https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3307139The most recent Blog Entries by the User "sour&sweet" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1879578https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1879578everytime it always comes back to this tight feeling in my chest. itll leave for awhile and i think everything is better but in the end its always thereSat, 16 Aug 2025 06:28:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1874955https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1874955my bf keeps getting upset at me for smt im doing that i think is completely stupid to get upset at, then he gets annoyed that we "argue" all the time. if its something stupid than its your problem for getting upset at it?? why do I have to be the one to change youre the only one getting upset at any of this?? hello?? and its because it makes him FEEL like i dont care about him but i tell him thats...Tue, 12 Aug 2025 04:28:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1872663https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1872663his WIFE?? he has here as "MY wife 💍@(her user)" in his insta bio im SICK im ILL Sun, 10 Aug 2025 05:01:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1870116https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1870116sometimes i love it, sometimes i hate it. sometimes i wish it was like this forever, sometimes i wish it was never like this. its so confusing i dont understand myselfFri, 08 Aug 2025 05:06:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1837533https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1837533i say i love him but do i truly mean it? or do i just say it bc he said it first, because im supposed toTue, 29 Jul 2025 03:22:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1763304https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1763304i hate when my sister stays up late with me... night time is my alone time. to be by myself with my thoughts. its ruined when i know im not alone. when i know its not just me in my own little world. i can no longer escapeMon, 07 Jul 2025 04:23:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1681953https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1681953im so tired recently. ive been attempting to walk between 20-30k steps every day to loose some weight but its not really working... i eat too much. i try to keep it under 1k calories but today i got like 1,200 :/ whateverWed, 11 Jun 2025 05:53:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1668219https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1668219i thought maybe i would feel purpose... that the thoughts of running away or dying would leave my mind. i love spending time with my boyfriend and all but i still feel these feelings of wanting to get away from everything... sometimes i even wish i didnt have anyone who i was close to or cared about me so it would be easy to leave everything behind. i wish i could disappear and no one would rememb...Sat, 07 Jun 2025 04:56:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1620184https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1620184ion know what it is abt sleep but i have a love hate relationship w it. like i love sleeping but most nights i find myself thinking i HAVE to stay up i need to and im not allowed to sleep, which is weird i dunno why i think that its horrible i feel guilty for sleeping... maybe i should drink caffiene to stay up...? Thu, 22 May 2025 04:39:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1618344https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1618344the ace dilemma... what do i do if a friend asks me out? sure i like him. i wouldnt mind dating him... that is unless he wants to..yk... which is expected i suppose, a normal step in a relationship. but what am i to do? things of that nature dont interest me. i dont mind them. i dont think theyre gross. i dont think no one should do them. i just mind it if its ME. i think its gross if its ME.  i t...Wed, 21 May 2025 07:55:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1602188https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1602188why cant you just be my best friend? i dont understand why you like me. i dont want a relationship but i dont want to ruin the friendship by rejecting... do you hate me now? do you not want to be friends annymore?Wed, 14 May 2025 04:52:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1584165https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1584165first time going to therapy tmr... not looking forward to it haha know ill hate it :\Tue, 06 May 2025 04:46:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1581424https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1581424how can i help a friend who struggles to find a point when i myself cant find the same ive just come to be okay with the fact there isnt oneMon, 05 May 2025 05:26:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1572478https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1572478i hate when i try to pick up a new hobby for ME! something I  can be good at and that I  will be talented at and my stupid ass sister sees me doing it and copies me. now im not special. now im not the one with talent. its not a talent if everyone is good at it... now i feel bad about myself, shes already better than me at it.Thu, 01 May 2025 03:49:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1560000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1560000WHY DO IIIIIIII DOE EVRERTUEIRYHTING WRONG ALL THE TIME I FUCKING HATE MYSELRF SOEMTHIMES WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THE WRONG THING LIKE JWHY DOES MY BRAIN JUSDT NOT WORK PROPERLYNQJEFLKAJHULEQB,JG,V HUK,BJVSDVIKGH  IEWRH I FEEL LIKE PULLIJNG OUT ALLL MY HAIT ARGHGHHHHHEAHFGHIAHRUFri, 25 Apr 2025 04:20:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1540110https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1540110i hate being home because i have to talk to them. it makes me cry every time... i cant hold a normal conversation about my day because all i can think about is the hurtful things theyve said to me. im sorry im not good enoughThu, 17 Apr 2025 03:41:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1520286https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1520286i hate him. like omg why do you think youre so much better than me?? you ask why i dont want to be friends but then u come and tell me how i need to change and how im a terrible person and if i want to have the oh great great privliage of being your friend i need to not treat you "like shit" ?? i didnt do shit man all i did was not text u back for a few times like what do u want me to do sorry im ...Tue, 08 Apr 2025 04:54:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1520283https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1520283how how how how how do people live this i dont get it where do u get ur purpose from i jsut feel the same day go by agaisn and agaib and again why? why is life i wish there was a clear answer sorryTue, 08 Apr 2025 04:48:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1482441https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1482441life right now is calmer… school breaks has started so i don’t have to worry about that. recently i’ve been feeling really pointless though. doing nothing but wasting time day after day after day… it’s kinda exhausting tbhMon, 17 Mar 2025 02:32:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1450747https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1450747this morning was just like the other… i just can’t do it. i don’t know what’s wrong with me, getting up and dressed and going to school seems so simple right? my mom keeps telling me what do you mean you can’t do it?? you can’t put on clothes? how silly is that! of course you can! mom it’s not easy i can’t even move right now i don’t know how you expect me to go i get that somatic symptoms aren’t ...Fri, 28 Feb 2025 14:03:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1449614https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1449614last night i woke up at 4 am bc my stomach was hurting so bad i couldn’t walk ☹️ i threw up so many times and told my parents in the morning so i didn’t have to go to school bc my stomach still hurt and i was afraid they wouldn’t believe me and would be mad :(  at least the weather is nice toThu, 27 Feb 2025 21:40:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1447221https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1447221this morning i tried to pretend to be sick again butttt it didn’t work ugh my dad said i had to go, i was taking a long time to get ready so he went ahead and brought my siblings to school and went to work so my mom would have to bring me. i was feeling really bad this morning and was having trouble getting up, my mom came to my room like blah blah i can’t believe you’re crying like this nothing i...Wed, 26 Feb 2025 14:59:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1445794https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1445794i've been seeing like clips of beabadoobee getting upset over like some rage bait saying she was a bad singer?? people said she was like being so silly about it and stuff but i'm just kinda confused it doesn't really seem to be that serious at all from what i've seen am i missing something?? i saw a youtube video titled "the beabadoobee crash out is BAD" but from what i saw it really doesn't seem ...Tue, 25 Feb 2025 19:39:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1445788https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1445788today i stayed home from school, again. i've pretended to be sick sooooo much this school year, i haven't been to a full week at all this semester 😬 i hate my school. i attend a private christian school that my parents really really love. personally i'm not even christian :/ but i haven't told them becauseeee they're kinda crazy and iont want to be like send to reform camp or smt silly. school mak...Tue, 25 Feb 2025 19:36:24 +0000