https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=1885276The most recent Blog Entries by the User "I Am A God" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2088541https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2088541Tomorrow I'm going to a ℭ𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔡𝔯𝔞𝔩 ℜ𝔞𝔳𝔢 at an unknown location in my city. I'm super excited!!  Since its a                 ｔｅｃｈｎｏ ｒａｖｅ                                                I'm prepared to dance and PARTY ALL NIGHT !!!  I'll update you guys on my attire and the atmosphere of the rave. TGIF XXD !Sat, 14 Feb 2026 00:04:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1922331https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1922331My summer was very special in a way that it was exactly like last year, only, without the luxury of free time for myself. I spent the entire season with my lover. We skipped classes to go skateboarding , local cafes , karaoke , and nap together on  sunny summer afternoons. IMon, 22 Sep 2025 20:27:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1829994https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1829994From the tree outside my open window--the gleam from my computer screen exposes me in the darkness. I am me to such an extent that only I can try to understand it, and in this moment I struggle with that reality. I sip cold green tea, the server no different, while the tree absorbs nutrient rainwater from the soil. Even though all three of us are permitted occupancy by humanity in narrow spaces, I...Sun, 27 Jul 2025 04:27:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1786278https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=17862781. Go to the Library to read manga 2. I want to read future diary...is it good? 3. I started hare hare yukai a while ago, its a bit odd 4. Watching cringe anime while I do homework helps me stay focused. Most anime is cringe. 5. Read mange and comics for free at indigo, even if it is uncomfortable.Sun, 13 Jul 2025 23:16:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1775955https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1775955The sun is shining and I've just finished  Go Ask Alice  after purchasing it only yesterday. Actually, I have been diagnosed with BPD , ASD, and ADHD this week and I am trying to grasp the concept of improvement while also the guilt of having someone pay attention to me. Even now I think, "what if I'm faking it?" Despite my suffering and endless attempts to succeed at basic tasks and accomplish my...Thu, 10 Jul 2025 22:26:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1697544https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1697544It's been long enough that I can say this, but unfortunately us two are intrinsically connected. There are tense moments of synchronization and hypocrisy that drive me a bit confused. Is it all a coincidence or is it the result of mutual dissatisfaction? I'd be lying if I said I wasn't hoping for that; in my mind I like to think I mattered and the passing of time we shared was meaningful. That the...Sun, 15 Jun 2025 23:42:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1611608https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1611608I held on till may. I'm grateful my bestfriend did too. I hope I can see her sometime soon. ILY TWIN! :3Sun, 18 May 2025 18:18:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1594410https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1594410GOING TO EMO NIGHT TONIGHT YOU'D BETTER BET IMMA WEAR THE DARKEST EYELINER EVER AND DANCE ALL NIGHT TO POP-PUNK HITS FROM THE 2000'S!!! I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD NIGHT, ILL UPDATE LATER HOW IT WENT. ☠︎︎Sun, 11 May 2025 02:05:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1496637https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1496637As a lesbian, he is probably the only man I've ever truly loved and trusted. I am grateful I gave him a chance, but I regret all the pain I've caused him. Somehow, its not romantic attraction for me. I just feel like his cat.Tue, 25 Mar 2025 14:52:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1336044https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1336044I'm going to be so kind that it makes the people that hate me SICK. I want to be so understanding and unreactive that nothing anyone can say will offend me. I know people are awful and they say and do awful things, but I hate them so much it comes full circle and I love them. It means a  lot to be understood despite your cruelty. My emotions vary. I can hate to the death and want someone tortured ...Fri, 20 Dec 2024 06:39:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1336032https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1336032I am progressing so well at Needy Streamer Overload!! I got so focused and played for maybe two hours..idk how long I was out for. But I cleared all 30 days and got two more achievements!!! I'm starting to really understand Ame's character, I found out exactly how to keep her alive and target achievements, so I will try to complete the game!!! I also got the NSO theme on my steam profile it looks ...Fri, 20 Dec 2024 06:08:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1305700https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1305700THE NEW SEASON OF ARCANE JUST DROPPED!!! HOLY SHIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT. The first thing I did on the morning it released was binge the whole thing. Thank god for arcane. I don't know if anyone else really understands how incredible it is. For one, its one of the ONLY pieces of media i have EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, that has managed to decenter men and treat female characters with respect. When yo...Wed, 13 Nov 2024 02:57:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1291835https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1291835With absolutely zero education I say all this btw. The disturbing rise in the coquette aesthetic and women and girls wanting to look "unreal" or like dolls is infantile and gross. I get that dolls are cute and its fun to dress like one, but promoting eating disorders to acheive this shape is weird because now not only are you dressing in frilly childlike dresses and acting dainty, docile, and deli...Thu, 24 Oct 2024 20:39:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1291296https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1291296I love you so much Amy Lee. Thank you for existing in the same time period as me. Wed, 23 Oct 2024 23:47:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1201359https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1201359ITS SUMMER NOW AND I HAVE FINALLY STARTED MY SUMMER JOB!! I GRADUATED AND FINISHED SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING IS GOING SO WELL!! I cant wait for the usual summer events to take place, the hangouts, the parties, the sleepovers, the talking, and the SUN AND BEAUTIFUL TREES EVERYWHERE I JUST WANT TO LAY IN THEM. Working in the summer usually drains my energy, but I cant have everything i want in life, I aMon, 24 Jun 2024 03:29:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1190487https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1190487I GRADUATED HIGHSCOOL AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Sun, 09 Jun 2024 17:08:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1169179https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1169179Purely Hypothetical but if you were in a home setting and someone was trying to fight you, what would you do? I for one, would find a blanket and find a way to trap my opp in the blanket, place them on the couch (if they try to escape, sit on top of them) and force them to listen to Pierce the Veil SPECIFICALLY Collide with the Sky album. Any Weezer Album may also suffice. And I WILL NOT elaborate...Sun, 12 May 2024 23:56:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1161952https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1161952I love you and I hate you, and I'm losing my mind And you tell me all the time thatFri, 03 May 2024 02:40:51 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1101237https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1101237Now that the new semester has started I only have two courses, BIO 20-1 and BIO 30-1. So far they are fairly simple classes, the only thing I really have to do is memorize terms and make connections between the amounts of information that the teacher tells us to. I think it will be easy if I can find a good way to study and memorize everything, basically a semester to memorize the contents of an e...Sat, 10 Feb 2024 05:50:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1002466https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1002466I love the song Mr.Brightside by The Killers, but its not very funny now I can suddenly relate to the lyrics :(Thu, 07 Dec 2023 04:36:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=782234https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=782234I am currently listening to the track 3/12, its called Hang on by TV Girl, its alright but it does not compare to their other albums, as this album sounds more laid back and experimental . I think it is alright, but I believe the ethereal beats of TV Girls other songs such as The Blonde or Lovers Rock reign supreme in showing the artists unique style. So far, The Night Time, 99.5, Grapes UponSun, 02 Jul 2023 19:51:10 +0000