https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2025035The most recent Blog Entries by the User "chookiez" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1343100https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1343100I OFFICIALLY LOST 15KG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i weighed myself a cuple days ago and i dropped down like 5 kg in a month, i now weigh 60kg!!! this was my dream weight last year and im so happy i finnally reached it!!!!  im even getting a little bit of a thigh gap now and i have had more luck findinf guys who like me! im gonna try and lose 30kg so that i can look prettier lol and dont...Sun, 29 Dec 2024 04:56:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1312428https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1312428istg I'm gonna eat him up  HE IS SOO CUTE!!!!!!!! I saw today a photo edit of him as Jesus christ bcs the sophomores had a biology mda today and thee has been a trend of making these edits of teachers, AND THEY CHOSE THE WORST PIC OF HIM OMGG Im fucking cackling, if they asked me I would've given them a better pic bcs I keep pic of him in my phone to look at on the weekends when I don't see him ir...Thu, 21 Nov 2024 15:47:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1301534https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1301534omgg the other day i saw him a bunch lmao, he looked so cute with his ne haircut jhsshdkj i love him smm i waved hi to him just as he puffed his cheeks and he waved at me with his cheeks all puffed and a little smile I DIED OF CUTENESS  he is so adorable fuckkkkk i wanna eat him so badd :)))))))))))))))))))))Fri, 08 Nov 2024 15:26:41 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1299384https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1299384GUYS GUYS GUYS OMG AHHHHH rmber the guy i said i fell for recently? well HE started coming uo to ME to talk he starts convrsations now and eve complimented me on two diferent ocations one ( a couple months ago) where he complimented my two blonde highlights and said i looked pretty with them (AAAAAAAA) and another on halloween where he said my patrick bateman costume was great  he also started bei...Tue, 05 Nov 2024 16:34:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1276203https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1276203he forgot he said he would sent me an email as soon as he got home and he completely forgot. am i nothing to him?  does he even care about me ?  why did he promise me something he knew i would look forward to and then forget like it was nothing?? i was looking forward to that email, i was so happy he offered to talk to me outside of class and then he didnt even bother to remember am i that worthle...Thu, 03 Oct 2024 22:58:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1275973https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1275973i really like biology bcs its fun and the names of the tings are funny (esp microbiology hehe)  so i really wanted to start studying more and even more now that a new library opened near my house,  i didnt know where to start so i asked him ab it and he told me  "i have a book at home, i cant remember the name of it nor the author so i will send you an email when i get home"  HE IS GONNA EMIL ME!!...Thu, 03 Oct 2024 17:35:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1274359https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1274359god i love that man so much he makes my day,  today he attentively and patiently listened to me complain ab someone getting the car model for the ecto 1 wrong and how there were ZERO sources or references on the wiki for any of the info on a ghostbusters wikipedia article, he literally sat there and let me speak to the void exept he listens to me and makes me feel heard even when i speak ab stuff ...Tue, 01 Oct 2024 15:22:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1273514https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1273514i found a new teacher crush to fawn over and i'm so happy bcs he lets me yap all i want ab ghostbusters. i asked him for permission to bother him with ghostbusters stuff and he said "go ahead but i'm gonna forget everything in a while so be warned" and i said  " thats ok, it just means i can repeat the same stuff over and over and over again"  and i began randomly talking to him ab gb and harold r...Mon, 30 Sep 2024 14:57:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1228834https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1228834hggg  quiero ser la prinsesita de alguien, quiero ser tratada com devocion y amor puro Thu, 01 Aug 2024 04:48:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1228832https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1228832escribiría algo de como no creo en el amor pero no es cierto, me encantaría una canción, un poema o siquiera una señal de que alguien se da el tiempo de conocerme y nose porque espero eso y mas de la gente si eso solo se ve en las peliculas o solo lo obtienen modelos,  nunca en mi vida seré amada honestamente, si ya a mis 17 no tengo una pareja que me adora como a mis amigas siquiera podre consegu...Thu, 01 Aug 2024 04:47:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1177720https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1177720i like watching cooking vids, esp the bento ones where they make a really cute bento box for their partner or loved one, i like to imagine its me cooking for my future partner and they love the food i make for them and they show it off like "look at what my partner made!!" it wuld be so cute to see them enjoy my food and for them to know i love them so much that i wont let them go hungry, i yearn ...Fri, 24 May 2024 16:01:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1169821https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1169821there