https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=2911471The most recent Blog Entries by the User "eris" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138779https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138779lowk everyone hates me im drinking now i think the alcoholic genes are real because until ive had my first sip of alcohol i had no desire to drink it but now whenever things get bad my first thought is man i wish i had a drink and i am drinking right now actually and ive had a drink earlier today my mom made us mojitosSun, 05 Apr 2026 21:19:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138114https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138114it moved me, honestly,,, i still remember the first time i watched serial experiments lain, i felt a similiar way, which is impressive considering its only been one episode.. my only issue is that there seems to be many plots being set up im not sure how thatll work out in the future, but that also depends on how many episodes there are im not sure how many they will be ... if youve played nso  an...Sat, 04 Apr 2026 23:22:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2130743https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2130743how do they pee? i dont get itThu, 26 Mar 2026 17:27:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2098307https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2098307why am i even trying to put on makeup to pretend like i might be pretty when everyone can see im ugly and not worth even looking at even in filters i look ugly genuinely dont think ill ever be able to love myself fully im too ugly for this world and should be executed im sorry to everyone who has had the displeasure of looking at my face which is honestly a shame because i did really good makeup t...Sun, 22 Feb 2026 01:16:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2080078https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2080078i never knew how to spell liquor and i am not bothering to check . today is my last day being home alone and i poured myself a wine glass full of chocolate and orange liquor and i think it is too much for me i didnt think itd be THIS sweet but honestly wtf did i even expect from chocolate liquour its really good but i feel like puking but also like im not gonna pour this down the drain hellooo i h...Thu, 05 Feb 2026 23:40:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2077135https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2077135gay son or soup? any kind of soupTue, 03 Feb 2026 19:36:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2076201https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2076201im sitting with my friends aftwr 5 drinks and some wine and im sad because they all had some sort of a relationship and I've had no one never a boyfriend never a girlfriend am i just that unwanted i want someone to love me i want to drink moreMon, 02 Feb 2026 22:44:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072994https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072994hello! i got 3 tattoos done today (including my first one Ever) i got a cat paw on my collarbone, cute buck-tick logo on my upper arm and the word dress in japanese above my right knee! pain: collarbone (technically under the collarbone) during 2/10 after 0/10 arm during 3/10 after 5/10 above knee 4/10 after 4/10 i cant add pictures righr now but it looks really good i need to buy the tattoo cream...Fri, 30 Jan 2026 22:35:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072529https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072529getting tattooed at 6pm todayFri, 30 Jan 2026 11:50:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2065494https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2065494i want a cat paw on my collarboneSat, 24 Jan 2026 16:28:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2060577https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2060577it was my birthday a few days ago, and a lot has happened already.. things i thought would never happen: -i stood up to my step dad (after 12 years of being treated like shit) -i booked a tattoo appointment (ill try to make a different blog about those soon!) -got somewhat wasted -skipped class (didnt go to school today) -had fun with friends im really happy that im 18 now .. but im alTue, 20 Jan 2026 13:37:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2022832https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2022832hello! i got my drum set 3 days ago, today is my third day learning on the first day i didnt play much ~30-40 minutes at most, i was pretty tired lol and i also wasnt sure where to start.. i tried to get the general rhythm of it down by doing hihat hihat hihat-snare hihat and also then combining that with the kick.. i think i did well and it made me excited for the next day! on the second day i lo...Fri, 19 Dec 2025 20:57:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2020506https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2020506Ahhhh i finally got a drum set! its an alesis debut set, and i honestly got it at SUCH a steal .. like, over 50% off.. its so crazy. It took me a while to get it working but its up and running and im so excited to practice and learn aaa!!! ive already tried playing for a little over an hour today, but ive mostly been doing the same thing over and over again, trying to get used to the rhythm and mu...Wed, 17 Dec 2025 21:24:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2015330https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2015330so... Amino is dead . Officialy dead the app is down the site is down