https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2765027The most recent Blog Entries by the User "j✮y" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2107127https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2107127i havent touched this website in what feels like forever. not much has really been going on to be honest? my school's getting more and more suffocating and frustrating as it is, and im slowly dragging myself through the mud to finish whatever work we left off. also, my host country's being under attack. we're not exactly part of it, it's the US and Iran conflict. it's stupid, bullshit, and not app...Mon, 02 Mar 2026 06:46:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1801568https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1801568been making videos a lot recently. wanted to get into filmmaking for when i get into college soon. recently discovered my passion for it has been like a stove set to low fire. havent let it flourish since i never found the opportunity to make films, or much less was told to make any. but ive been editing for as long as i can. just never found the right time to reflect on it. right now, its just a ...Fri, 18 Jul 2025 18:05:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1708962https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1708962i feel really overwhelmed right now. my head hurts from time to time. and when i stand up it hurts even worse, and my visions starts to seem like static and glitches. ive only talked to one person, disregarding my family because i have to talk to them everyday. i dont have the energy to talk to people. i feel so out of mind. hopeless maybe. i thought i could feel better, feel lighter, feel less bu...Thu, 19 Jun 2025 13:18:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1518981https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1518981lately it feels a bit easier to feel less anxious about seeing my friends or possible missing out on what theyve been up to. i used to feel so scared of not being present at important moments with my friends because then i wouldnt felt like i belonged with them. had those thoughts racing in my head for nearly a whole week, yet i didnt let those thoughts stop me from having fun being on my own for ...Mon, 07 Apr 2025 12:46:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1495096https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1495096uhh havent really touched this thing in a long while, i suppose its been nearly half a year??  currently writing this a night before my last day of midterms. i thin the subjects are pretty easy. also cant fucking concentrate because my mom keeps somehow accidentally making my baby sister cry and what i find so annoying is that she doesnt even try to make her stop crying altogether? dude she is my ...Mon, 24 Mar 2025 16:24:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1288162https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1288162i think im worrying and overthinking too much. i keep ruminating on the same thing sometimes i hate itSat, 19 Oct 2024 18:36:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1270880https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1270880Sometimes I think that I'm my own person. but then I slowly realize that I'm just an amalgamation of other people's actions, behaviors, and words. everything I heard someone say, or do, or hear - I fix my identity to fit what I heard. it makes it hard for me to describe who I am. instead of trying to be myself, I was becoming someone else. and my identity is justFri, 27 Sep 2024 12:25:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1270870https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1270870I don't know what - or who - I want to be when I grow up. I think about this a lot, yet I'm growing closer to an age where I officially become an adult. I've given it some thought here and there, but even now, I'm still unsure about what I want to do when I become an adult. at first, I wanted to be a drummer. but then I remember that I'm not musically talented. IFri, 27 Sep 2024 12:09:51 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1236792https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1236792decided to cut my hair again NSWKNSV i honestly dont know how to cut my side bangs they end up looking choppy Mon, 12 Aug 2024 13:04:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1235458https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1235458first time using spacehey... a lotta shit is confusing but hey, i think its a better alternative to ccard, more room for decoration and whatnot!!Sat, 10 Aug 2024 12:41:28 +0000