https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1806194The most recent Blog Entries by the User "lotus" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2142656https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2142656Sat, 11 Apr 2026 01:01:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2098149https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2098149vampires vs werewolves roleplay in your best friend's backyard in fall of 2011Sat, 21 Feb 2026 22:32:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2097988https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2097988tiktok is eating my life away holy shit. i gotta get off of there. i do like making tiktoks tho.. but unfortunately i consume WAY MORE than i create and i wanna change that. i don't wanna look back on my life and barely remember anything. i don't wanna grow old and thinking about my 20s just being so boring bc i spent all my days scrolling my life away. UGHHH. i saw a tiktok actually about what li...Sat, 21 Feb 2026 19:37:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2095814https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2095814omfg bro my brain is going a kajillion miles per hour rn it's not even funny. i have to FOCUS on my FINANCE HOMEWORK. unfortunately my brain will always choose the more interesting thing. no matter what i do i will find a way to distract myself. i can't help it! i gotta get my dopamine hits!! anyway i made a matcha todayy it was rlly good and creamy yum! i used oatmilk and a little bit of maple sy...Thu, 19 Feb 2026 17:45:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2095788https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2095788one of my insta moots posts on her cf like every day i love seeing what she's up to she's so entertaining and such a great story teller i have so many thoughts about like basically everything (d1 overthinker) to the point where it sometimes paralyzes me and gets in the way of me making any progress in life BUT HEY! i'm just a girl! Thu, 19 Feb 2026 17:14:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1907045https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1907045Mon, 08 Sep 2025 23:53:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1891522https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1891522I have unintentionally been falling into meditative states during the day. Some might call it daydreaming, which is something I like to do in my free time. But lately, the day dreams have been more vivid. I can feel myself floating away in a trance and being teleported to another dimension. It's pretty magical. The feeling reminds me of what it felt like to play pretend as a kid. I was (and still ...Tue, 26 Aug 2025 16:52:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1355601https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1355601this year i’m gonna learn how to cook for myself and my family occasionally. today i made this BOMB ass sandwich ! im so proud of myself because it was so easy to make and it was so delicious ! im definitely making it again. i’m actually excited to learn more recipes and then i can cook for other people and be like “yeah mhm that delicious scrumptious meal ur eating ? yeah i made that mhmm”  here’...Fri, 10 Jan 2025 19:47:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1290059https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1290059i’ve been watching this youtuber named Bianca1207 and omg she’s so funny and reminds me a lot abt how i act when i make fake videos. like it’s mostly just her doing her makeup and yapping and she’s so cultured w the internet and her jokes are so funny and just wow i love her. i’m inspired to start a youtube channel of my own. i should just start whipping out my phone camera and just start recordin...Tue, 22 Oct 2024 02:46:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1211765https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1211765i can feel myself growing growing out of the purple painted walls that i call my room growing out of graphic tees and ripped denim shorts growing out of people who no longer align with me growing out of my comfort zoneMon, 08 Jul 2024 02:54:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1192071https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1192071which means i'm just forced to serve cunt 24/7Tue, 11 Jun 2024 18:46:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1149260https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1149260heyy internet :3 today i wanna talk about something that has been on my mind these past couple weeks and i felt like i need to share it w y'all. the whole concept of being perceived really is strange, the fact that versions of yourself exist in other people's minds. we can never truly understand how someone else will perceive us, we can only understand our self perception.  i've been struggling wi...Thu, 11 Apr 2024 15:32:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1139035https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1139035i'm so sick of instagram and yk what i wanna hop on here and just rant about it. it's so boring, basically everyone is just on there trying to see what's the best they can possibly look, i feel like no one has any personality on there (at least the public accounts anyways). it's just so boring and i'm tired of feeling like i'm immediately going to get judged as soon as i think about posting someth...Wed, 27 Mar 2024 15:45:27 +0000