https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3004002The most recent Blog Entries by the User "arealrat" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2001843https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2001843a few years ago I went to therapy bc of my fear of death. I was scared of dying, or more so, everything ending. I obviously wasn't given any answers, just tips on how to calm down whenever I got too overwhelmed by my fear.  yesterday I spent at least 10 minutes crying in the shower about how terrified I was of dying. This fear hasn't really been reawakened like that since my therapy-age, but now I...Mon, 01 Dec 2025 22:17:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1967302https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1967302PLEASE can somebody recomend where to start or a comic where you dont need to understand much (and preferably where to read them)? I've read a few older ones that my godfather gave to me... but I crave MOREEEEEEESat, 01 Nov 2025 16:53:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1953214https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1953214semi-vent kinda? honestly whenever I see anyone that has it "better" than me I get SO jealous. I think I forget that I'm so well off. If I ever see a creator with a bunch of followers or someone in real life talking to a friend I just get so mad. Same with whenever I see my friends hanging out with their other friends. idk if its normal to get this jealous. I don't think I show my jealousy but who...Sun, 19 Oct 2025 20:49:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1892141https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1892141alr so for anyone that doesn't know what artfight is it's pretty much an art gifting game where you draw other users character for more or less points depending on how you draw them, and other users can draw your characters too. Every year there are two teams and this year it was crystals & fossils.  So as you might have guessed CRYSTALS WON!!!!!!! It was very close but in the end we finally won h...Wed, 27 Aug 2025 04:32:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1885545https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1885545So basically in Sweden in 8th/9th grade you have to spend two weeks working to get to know what it's like. It doesn't have to be at two seperate places but it's recommended to get some different experiences. ANYWAYS i got in at my first work study a few months ago - its a small shop that sells tea, mugs, teapots, etc, etc. The entire shop smells like tea AHHHH im so excited!!! And today i got in a...Thu, 21 Aug 2025 15:08:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1868190https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1868190Not super accurate but I still think it turned out pretty good :)Thu, 07 Aug 2025 09:19:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1863936https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1863936I'm in a friend group of five people, and I would say I'm the weirdest & cringiest out of all of them. There is one of them that likes anime too, but we rarely like the same ones.  One of my friends who's like pretty normal interest and style-wise and she often comments on weird stuff the other people in our friend group likes. The problem is that since I'm the weirdest it's almost always about me...Tue, 05 Aug 2025 14:30:53 +0000