its no longer on the app stores and the site isnt available ... It makes me kind of sad because really its a place of so many memories for me i wish they said when they were killing off the app because i wish i couldve screenshotted some of my old art and posts .. how do u guys feel? have you used amino?Sat, 13 Dec 2025 14:29:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2009923https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2009923i lowk wanna be loved so bad but meeting new people feels impossible .. howw do i even meet new people irl i dont want any internet relationship i want someone to love me but maybe im just too ugly maybe im just too useless maybe im just not worth the effort idk i would really like to be loved Mon, 08 Dec 2025 20:01:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2001815https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2001815i really love my friends and im happy they love me too, I've never had a friendgroup as stable as this and it makes me really happy. They dont make fun of me when i ask for reassurance and they like me .. its so freeing. im getting them all christmas gifts, i hope they come before the 6th .. theres four of them, here's what im getting: friend 1: hello kitty makeup case  friend 2: band patches frie...Mon, 01 Dec 2025 21:47:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2001506https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2001506Dude ive been feeling so jolly and festive the whole day ive been listening to jschlatts Christmas covers and theyre lowk so good i haven't felt this festive Ever. I even bought myself Christmas candles and i was searching for a cute cat Christmas sweater at the thrift.. what is happening to meMon, 01 Dec 2025 16:13:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2000736https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2000736its 1 30 am and i cant sleep . ive been feeling awful this past week and decided to research mental illnesses that could possibly connect to how ive been feeling .. not to self diagnose i hate self diagnosing but just like . For closure, so that if i ever go to a therapist id know what to bring up .. i hate how closely bpd is to my current and past state i check off far too many boxes for my likin...Mon, 01 Dec 2025 00:40:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1997172https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1997172im getting e drums soon (its arriving sometime next week..) and ive made a list of songs i really want to learn!!! i know itll take me a long time to get the basics down Because of my close to none music experience but i have kindness and love in my heart so im sure itll go well.... To the songs! In no particular order! 1 long distance call - buck-tick 2 duvet - boâ 3 halloween in heaven - type o ...Thu, 27 Nov 2025 21:18:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995837https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995837just bought a drum set!!! ahhhg dufhgd  im so excited.. its gonna arrive sometime next week most likely, if the guy i bought it from sends it tomorrow.. i got this one (second hand, im too broke for brand new lmfao) im really excited!!! after im done with some art commissioWed, 26 Nov 2025 17:14:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993716https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993716ahhvhehbdfg i finally got enough money for drums i just need the guy to confirm that yes he can send it and then i can buy them ohhhhh im so excited i cant wait i need to make a list of songs I want to learn Also this isnt a full drum set just .. big drum kit because what if im actually bad at this bht even so i wont let that get between my dreams of drumming Mon, 24 Nov 2025 20:15:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991533https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991533hi guys! here are my 5 favourite questions to ask when i want to get to know someone! Work perfectly most of the time, in no particular order 1. whats your favourite color 2. if you were an animal, what animal would you be 3. whats your favourite extinct species 4. if you were a fabric, what fabric would it be 5. whats your favourite number feel free to answer these questions in the comments as we...Sat, 22 Nov 2025 23:29:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991031https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991031in no particular order - buy a drum set - discover new music - buy more long skirts - enjoy this winter - read more books!!!!! - watch more things - do anything - dont let myself get boredSat, 22 Nov 2025 13:13:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1990263https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1990263hi here are my top 5 songs no genre or band in particular just what i like and its my current 5 favorite songs not all time favorties feel free to share your favorites too 1 long distance call - buck-tick 2 topaz - shazna 3 tripping a blind man - type o negative 4 i dont want to fall in love - she wants revenge 5 seoul - madmans espritFri, 21 Nov 2025 19:57:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1990164https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1990164its been a while since ive posted anything here,,, a lot has changed in my life over the past 5 months, but i wont go into detail on that.. ive been feeling Pretty lonely recently and remembered this site exists.. i really want to revamp my profile but i would really appreciate it if someone tried to talk to me .. be friends maybe even i dont think all of my interests are on my profile because it ...Fri, 21 Nov 2025 17:32:47 +0000