https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2090313The most recent Blog Entries by the User "suri ⁠♡" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1174525https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1174525it's been awhile and i wish i could say that something changed but it hasn't. so, there isn't much to say.Mon, 20 May 2024 01:30:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1009889https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1009889help me see the beauty in me when i look at myself  i don't see what you see so if you tell me... "love yourself." self-love, what a misconception it's very hard to believe help me see the beauty in me your warm hands  grace my bare body with ease  the words "you're so beautiful"  gently left your lips leaving my heart to freeze the only time i see the beauty in meMon, 11 Dec 2023 23:22:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=975597https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=975597i've always envied the ones who are extremely close to someone, having a unbreakable bond in any way is something i undeniably crave. everyone i've came across seem to leave me so easily....now, i've been alone so long that i wonder if i'm meant for something like that.  one day.... xxTue, 21 Nov 2023 07:13:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=975583https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=975583i find it hard to express my feelings, i don't want to seem as if i'm wanting for attention, sympathy, trauma dumping or seeming cringe. i want to be able to share my feelings without feeling no shame. i hope i grow out of this stupid phase (it's not a phase, i've been this way my whole life lol)  xxTue, 21 Nov 2023 06:50:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=956309https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=956309when kendrick Lamar said "cause you are, you are a  loner, loner. m arijuana, endorphins make you stronger, stronger." i just knew he was talking about me.  xxTue, 07 Nov 2023 02:29:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=954967https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=954967it's scary to think you can go days, weeks, even months without interaction from another person. you only matter when you speak first. (nobody hasn't spoken to me today, not even the person i call my friend, it's been days.) xxMon, 06 Nov 2023 03:02:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=953811https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=953811someone will cherish me, how i cherish them....on nights like this, a simple hey or check in would be good. when it comes to me, things like that doesn't exist....i have no choice but to get lost in my mind and hope that one day someone will cherish me, how i cherish them. xxSun, 05 Nov 2023 09:20:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=953698https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=953698in a way, existing is one of the hardest things to do.... xxSun, 05 Nov 2023 06:11:41 +0000