there's been so many times where i felt like i was gonna cry but nothing came out so i just sat silently. empty. kinda embarrassing that it happened at my gyatt damn sister's hou...Tue, 09 Sep 2025 19:30:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1887104https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1887104omg i love it. I LOVE BLOGGINGGGGGG. POSTING ON INSTAGRAM MAKES ME WANNA DIE.  pposting on tumblr? I CAN POST MY ART AND YAP.  AND SOMEONE MIGHT READ IT BECAUSE EVERYRONE ELSE YAPS TOO!!!!! i went on an art account and they have threads on threads on of long ass character analysis type shits. AND I WAS READING THEM SHITS!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE I LIKE TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 AND THEY HAD SOME BA...Fri, 22 Aug 2025 22:48:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1877130https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1877130it's so weird. i don't even like instagram, which is why i delete it so much.  it makes me so damn miserable. i compare myself to every artist on there. i doomscroll. and i don't even have any real friends except for one and we only talk so often. so like yeah no shit i should delete it and never get it back and then my quality of life would improve exponentially. but there's this one teensy littl...Thu, 14 Aug 2025 01:34:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1874754https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1874754you FOOLS! i just like the look of lucky star. i never even finished the damn anime! plus i haven't seen it in YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T REMEMBER SHIT ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've had this theory for a little while now. i'm not upset about it i just think it's funny. i do think i'm right about this because almost every time i get a new friend request and i check their account, lucky star is...Tue, 12 Aug 2025 00:51:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1873900https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1873900i really like blogs. i like looking up something and then one of the google search results are a blog reveiwing or talking abpuit the thing. like a few weeks ago when i looked "what to do with strawberries" because i wanted to make some typa strawberry centric breakfast (i ended up not having anything to use and just ate them plain lol) and i ended up on some ladies cooking blog. Or like just now ...Mon, 11 Aug 2025 05:50:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1851338https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1851338i'm pretty sure it  was under a youtube comment section about a video o why you shouldn't go to art school, one of the commenters said something about how if your art is just inspired by other artists and not by your own experiences tthen you can't like idk make your own art or something like that? like it won't be original or i don't know i can't remember the fucking quote i was tired and doom wa...Fri, 01 Aug 2025 22:01:41 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1835937https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1835937the title sums it up entirely lol.  why the hell am i making an entire blog post dedicated to a situation that can be summed up in one sentence!?  i don't know. i am just. not knowing of much right now. my brain is fried. like really doesn't work that well anymore. has it ever worked well is a mystery to me. i've always been a little not right in the head. even when i was a kid. i was off. just a ...Mon, 28 Jul 2025 19:55:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1768956https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1768956it aws bad. squid game season 1 is the only good seasion of squid game. season 3 was just really bad. season 2 was fine ig ehhhhhhhhhhh. season 1? BANGER. PEAK KDRAMA SHIT. THE ONLY KDRAMA I HAVE ACTUALLY FINISHED. i'm sure there arer other good ones but season one is just kinda PERFECT? after that its like? can you really top that? it's like srcane all over again!!!!!!! season one of arcane canno...Tue, 08 Jul 2025 21:37:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1747029https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1747029around people, to be specific. if their are people i don't want to be around at my house i turn into an extremely angry uncomfortable ball of angry uncomfortableness. it is an extremely unpleasant experience. i decided to write about it since it is currently happening as we speak. i'm stuck in a house with a person i don't want to be stuck in a house with. it's not really their fault their existen...Wed, 02 Jul 2025 00:51:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1677822https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1677822body{ color: white !important; background-coTue, 10 Jun 2025 02:06:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1548315https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1548315i learned recently that i really REALLY like buying/paying for music. i used to think buying music was really dumb. i thought "why the fuck would i pay for music when i can just STEAL IT?!!!!!!? or just yk listen to it on streaming stuff." then i bought some music from one of my favorite artists in the world; kawai sprite.  i don't know why it felt so great but it did. it feels nice to have the hi...Sun, 20 Apr 2025 19:55:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1541116https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1541116it's getting kinda old, don't you think? i think i've been depressed since i was like 12. at least, that's the farthest back i can remember. i actually didn't know it's been this long. i thought i didn't really become depressed until like 2019 until i found a video of 12 year old me talking about how i was so unbearably sad that i couldn't do anything. so i was like "oh, so it's always been like t...Thu, 17 Apr 2025 18:38:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1531876https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1531876body{ color: white !important; background-color: black !important; } .container{ border: 0px solid black !important; } main{ border: 0px solid black !important; background-color: black !important; } .profile{ border: 0px solid blackSun, 13 Apr 2025 04:25:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1419500https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1419500I haven't had a good birthday since I was 19. but when I think about it, that sounds like it makes sense. as you get older, things like birthdays become less...interesting? like it just becomes another day except maybe you eat cake or have a little sweet treat and maybe someone passes you a card with a bunch of sloppily signed names in it which means nothing to you.  or you're like me and you're j...Thu, 13 Feb 2025 04:44:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1340881https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1340881its christmas. i will now proceed to show you the things i have recived. eh maybe. im like exhausted so this is gonna be a really shit haul lmao. TIME: 12:40 AM  | MOOD: TIRED AF  | LISTENING: A VERY 1999 CHRISTMAS- JSCHLATT as stateThu, 26 Dec 2024 07:07:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1336196https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1336196the only good thing about us not doing Christmas this year is that I have not ONCE heard that bitchass Mariah Carey song this month. i don't know how I managed to completely avoid it. its a Christmas miracle I guess. man. this fuckin sucks.Fri, 20 Dec 2024 14:32:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1335741https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1335741my little sister bought me spicy noodles. idk why she did this. it was very sweet. perhaps I will not kill myself.Thu, 19 Dec 2024 21:41:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1328923https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1328923dude. this year has seriously been the fuckin WORST. .logo { content:url("https://i.postimg.cc/JzZyr75W/spacehey-star.png") } nav .top { background: color: black; } nav { background: black url(""); } body { background: white; background-image: url("https://64.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwuqtfTxWZ1r5qrimo1_500.gifv");Wed, 11 Dec 2024 02:26:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1314065https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1314065.logo { content:url("https://i.postimg.cc/JzZyr75W/spacehey-star.png") } nav .top { background: color: black; } nav { background: black url(""); } body { background: white; background-image: url("https://64.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwuqtfTxWZ1r5qrimo1_500.gifv"); background-size: ; background-attachment:t;Sat, 23 Nov 2024 20:45:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1311244https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1311244its 3 am. you're struggling to fall asleep, like always. you took your last melatonin pill 2 hours ago and it has yet to do shit. so, like any sane and normal person would do in this situation, you reluctantly type in "boyfriend asmr sleep" in the search bar on the chrome version of YouTube.com and proceed to go through and listen to a bunch by the same guy. it didn't work btw. you still couldn't ...Wed, 20 Nov 2024 01:30:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1308116https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1308116.logo { content:url("https://i.postimg.cc/JzZyr75W/spacehey-star.png") } nav .top { background: color: black; } nav { background: black url(""); } body { background: white; background-image: url("https://64.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwuqtfTxWZ1r5qrimo1_500.gifv"); background-size: ; background-attachment:t;Sat, 16 Nov 2024 03:17:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1303415https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1303415I have always had this fear of quitting or being forced to quit art/drawing. and lately it has been looming over me all year. I think I can say without out a doubt that I am in some sort of severe depression right now. I dont need a diagnosis this shit is very apparent lol. every month this year has been me getting worse and worse, hating myself more and more, and doing less and less and less. I f...Sun, 10 Nov 2024 23:39:42 +0000