https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2544871The most recent Blog Entries by the User "𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔣.𝔭𝔩𝔲𝔪" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2054849https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2054849im not on a perfect track of life but, the im riding along just alright. the only worth i put out on the web is my own perspective of my own life. and sometimes i feel that its repetitive to express the (legit) same thing over again. especially to an audience of none lol. but everyone has their own outlet and what they send through it. life is so melancholic and fleeting. self-desThu, 15 Jan 2026 16:10:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1977215https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1977215the title speaks for itself. it feels like everything ive worked for is slipping through my fingers; and its all my fault. im not doing enough. my best efforts isnt enough and hold no worth to what i want to evolve into. im self aware of my own self-destruction and yet, not a single droplet of motivation flows through me. im afraid of everything. time is so fast and theres only so much time i can ...Mon, 10 Nov 2025 01:38:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1943085https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1943085i dont know if i just have sucky online luck but this stinks im legit talking to a wall whenever i post anything on here. zero comments when i ask for help, empty messaging box, no new notifications. i know im not on here consistently but my past blogs are still up and relevant, i think. ive been waiting for about a month for someone to accept my quest for help when making a playlist for someone b...Fri, 10 Oct 2025 20:36:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924987https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1924987i am very inexperienced and in dire need of tips my supercalifragilisticexpialidocious package is coming tomorrow (basic CD burning essentials) and i actually do not know how to make a playlist for someone else. i have made playlist for others before but... those are super butt. i really want to start gifting playlist CD's but im super lost on the how to guide 101 of gifting a playlist.Wed, 24 Sep 2025 23:49:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1904315https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1904315really supes into glomble, just feeling a bit awkward really getting "into it into it." started my own glomble page and even have 2 vids up, but i feel awkward and highkey intimidated making content. i was never a good youtuber before and ever since its becoming high processed AI garbo slop, i turned to glomble. its not the lack of ideas or even execution, its just a secret third thing. commitment...Sat, 06 Sep 2025 15:49:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1887988https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1887988why is being who i want to be so difficult? its so hard just trying to do something, ANYTHING. i cant land a job, school is such a pain, i feel so controlled by my overthinking and emotions. im a freak. some dumb log sitting at the bottom of a swamp, drowned. i dont know if i'll make it. and not in a suicide-pending kind of way, more so i cant see a tomorrow until im displaced from dreaming. i fee...Sat, 23 Aug 2025 19:54:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1873848https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1873848my senior year starts in 16 minutes... i honestly feel like its the first day again, just so much anxiety and impending dread. no classes with my bf, some class with friends, some shitty teachers on my schedule. sighhhh and with this new bill its going to be a boring and dull year. but, as much as i hate to admit it, im kind of excited to see how this goes. the closing of a chapter into the transi...Mon, 11 Aug 2025 04:47:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1785153https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1785153This is something that i have been brewing up for a bit the tasteless and content pumping-based media thats come to plague modern times is killing the magic of "old media." everything you could ever imagine behind a screen is always a few taps away. swiping and taps are the only movements you need for thesSun, 13 Jul 2025 16:39:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1764099https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1764099ALL CAPS FOR THIS BECAUSE ITS GENUINELY PISSING ME OFF IVE ALREADY ESTABLISHED THAT MY STUPID BRAIN (AKA ME) CANT FATHOM GOING TO SLEEP WHEN ITS DARK AND BEING A MEMBER OF SOCIETY IN THE DAY. WELL, IVE BEEN FIXING IT AND ITS ALMOST ALL PATCHED UP BUT FOR SOME ODD FUCKING REASON IM ONLY SLEEPING >4 HOURS PER NIGHT AND IM WALKING UP AT THE BACK OF BEFORE THE ASS-CRACK OF DAWN. AND ITS NOT EVEN A CAS...Mon, 07 Jul 2025 11:05:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1733118https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1733118one day. theres was one day i had semi-proper sleep. something ive been thinking about for the past few days. why am i really not going to sleep? the problem is me . i think that recently ive been avoiding my own thoughts with these constant and nauseating distractions so much that, ive legit killed my sleep (more say, nightly sleep). im a goddamn vampire and its making my day-to-day a lot worse. ...Fri, 27 Jun 2025 11:00:44 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1720566https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1720566Where/ how do people make these ??? ive literally have been in a stump about this because i want to make super specific graphics but i dont know where to start (besides tumble). can anyone out there in the void shout back some tips? i would really appreciate it  ο(=•ω＜=)ρ⌒☆Mon, 23 Jun 2025 12:47:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1719744https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1719744this is from what ive personally seen/experienced one of THE main points