https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3290598The most recent Blog Entries by the User "˖Ი𐑼⋆" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2134099https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2134099Why are we so obsessed with making others proud, when the person we have to live with every single day is still waiting for our own approval? Somewhere along the way, we learned to measure our worth through other people’s eyes. We became experts at reading expectations, adjusting, shrinking, performing. We learned which versions of ourselves earned smiles, praise, or silence. And so we built a lif...Mon, 30 Mar 2026 21:08:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2097520https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2097520She did not think sadness could make a body collapse. She knows it now It began as it always does, not in the mind, but in the stomach. A slow turning, like something sinking. Then the tightness in her chest. The air thinning. The world tilting just slightly out of alignment. She kept walkingSat, 21 Feb 2026 06:50:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2039897https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2039897I don’t look at other women because I want to compete with them. I look because I want to understand what it feels like to be at peace in a body. I look because something in me is searching for permission. I wonder what it’s like to move without constantly checking yourself, to exist without bracing for judgment My body has been spoken to harshly. Even now, long after the voices are goSat, 03 Jan 2026 19:11:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2034273https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2034273Some days the world feels like winter without an end, all sharp edges and frozen air, and on those days, he arrives like sunlight slipping through a cracked window. Not loud, not demanding, just warm enough to remind me that cold isn’t permanent. His presence thaws parts of me I didn’t know had gone numb. In a life filled with noise and collision, he is a hush, a gentle pause where my heart can fi...Tue, 30 Dec 2025 10:08:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2026927https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2026927I once believed I was loved by the people around me. I felt it, or at least I thought I did. But after sitting with my thoughts, I realize that something is missing, I don’t truly feel loved. Why do I so often feel like I am too much? Like my presence asks for more than others are willing to give? I carry this constant fear of being disturbing, of taking up too much space simply by needing. Yet al...Tue, 23 Dec 2025 18:23:26 +0000