https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3185072The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Mez (I like owl city a lot)" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2139504https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2139504Mez's blog entry #25 TW: suicide, SH ~~~ The dust in my brain, distressed from the storm created last year, has finally come to settle. It took its damn time for sure, but I'm content. Peace may finally be upon me, after countless sleepless nights of the guilt and greif gnawing on my bones and flesh.  I have the impulse to write publically about this, on SpaceHey too of all places. Perhaps the aud...Mon, 06 Apr 2026 19:46:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2058560https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2058560I forgot this website existed for far too long, but IM BACK!!! anyways here an updated design for my fursona!!! the old one looked really bad yeahSun, 18 Jan 2026 20:08:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1934002https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1934002Mez's blog entry #24 I'm so so glad I decided to convince my mother to let me go to sixth form college and study film instead of stay on for sixth form at my old school because its been an amazing experience so far. Everyone is so nice and also im spending my time learning about stuff i wanna learn about ! ! !!!Thu, 02 Oct 2025 16:29:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1907486https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1907486Mez's blog entry #23 Yeah you read the title.   This stupid bunny is all i can think about now and its driving me insane. What is his deal? What's he gonna do in episode 7? I NEED ANSWERS!!!!!!11!!Tue, 09 Sep 2025 10:40:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1821639https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1821639Mez's blog entry #22 low key crashing out because spacehey is now BLOCKED IN THE UK with the only way to access the site is through a VPN??!???!?! this is crazy because I use spacehey as a blog to document my life and escape mainstream internet and NOW THE GOVERNMENT DOES THIS?!??!?!??!?!//1/1/1/ because we CANT VERYIFY AGE ON HERE???!?! god the moment people have some creative freedom the big men...Thu, 24 Jul 2025 19:55:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1810146https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1810146Mez's blog entry #21  I feel so non-human. Like genuinely. I feel like I wasn't meant to be human in a human body in a human society. Inside I feel detatched from the outside. Mismatch. My internal sense of self is more akin to something machine, digital. Not in a robotic way, but in a computer way. My existence is pixels and bright colours and a slow fuzzy hum. But I'm not cMon, 21 Jul 2025 16:43:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1768632https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1768632Mez's blog entry #20 Something that has been bugging me for a while is just how overwhelming the modern internet is. There are so many different platforms that do essentially the same things and I feel so stretched out between them all, like I don't have one specific place to call home. Its so overwhelming having all these different options. Tue, 08 Jul 2025 19:22:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1751340https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1751340Mez's blog entry #19 So... school has ended for me. It's the summer holidays now and when they end, I'm gonna be at 6th form college studying film and media. It's a pretty big change and honestly, I don't know what to expect. Sure I'm looking forward to it, but I can't help but feel scared by the change. I have my first shift as a waitress tomorrow morning, and I'm nervoThu, 03 Jul 2025 09:03:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1672521https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1672521Mez's blog entry #18 I love that my love of animation began years before I started animating in flipaclip, when i would spend indoor break on the computers animating things in Pivot Animator in primary school at like 8 or 9 years old. I loved just making the stick figures move and fly and wave it was amazing.Sun, 08 Jun 2025 14:59:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1625926https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1625926Mez's blog entry #16 Been a while lol hihi!! My GCSE exams have started and for some reason.... I'm not that stressed?? ofc my first exam was stressful because it was english literature, but its OVER AND DONE WITH!!1! NO MORE ENGLISH LIT!!!!! I find it crazy that my exam thought it would be perfectly fine to use the Midwich Cuckoos as an extract in english lanSat, 24 May 2025 17:55:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1593330https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1593330Mez's blog entry #15 GOD MY BRAIN is crazy rn RIGHT SO sit down kids I have exams starting on Monday. My GCSE exams.... MY IMPORTANT GCSE EXAMS..... THAT I NEED TO REVISE FOR.. BUT for some REASON my brain is UNABLE to think about ANYTHING but this stUPID OC!!1!1!1 RAHHHHhhhh I need to REVISE BUT I CANTTSat, 10 May 2025 19:12:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1581984https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1581984Mez's blog entry #14 ~ 373 words Hi guys!!! I've decided to make a new animated project!! This will be an animated music video to the song Slowblink by jam2go! I asked permission to use it dw guys :P I first discovered this song from jam2go's video on the history of cat memes (foundMon, 05 May 2025 13:46:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1577606https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1577606Mez's blog entry #13 I drew Cat Friend!! Made by this guy: @aetherropes I absolutely lovSat, 03 May 2025 16:05:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1564680https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1564680Mez's blog entry #12 ART TIME AGAIN YIPPEE!!! dfrimb.jpgSun, 27 Apr 2025 13:16:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1554110https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1554110Mez's blog entry #11 Been getting back into drawing yippeeee!!!! here's some recent stuff This here is a gift for this personTue, 22 Apr 2025 11:33:41 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1533226https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1533226Mez's blog entry #10 ~ 486 words So much has happened recently it's kinda unbelievable. It's just been an absolute rollercoaster of emotions and uncertainty that I'm still struggling to get around emotionally.  I've had to come to terms with myself and my actions for I haven't been a good person for a while, and I deeply rSun, 13 Apr 2025 19:58:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1522558https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1522558Mez's blog entry #9 - 8/4/25 Recent shit I made hehe I made this animation as composition practice. I shaded everything in DaVinci Resolve instead of shading it all in Krita by hand and im proud of myself for understandingWed, 09 Apr 2025 16:21:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1495399https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1495399Mez's blog entry #8 ~ 168 words I just impulsively deleted half my socials again. Mostly ones connected to Meta. that shit scares the crap outta me. I feel like since I've started collecting physical media, I've been craving a release from the algorithm and the AI that seems to plague our living existence. Every day I wakeMon, 24 Mar 2025 20:04:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1481618https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1481618Mez's blog entry #8  HI GUYS IM BACK WITH ANOTHER FEW DRAWINGSSSsss This one is of my wonderful child Starlightttt and here's a sketch :3Sun, 16 Mar 2025 17:52:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1476755https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1476755Mez's blog entry #7 ~ 569 wordsThu, 13 Mar 2025 19:57:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1466856https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1466856I feel like one of my greatest gifts is the ability to just understand things.  It’s what’s gotten me this far in my school career and has allowed me to progress at extraordinary rates in my hobbies and passions. It frustrates me watching people struggle to grasp ideas or methods that come almost second nature to me. What do you mean people don’t automatically know how to navigate new software? Or...Fri, 07 Mar 2025 23:04:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1461689https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1461689Sometimes I wonder why I have always wanted a blog of some sort, or a podcast, or a YouTube channel, or just somewhere to talk. I think it's because I really like to talk. I have a lot on my mind. I've visited so many places and have so many stories to tell. Maybe I just want to make someone laugh idk For the last couple years ive felt like I haven't been able to speak my mind, always scared of wh...Wed, 05 Mar 2025 16:55:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1460894https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1460894I’m celebrating cuz now I can annoy everyone from mobile hehe Wed, 05 Mar 2025 07:02:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1451021https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1451021I made a new drawings lol I went insane while drawing so yeah I draw all the main EB gang lol I love my sillies  if youre interested in their lore check out my toy house!!  https://toyhou.se/mezbezlsFri, 28 Feb 2025 18:42:51 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1400879https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1400879The most recent drawing I’ve made lol I’m proud of itTue, 04 Feb 2025 22:10:04 +0000