https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2526456The most recent Blog Entries by the User "zirconieee" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1408254https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1408254Ive been watching my thing of dialluted honey, fruit, sugar, and yeast for about a week and yesterday it started frothing and producing CO2 so its officially making BOOZE!!11! Its made my whole room stank of fruity gas but whatever. Also first blog post in like 7 months because a LOT of shit has happened to me tbh. To condense i peaked silly, got medicated, got sent to get my silly tested, my dad ...Fri, 07 Feb 2025 21:45:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1213980https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1213980Finally found the instagram of my old lab partner who was really sweet and nice to me but he is occupied in the romance department atm :( Very sad day for the me community.  Ill still send him a message because we were good friends and i still want to check up and see how he's doing since its been over a year since I last saw him. oh well we grind our teeth and accept it because hes happy. good fo...Thu, 11 Jul 2024 17:23:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1199656https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1199656That was the best wedding ive ever been too, not because it was good, but because it was the product of what happens when you put loads of pissheads with their crackhead kids togeather for long enough.  So the bride was my cousin from the family that adopted my bio-mother, and their all a bit mental.  So heres a list of all the things that happened: - found out my aunt has vitiligo on her hands - ...Fri, 21 Jun 2024 21:44:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1192193https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1192193Someone on bulletins did this question thingy so im doing it now: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF- THE SURVEY Name: shitstick69 Age: 18 Birthplace: UK Birthday: 07/10/2005 Current Location: UK School: Sixth Form Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Auburn  Right or Left Handed: Right Shoe Size: 4 Skin Type: idk but freckles, a lot of them Single?: unfortunately Pepsi or Coke: whatever is cheapestTue, 11 Jun 2024 22:00:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1190030https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1190030Found the intro and applied nuclear phys textbooks i was hoping to find in the book shop :D, they are very good! In the last blog i said the owners wife might have died, well she didnt. She died this morning in hospice. Guh it sucks that my last interaction with her was weird and awkward because i didnt know what to say. Nvm, not much i can do about it now :( Went outside, got a new going-out bag ...Sun, 09 Jun 2024 00:52:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1186568https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1186568The best way to explain where I live is its like a gated community, but for barges. And were all on the bread line. Anyway, someone has to own said boat community and thats this old couple who are mehhh at best.  Ive never lived anywhere else so ive known these people my whole life and to cut to the chase the wife of the owner passed last night to cancer. I came home hella late due to the local co...Wed, 05 Jun 2024 00:05:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1182244https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1182244Caffeine is one of the only things now that makes me feel calm. ive had so many energy drinks and so much coffee over the last year that i would not be surorised if my kidneys are terminally fucked. But also i dont care lul ψ(｀∇´)ψ made new bracelets tee hee, i love monster energ. My arm hurts. my legs hurt. my knees hurt. my head hurts. ive done nothing all week. osu grinding. vapin fat SHITTTT. ...Thu, 30 May 2024 17:40:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1180909https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1180909Sniffed tipp ex while watching Battle Royale on discord and chat i have never researched so fast if it still had 1,1,1-trichloroethane in it. It doesnt but i felt a bit weird (caffeine wore off i suppose) Big stupid!! so much so there is a list of all the fuckass things ive done. baby spider (っ °Д °;)っ lalalalala i am delulu PLUG YOUR BRAIN IN AND LOCK IN MORON i am so bored. touching grass tomorr...Tue, 28 May 2024 23:56:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1178623https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1178623Every year the ExCel centre becomes an oven and i was not dealing with it well. Heat + a room full of people was bone grinding experience but i did enjoy it, despite ExCel staff being fucking useless as always. Anyway I bought three (3) things: Entry plug phone charm fromSat, 25 May 2024 21:25:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1173704https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1173704Sometimes the internet is really fucking slow. Its all just meaningless shit that either wants your money or your attention.  Ive been going onto tumblr a lot because imo its easy to filter out shit you dont want. Your feed is easier to curate. Even so, i only use it for people igaf about. I hate instagram bruh, ass shit platform that rewards the shittiest people. Im not bitter for my social blade...Sun, 19 May 2024 00:51:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1153967https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1153967MoxiFloxi is best delivered at a volume exceeding 85dB, preferably intracranially. Sewerslvt is best injected intraveniously from a refrigerated vile, 100mg/ml. Machine Girl is best delivered through soft tissue absorbtion, concentrated solution should be placed under the tongue or on the gums. Vertigoaway is best ingested with food, dermal patches are also available. Do not exceed intended dosage...Fri, 19 Apr 2024 21:45:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1151248https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1151248Reading back through my journaling app (which i still think is hella fucking stupid) like the day after being delulu are both funny and confusing. Well maybe not funny because god damn but sometimes its funny. The only reason i still use it is because somewhere in the back of my mind i can feel the dissapointment from the youth councillor i saw years ago that was wildy unqualified to deal with me ...Mon, 15 Apr 2024 01:05:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1141624https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1141624I