https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1865664The most recent Blog Entries by the User "gabriel" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1456721https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1456721ever since about last week i changed and i don’t want to. i was so close to getting close to how i want to be again. now once again i feel like a scared animal, shivering in the cold. i feel scared. i dont want to feel scared. i was so close to not feeling scared anymore. but this is a different fear, it feels deeper. i feel frozen in time, like i’m still there. i know it’s all okay now and nothin...Mon, 03 Mar 2025 15:28:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1414986https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1414986i remember back when i used to be christian; both times. i was way little then way big. the first time i was raised into it (really wish i wasn't) and the second time was when i was in heavy religious/spiritual psychosis. the second time warped my sense of self irreversibly and i still can't stand the thought or sight of an angel from christianity or my back starts hurting from when i had "phantom...Tue, 11 Feb 2025 01:59:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1148596https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1148596its been a long time since i updated my blog here, so i decided to do that. right now.  i have a boyfriend now; his name is ryan & he's really sweet. i love him a lot.  i changed up my style which helped me improve my head a bit since i finally feel comfortable in my own skin. i think im finally improving. im happier & i'm passing allWed, 10 Apr 2024 15:52:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1052582https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1052582ive done a lot of shitty things i will admit i hate the kind of person i am; i think im a horrible person but i don't want to be anymore i plan on repenting (again) and being more faithful and focusing on my real life; i want to go to college and become an asl interpreter and i need to get my gpa up. i want this so badly, i want to beTue, 09 Jan 2024 00:46:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=959463https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=959463today after school im going to walmart with my mom. we're getting slippers. im also gonna get my friend a new lip gloss because hers is all messy & almost empty. i have lunch in 20 minutes-ish. i just remembered i have gsa today which im excited about. we're supposed to be making flags today. im so excited to eat too, im so hungry. my ring is getting some wear & tear sadly. apparentThu, 09 Nov 2023 17:03:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=959280https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=959280school is going well as of late. i passed my parabolas test with a 56/54. we're learning how to subtract polynomials today. in financial literacy we're learning about car loans. i think i have a test in english tomorrow too. im watching blameitonjorge's new video & it's really interesting to say the least. i wonder if there's more instances of situations like this. it kind of reminds me of lhohq i...Thu, 09 Nov 2023 14:26:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=933815https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=933815i was thinkin about cars 2 again. what else is new. but isnt it honestly fuckin wild? they put allinol in agent leland turbo then got him w that camera and he fucking caught on fire and exploded. that's so fucking gory in the car world. they were injuring racecars on the fucking tracks and causing like 5 car pileups.  they putThu, 19 Oct 2023 13:07:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=933795https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=933795i finished my test in algebra 2 it was on interval notation and i had no clue what any of it meant, but luckily, i went thru the practice quiz and assignment and wrote all the problems down so id have examples. they helped a lot i got a 90% because i had accidentally forgotten a negative but my teacher said its okay so im happThu, 19 Oct 2023 12:47:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=933435https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=933435i love cars 2 so much its such a good movie. it may not be very relevant to cars as a franchise but i think it's such a good goddamn movie. maybe it's just because i've always been fascinated by the entire concept of spies & espionage & topics of that sort but i feel like i only am fascinated by it because of cars 2. anyway idk if i wanna be with finn mcmissile (but im a car too) or be finn mcmiss...Thu, 19 Oct 2023 01:58:51 +0000