https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2507739The most recent Blog Entries by the User "ivan" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991275https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991275purging my first meal in 2 days cuz i canSat, 22 Nov 2025 19:10:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1977657https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1977657maybe it really my fault at times. how much longer am i gonna try to heal. i don't know if i'll even heal at times. i can't be in control of my own body. i have to be responsible, i have to be an adult and get to things that actually matter. i can't hurt myself anymore. i can't do anyhting that harms me at the slightest. my mother has hope in me, she accepted her son at his  worst. she saw my legs...Mon, 10 Nov 2025 11:35:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948428https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948428usually, i can't draw, but when i do, it's harda for me to let it goWed, 15 Oct 2025 06:03:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948410https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948410every cigarette i smoke soothes my mind, at least this way i know it's making my life shorter and shorter.Wed, 15 Oct 2025 05:46:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1359829https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1359829it's been months. if i don't die, it'll be years. i'll grow up, the scars will fade, i'll forget.Tue, 14 Jan 2025 12:53:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1116849https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1116849still new to the thing, dk how this works but eh, i'll get used to it.Thu, 29 Feb 2024 14:53:21 +0000