is this guy on insta i really like but he is too pretty 4 me, he is literally perfect and i'm just some cringe high schooler dreaming for a bit of his attention lol anyways i'm kinda needy 4 a boyfriends but not gonna have one yet since boys my age always smell like shit and have no manners, they are disgusting and rude, older boys are gross perverts who smell even worse (somehow) no man or ...Mon, 13 May 2024 16:58:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1165051https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1165051i felt like crying today and i did, i have a crush on this guy and he follows a lot of girls on insta ans they are all perfect, skinny, button nose, long dark hair and more, they all look like perfect little dolls and i don't, he will never look at or notice me and i'm just pathetic fawning over him and his stupid face,  i know its not real and all but i cant help but feel stupid when i try to be ...Tue, 07 May 2024 15:54:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1161584https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1161584currently i have been receiving an influx of older guys following me on all social media except tiktok and instagram and trying to chat with me, i fucking hate it they are trying to groom me all over again and im not letting it happen, im actively pushing them away, i sound like a hypocrite saying don't want to be groomed after millions of posts ab my teacher and all but i really don't like him or...Thu, 02 May 2024 14:15:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1154512https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1154512will he love me when my ribs show?Sat, 20 Apr 2024 19:32:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1151503https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1151503a lot has changed lately, i lost my best friends and i'm not sad about it, i now think my old crush is ugly, i lot around 6 ish pounds and i'm somewhat more social lol i lost my best friend because i told her i felt excluded and that maybe she shouldn't make fun of me and she lashed out on me saying i was throwing a tantrum and called me immature and all, she said to take some time apart but to me...Mon, 15 Apr 2024 16:20:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1142283https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1142283Two painful years I lived spectating and watching him be the dream man for another girl and I had no choice but to see the positive aspect of him not loving me, he was happier, his heart was with someone who understood him and knew him more than I ever could, can and will, he is the star I will never reach and always dream of owning, I'm in tremendous pain but at least he is happy and content with...Sun, 31 Mar 2024 22:46:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1142107https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1142107Sun, 31 Mar 2024 17:22:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1121715https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1121715probs gonna start posting cryptid shit on youtube lol  i wanna see if i just end up looking dumb or if i can get some folowing from it (i will probs just en up looking stupid lmao sjkasjs)Thu, 07 Mar 2024 02:38:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1120689https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1120689hey guys i might actually commit suicide next year, my friends dont like me anymore, i have to deal with people i hate everyday and the teacher i confessed to thinking he would actually leave the school is rumored to come back next year and i just might have to live wTue, 05 Mar 2024 21:42:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1101802https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1101802no ha pasado nada últimamente, el profesor que me gusta ya se fue y dudo que vuelva ya que me declare, me estaba acordando el otro dia de las varias veces que me prepare para que el se ponga full pervertido y me toque cuando estemos solos, una ves nos quedamos solos en el laboratorio pero nada paso pq el no me tenia cariño en ese entonces, quizás si me vuelva a ver me pida algo o me haSun, 11 Feb 2024 01:02:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1068520https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1068520when will my mom stop calling me fat and then yell at me for not eating? what can i do to rest? i starve, i work out, i puke and do many other things and when i get resultis they force food down my throat and call me fat again i cant handle this anymore i miFri, 19 Jan 2024 02:13:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1030813https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1030813i confessed to him like, two weeks and still no response, he has it so that i dont see if he saw my messages or not but i know he did bcs he changed how long the messages were visible for and set it to 24 hours but never spoke. im kinda bummed but not entirely sad since i get it,  a student who he got close to and though was someone like him bcs we both liked the same stuff coffesses to you compro...Wed, 27 Dec 2023 04:32:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1020629https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1020629I finaly DID IT!!! I CONFESSED TO HIM I didn't link the blog bcs I got help from a friend and she told me not to.  BUT IT DID ITT HE FINNALY KNOWS I LIKE HIM He still hasn't responded yet tho, I think I sent the message a little too late in the night bcs I was excited kajsj Wish me luck on his response! Tue, 19 Dec 2023 14:42:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1019087https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1019087Mon, 18 Dec 2023 02:38:25 +0000