keep making mini monster cans out of the big ones because theyre useless items and i love useless items! In other news uhhhhh nothing really. It was a nice day today and i met my friends 12 week old frenchie puppy (its her first dog so ill allow it, were an adopt only house hold o7), his name was Abe and as the dog whisperer he loved me lol. Uhh i got subway, urghghghgh lol Stay frosty sheepleSun, 31 Mar 2024 00:09:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1140156https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1140156Easter half term,,, yayyyyyy. time to do all the work i missed which is a boat load. Omg i have a music hall concert tmrw yay! My purple friend might buy us a drink yay! Eurghh im so tired. dont piledrive a monser can into your head sheepleThu, 28 Mar 2024 23:31:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1134861https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1134861eurghhh this assignment is kicking my ass. its not like i dont know the material, i do. but having to make 4000 words off it is harrrdddd. I got like 300 or so done today and it was due 6 hours ago.  Maybe i would be more motivated if the tutors were actually solid on what happens if we dont submit it. Or like helped us. The BTEC breif keeps contradicting itself and its driving me insane. Why cant...Fri, 22 Mar 2024 00:38:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1132019https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1132019If you are less than 18 and friend request me, I will decline it. I dont want people less than 18 reading my bulletins and being in my IM since I use this site as a vent/rant space more than anything and don't want to expose 14 year old™ to that. If you're from my Tumblr page and are >18, I would prefer if you interacted with my content there. TLDR: DNIMon, 18 Mar 2024 15:22:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1129354https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1129354Im actually so stupid. So ik my dad drank apple cider vinegar to like help with digestion. but what he failed to mention was the quantity of vinegar you need to drink.  i drank about 500ml of neat vinegar.  i was dry heaving into the sink for about 10 minuets and then threw up 5 times, now my sinuses are full of partly digested food and acid yum. im actually a genius (i will never be able to eat v...Sat, 16 Mar 2024 00:27:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1125633https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1125633my joints have been hurting a lot recently and i dont now why. Mainly my wrists and hips despite not doing much. Im also back on my 'being to unmotivated to get up in time for college' mode again. Not like the tutors care, but keeping any positive habit for any length of time is hard, but its also easy to keep the completely convoluted one i have which makes no sense and if i dont follow it to 80%...Tue, 12 Mar 2024 20:18:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1122850https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1122850its all bluring into one long day, weeks go by and i dont realise it. i didnt even know my last blog post was 4 days ago. i thought it was like a day ago. Omg its almost the end of the year and i cannot remember anything. Christmas data season fucked me so hard i could not deal with it and now im months behind schedual. Everything gest worse. just kill me already i dont want this.Fri, 08 Mar 2024 20:44:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1120083https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1120083i have done nothing notable but think about all the people i hate for 3 days. also sleep, ive been asleep more than i have been awake. gay ass existance wtf is this shit. I should play the first Class of 09 game again its secondary school nostalgia of the times when people would huff volatile solvents and green out the bathrooms and steal the ethernet cables and wifi routers so no one could access...Tue, 05 Mar 2024 00:54:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1117822https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1117822I was listening to some of Sewerslvt's older music on her discography and it took me a while to realise she had added more music since her indefinite hiatus in 2021. Its just remixes but its good, really good. Im just glad she's still alive than anything, I mean fuck her but I dont wish her death. In other news, i found like a 5 yr old amazon gift card and got some arm warmers!!! like the y2k stri...Fri, 01 Mar 2024 23:24:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1116768https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1116768The people I was sort of friends with at college don’t seem to want to talk to me anymore so I’m back to just sitting by myself at lunch.  This just happens. Bruh, I felt better yesterday as well but that’s ruined. I didn’t even do anything. Am I just that unlikable or boring. God damn time for more metal work. Bye sheeple.Thu, 29 Feb 2024 10:31:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1115828https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1115828I had kimchi in a ramen at a restaurant a while ago so i decided to make it because my mums nurse friend said that the reason im gaining weight is because I severly under eat and my body is basically in energy conservation mode. So any thing with any amount of calories is metabolised really slowly. What eating 800-1000 calories a day for over 2 years does to a mf ig. The bad part however is im goi...Wed, 28 Feb 2024 00:36:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1115087https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1115087No sure if sleep deprived, or neurotic. Could not focus in the workshop and broke like 3 drill bits because i was just not with it, people probably thing im noided af. I mean their right but god damn. Then i got home and cried because i ripped my 1 (one) binder because i was yanking on it because i was legitimately tweaking out FFS. I stitched it good enough but then just completely shut down and ...Mon, 26 Feb 2024 23:41:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1114291https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1114291drove my dads car a town over to save on driving lessons, it wasnt that bad. I prefer manual cars because auto is for losers ahhaaaaaa.  more osu!, aiming to be top 10,000 global by the end of the year. Currently top 1.3m global. Not bad considering I was at top 2.4m like a month ago, just have to keep pushing the skill ceiling. Trying to beat my ProSekai ENG global which is top 500 last season (i...Sun, 25 Feb 2024 23:53:37 +0000