https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3149862The most recent Blog Entries by the User "XIV" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1596736https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1596736The worst thing about losing someone never hits you as hard as when you realize, that one person would be the best person to help you through your loss; Ive been spending most of my passing days thinking about the people I've lost and in it all I keep thinking "if they were here they'd know just what to say" knowing that the best people in my life, the ones that would've been here for me in this t...Mon, 12 May 2025 00:58:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1594962https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1594962I'm struggling to deal with the thought of being alone, I've been alone before through times of my life but it's never been so definitive. Thinking about where I'm gonna spend Christmas, Birthdays, New Year's it's not something I ever really thought about, but now; every holiday that has passed recently has just felt like another day and I only seem to find out days after when I see everyone shari...Sun, 11 May 2025 06:16:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1574564https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1574564I spent the day in bed again, my head has been killing me; I hate staying bound to these 4 walls but sometimes it just feels like I understand the stress of quiet solitude more than what awaits me beyond my front door. I don't imagine I'll be sleeping well tonight, every day has just been bleeding into each other, my dreams are becoming more and more vivid I'm disassociating harder than I usually ...Fri, 02 May 2025 03:23:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1572698https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1572698It's 2:55 am and I'm laying in bed, I haven't been able to sleep lately I just keep thinking about the past, things I've lost and people I miss, it makes me question what tomorrow is gonna look like, every time I felt like I knew what my future would be the world threw a stone at me. I'm tired of waiting for things to feel normal /* Old School Computer by Cory Anotado - PacdudeGames.com */ @import...Thu, 01 May 2025 07:00:17 +0000