https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2706532The most recent Blog Entries by the User "bailey q" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205814https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205814Sleep is my solace.  I sleep when I'm stressed, when I'm sad, when I'm angry. And obviously, I sleep when I'm tired. My dreams would distract me from whatever I was desperately trying to escape. But now, I find that I cannot even find peace in my sleep.  Whatever it is I'm running from finds me in my sleep, whether it's the smallest worry or it's my main opp.  If my life were a movie the viewers w...Sun, 30 Jun 2024 05:44:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205737https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205737I have no regrets. I know my heart was pure. I wish it had ended differently, but I do not regret anything. Not anything I said, not anything I did. If I had to pick one thing that I regret it would be thinking for one second that he cared. He never did, I've come to terms with that. And I am okay with that. But at night it gets worse, and when I have a distraction it gets worse when the distracti...Sun, 30 Jun 2024 03:32:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205708https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1205708I desperately needed to reconnect with nature. Especially after how I've been feeling lately. But it is what it is, I cannot change what happened. All's left to do is to cope. Maybe writing this silly blog will help with that. The beach was nice, I wish I didn't spend the whole time there talking about what had happened, but maybe it's just something to get through.  I am actively listening to the...Sun, 30 Jun 2024 02:58:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1204902https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1204902I hate ketchup. I hate it. That's a thought that crosses my mind a lot, since I used to LOVE ketchup. I'd put it on everything, I'd eat it with a spoon.  It's weird, the way things change like that. It all happened one day I just had enough it made me so sick and I can't even handle the smell anymore. I move to a different bench when my friends at lunch open the packets. It gives me horrible heada...Fri, 28 Jun 2024 22:44:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1204870https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1204870AITA: I Drink Mountain Dew Verdict: YES! Just kidding, though drinking Mountain Dew is a character flaw of mine. But, it's Baja blast, so does it really count? Anyway, I have a theory. The past few nights I've been drinking a Baja blast before bed and have been having some insane dreams, some even predicting the future. Now, I'm not sure what Taco Bell puts in these besides the radioactive waste, ...Fri, 28 Jun 2024 21:56:08 +0000