for SpaceHey is the customizable layouts. however, theres been a plethora of broken layouts or ones that arent updated after years of being posted. this inconsistency fills up the layout feed with constant abandoned layouts that gets in the way of the working ones. its very frustrating finding a layout im interested in using ...Mon, 23 Jun 2025 05:18:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1715508https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1715508its been so difficult just doing it. it wasnt this bad not too long ago.. these past three weeks have been the worst nights sleeping in my life. im awake until somewhere between 3am to 5am and i sleep past noon. my boyfriend is worried about me and i can tell he feels neglected when i dont respond all damn day until 3pm. even when i have risen, i dont do jack for hours on end. while i am supposed ...Sat, 21 Jun 2025 21:33:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1698804https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1698804Ending the night on this last entry. i dunno what the freak happened but all of my images are broken in very code. theyre all imbedded correctly, and they were, presumably, fine until i just checked. this is making my head hurt :-( if anyone has any sort of tips, solutions, or funny horse jokes im all ears and will try to check my notifs hourly. Thank you for readingMon, 16 Jun 2025 08:53:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1698768https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1698768This one is real personal however im seeking insight about what i should do. (sorry for the long rant) for some reason, my worth in this house equates to how often i wash the dishes, clean the bathroom, and generally help out. my family is and should be very aware of my current depression. i have been this way for a while but wasnt diagnosed until 2-3 years ago. when i was real small, i couldnt un...Mon, 16 Jun 2025 08:26:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1680717https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1680717Been crying less but theres still sadness in my heart. it hurts knowing that a few of friendships i had the pleasure of experiencing will never rekindle and i will never see them again. thats one of the costs to growth, some things are let go and cant ever be taken back. i wont deny that i can miss them as people but i dont miss the reasons why that friendship is gone. i dont miss the cracks, but ...Tue, 10 Jun 2025 22:01:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1668033https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1668033Not every day has to be productive, or a good day. But i fear that if i dont do more then i'll never be. im stuck in this constant mud of feelings that no matter what i do, if its not 1000 times better than than the effort im inputting, i will never make it. theres this welt of never-ending pitifulness i feel for myself because im just not better. i feel like im stuck to the sidelines of people th...Sat, 07 Jun 2025 03:41:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1657443https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1657443Ive literally been at this for an hour and 1/2, to NO AVAIL WHATSOEVER !!! >:-( i legit dont know what im doing wrong. ive tried jpg, png, gif; different sizes; different images, but nothing works. i have only been using square images with no luck Someone ANYONE please help me, i cannot finish making my group without a PFP. it feels like freeballing in jeans and that is NAWT hype at all :-\Tue, 03 Jun 2025 21:12:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1620099https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1620099last day of my school year today, just one more year before the "big girl" stuff. one more year.. i feel so.. complete, for the first time ever. i actually feel so accomplished and i fully believe i migth have a chance. im growing up and it doesnt feel like death anymore. i dont feel a hole in my existence about this. im not plagued with overwhelming sadness about the coming tomorrow. i dont think...Thu, 22 May 2025 03:49:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1595966https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1595966am i the only one having this problem of layouts disappearing? the main profile layout will stay the same but any other extra layouts are just gone after a few days. the ones iv been (trying) to use are a mini music player and a vinyl gallery . i'll tweak them up, everything sSun, 11 May 2025 18:20:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1594338https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1594338I FUCKING HATE PROCRASTINATING BUT ITS HARDWIRED AND SOULDERED INTO MY MOTHERBOARD AND HAS PLAGUED MY CIRCUITS. WHY SHOULD I FIXATE ON CONSUMING THIS DRAINING FORM OF MEDIA THAT GIVES ME MY DOPHAMINE HIT FOR ONLY 3 SECONDS AT MOST. i feel like im about to miss everything with how much i spend dok.scrolling reels after i already unglued myself from tiktok. i brute force through sheer will against i...Sun, 11 May 2025 01:39:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1582791https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1582791Boring high-school teenager living a dramatic life but only in doses As the average highschooler, everything is either super cool , super ass , or super average . For now, its in the median of super cool and super average . im not the "ordinary loser," i can say that im pretty popular (around the school itself) and i hMon, 05 May 2025 20:48:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1578258https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1578258Currently a "young" teen desperately in search of people to join my tumbler community: ANACHRON i'm so bored of the basic online community shit. twitter is in the dumps, reddit is full of rednecks, and discord is all the rave for the "bad weirdos." i just wanna have an online community full of geeks and freakoes like me. my friends irl are fine with their own doom-scrolling and they're not too pas...Sat, 03 May 2025 22:05:25 +0000