https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2298822The most recent Blog Entries by the User "cinepaola" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1252090https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1252090So, I’m back. After seven months of what can only be described as a full-blown life overhaul, it’s safe to say I’m not the same person who last posted here.  Let’s just say the old me packed her bags, took a one-way trip to Self-Respectville, and decided she’s done being anyone’s doormat—friend or otherwise. Remember that guy I talked about last time? The one who had me all twisted up in my feelin...Mon, 02 Sep 2024 15:33:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1093437https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1093437I don't even know where to start with this post. These past few days feel surreal, and I'm caught between happiness and frustration. Yesterday, I said "screw it" and bolted to the damn beach to clear my messed-up head, and now, everybody's got their panties in a twist. Why? Because I took one damn friend with me and didn't broadcast it to the entire fucking universe. Seriously, like I need to just...Wed, 31 Jan 2024 22:25:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1087499https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1087499I have a stalker. Wow, you guys are getting a lot of content today. Anyways. I know what you guys are probably thinking... those that know me personally are probably like: "What? Another one?!" and everyone else is probably worried. So let me back up a little.... A couple of months ago, in aThu, 25 Jan 2024 23:49:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1087295https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1087295Alright, let's unravel this tangled web of emotions, shall we? So, there's this guy... I know, I know, there's always a guy, but hear me out! In my last post, I mentioned him, the one who's been on my mind. I'll admit, I do fancy him, but here's the twist – I don't want him catching wind of that.  Boosting his ego like that?  No, thank you. Now, in the midst of fancying him, there's this weird amb...Thu, 25 Jan 2024 20:58:51 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1087177https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1087177I can feel myself doing it again. Or actually, am I really doing it again, or is this me pushing him away because I tend to avoid getting close to people? Let me give you guys some context. I like this guy. Shocker, I know, right? But wait, I actually do like him. This is not one of those "I get interested, and then I lose interest within like two weeks" type of things as usual. Or at least, I hop...Thu, 25 Jan 2024 19:14:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1085764https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1085764Do you ever just feel stuck? Like you should be doing more? Lately, I've found myself in this peculiar state quite often, and it's a bit perplexing. On one hand, there's this nagging feeling that I should be doing more, yet on the other hand, I can't shake the belief that I'm right where I'm supposed to be. It's an internal tug-of-war that's become a recurring theme. I've adopted this life philoso...Thu, 25 Jan 2024 02:00:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1083767https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1083767Hi, so, uh, this is gonna be my little corner of the internet. Like it says, it's pretty much going to be a public diary. My life is pretty chaotic, you know—for someone who barely leaves her house?  Honestly, I'm not even sure how that's possible, but my friends describe it as some sort of novel or ongoing series. So, you're welcome to join if you want to read all about my mishaps and, unfortunat...Wed, 24 Jan 2024 07:50:41 +0000