https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2496289The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Nova" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1113221https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1113221okay so if you are stalking my bulletins you would know that i am going to a punk show today. WELL im making a vest, its a pain in the ass and is hard to work with but i love doing crafty things so much that this is my dream! Sat, 24 Feb 2024 17:13:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1112431https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1112431okay so like, i love my school, its my fav place and everything. However i am so tired, i am kinda sick, i am wanting to stay home. My friends are so cool though, and im already behind in a lot of my classes :/Fri, 23 Feb 2024 15:51:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1112199https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1112199Okay guys this one is going to be a long one so hold on tight. Okay basically i went to the mental hospital a few weeks ago. It wasn't for me hurting myself or wanting to kms or anything though. Anywhosies, i get home from the ward and my mother, we will call her J, TAKES ALL MY ELECTRONICS. I understand if i was like unsafe and thats why i went to the hospital and got my things taken. However tha...Fri, 23 Feb 2024 05:35:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1105664https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1105664meow i haven't been bringing my laptop with me places, but now i am doing just that and being offputting and emo online at school! Thu, 15 Feb 2024 19:03:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1104712https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1104712i have just realized that i am pretty much taking care of my self. I mean sure i dont pay rent and i dont pay for food, but i get myself places, i pay my own medical bills, im taking care of myself more than some adults out there and thats a little scary. Also ive been learning the bus system to make sure i can get placesWed, 14 Feb 2024 15:22:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1104404https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1104404okay so like, im not doing bad, in fact im doing pretty good, i keep myself and my space clean, im trying to do the right things, im trying to make sure everything is going smoothly here and at school and with all my people and with myself and its like, im doing great. I feel horrible. I feel so bad all the time just being filled with rage about my trauma and shit. I never wanted to be angry, i ne...Wed, 14 Feb 2024 04:01:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1104265https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1104265okay so last week a few friends and i made a bunch of baked goods for school, well now we are down to the last day and we still have to make a few more things BUT NO ONE WANTS TO HELP SO ITS JUST ME BAKING FOR LIKE 3 HOURS BY MYSELF RAHHGHGHGHGWed, 14 Feb 2024 01:06:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1103053https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1103053okay lets get this out of the way first, i love my school with all i am. My school is my favorite place of all time and i will never be able to say its not.  On that note, ive been away from school for a bit, ive been working on my missing work, even though im super behind, the current stuff is too easy for me? I may sound like a nerd but i dont care! I find a lot of school very easy but a lot of ...Mon, 12 Feb 2024 15:15:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1102557https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1102557Hello my internet people. I am currently being held against my will (im not 18 yet so i cant just leave) I am also being punished very cruelly (its more than justified) IM VERY UPSET ABOUT THE STATE OF THE WORLD. HOW COULD IT HAVE COME TO THIS?! Sun, 11 Feb 2024 22:34:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1102353https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1102353Im posting a bulletin about this too so if you see both no you didnt!  I will not have wifi for a good long while (about a week) i promise im not ignoring you im just poor. Anyways, take care friends! Sun, 11 Feb 2024 18:02:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100993https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100993Im actually so tired, my head is pounding, my stomach is churning, every time i stand up my vision goes black and i get wobbly, im in so much pain, just everywhere, and i just want to sleep, but no i hurt too bad to even do that :cFri, 09 Feb 2024 23:35:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100643https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100643is it 4.56 am? yea, it is, however i would rather be sitting here, shivering, waiting for my heater to warm up the cave i reside in, than close my eyes and see whatever it is i was dreaming about this time. If I could sleep for once without seeing all the worst times of my life i would do nothing but sleep, but since im here, alone in my head, seeing all the pain ive known, I cannot close my eyes....Fri, 09 Feb 2024 12:59:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100396https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100396recently i have been just talking to people i dont like cuz im so lonely but i kinda dont want to do that anymore? like i for real just want to ghost 99% of the people i talk to outside of here Fri, 09 Feb 2024 03:25:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100303https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100303i have left my room like 7 times today and i mean sure its actually so gross in here but at the same time, i am just a boy so how bad could it be Fri, 09 Feb 2024 01:19:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100249https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1100249My parents left for a bit, and my dogs are going actually crazy over it  Like howling barking whining the whole ten yards, and i have three dogs too so its not very quiet.  I still have a migraine im so tired of all the noise, dont get me wrong i love my dogs but they are so LOUDThu, 08 Feb 2024 23:58:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099921https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099921I woke up with the worst migraine ive ever had in my life yeouch. Of course the she-devil (my mother) is making me go to school still, not only go to school, but walk the two miles to get there, in the snow...  Anyways im gonna take some advil and hope the pounding stops (it wont)Thu, 08 Feb 2024 15:20:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099656https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099656I mean there are a lot of reasons why i hate my mom. None as strong as the one bound around my neck, keeping me from talking the truth. Keeping me from being anything other than what i am in her eyes, as long as im the liar, you never have to worry about his faith right?Thu, 08 Feb 2024 04:54:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099118https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099118Im gonna be working for a bit to code my profile on here so its very personalized, however its very hard to relearn coding (ive always hated it) Wed, 07 Feb 2024 16:06:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099102https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1099102Okay so i love my school, its my favorite place, but right now i want to just curl up and fall back asleep, maybe i should make some coffeeWed, 07 Feb 2024 15:28:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1098966https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1098966Hey chat, first post, me going crazy. What a way to start this, its so me though. Welcome to the blog of this star remanent, time to get insane.  I think that honestly a lot of the people in my life are shitty and i should just run away and never speak to them again... Thoughts?Wed, 07 Feb 2024 08:11:17 +0000