https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3382854The most recent Blog Entries by the User "🔮Vivi 🔮" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2132773https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2132773It’s been a long time since I’ve updated because this month has been highly hectic for me. My body is so sore right now and if I’m honest, I feel a little bit lonely even though things have been fairly good for me.  Anyways, my birthday was about three weeks ago, and it was nice. People told me happy birthday plenty at school, which was a big difference from last year, where hardly anyone knew me....Sun, 29 Mar 2026 08:18:15 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2090634https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2090634Got your blog in the next tab while I write this. I wonder how you woke up this morning. Probably with a “Happy Valentine’s” text and butterflies in your stomach. Not from me, though. It’s bittersweet, but mostly sweet. I can’t imagine myself ever being that romantic again, and it’s for the better.  Every winter, like clockwork, I dread this holiday. Easily my least favorite, always for different ...Sun, 15 Feb 2026 06:44:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2073269https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2073269It's a Saturday night I am spending home after having the worst sleepover of my life. My first sleepover with a group of friends, first social event outside of school. Trusting these girls to bleach and dye my hair. Thinking they liked me, they laughed at my jokes. Thinking I finally found a group where I belong. I guess I truly am experiencing teenage girlhood, just not the parts they glamourize....Sat, 31 Jan 2026 03:34:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2048526https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2048526I'm currently 3 hours away from my house, but I'm only an hour away from my home. And this year is definitely cursed for me. Again.  So turns out my uncle (on my dad's side) has cancer and is in the ICU. it got worse than the first time I learned about it and I travelled 3 hours to come visit this weekend. I'm staying with family, including my cousin who I haven't seen in years and missed so much....Sat, 10 Jan 2026 07:57:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2036732https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2036732Happy New Year!!  Although my night isn't off to a perfect start, I hope and will try my best to make this year awesome as the last. I've made a few resolutions already, and they're somewhat attainable.  I realized that this wasn't my first holiday season alone, but technically my 14th, since I've spent the past two taken. It's refreshing when I think about it. My goal is to block her out of my mi...Thu, 01 Jan 2026 09:26:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027608https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027608I think there's something wrong with me during this time of year. I'm trying my hardest not to go crazy and meltdown simply because my baking adventure went wrong. I put too much butter and eggs and my cookies flattened, so did my mood.  I have this bad habit of feeling worthless if I mess up or don't do things perfectly. Even small things like baking will pull me down, because then I think about ...Wed, 24 Dec 2025 08:06:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2024073https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2024073Long time no see from me. I'm hanging out on my couch while embracing the cold December air coming from my window.  Lots of things have occurred in these two months I think I've been gone, such as I'm now free from school. I think this past semester has been the hardest I've ever had, and I'm very proud that I passed all my finals. My social life has been fairly alive, as I have a friend group now...Sun, 21 Dec 2025 01:41:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1989752https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1989752So I live with two dogs that recently got flea issues. One of those dogs loves to be in my room under my bed, but now we prohibit them from being in the rooms. However, that small amount of time was enough for the fleas to infest my bed. Infest is a strong word, but I cannot even lay down without feeling the crawling, and it is seriously driving me mad.  I haven't been able to sleep well because f...Fri, 21 Nov 2025 05:55:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1960380https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1960380Hi sorry I haven't posted a blog in a while, this month has been very hectic for me and I can hardly have time to even think lol. It's like 1am because I'm not tired and I felt like doing something other than doomscroll.  Last time I blogged, I brought up my paper that was due in two weeks. Well, I turned in my History paper the night it was due and managed to write about 6 pages, expanded to 8 af...Sun, 26 Oct 2025 08:50:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1915763https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1915763i'm sitting here trying to work on my paper that's due in two weeks. i cannot focus at all and my brother comes in and is upset he can't go to the pool because of some dumb rule the apartment manager put. he says something to my mom, and i guess that sets her really off, because now i can feel her winding up like a toy, ready to blow. s he begins by mildly yelling at him, and she puts him in his p...Wed, 17 Sep 2025 00:46:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1908326https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1908326This school year is going to be KILLING MEEEE I SWEAR. I never have nothing to do in class I keep getting so much work and its killing this artist. Currently, my schedule is regular Spanish classwork (which I don't mind at all but those children. Those are my future doctors and first responders. my god), I have two assignments due in Art, which is so time consuming and my eyebags r getting worse b...Wed, 10 Sep 2025 02:37:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1874744https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1874744I'm doing this survey from my moot wesley because um procrastination  Who makes you smile the most? All my friends What makes you unique? How I manage to be so resilient throughout everything  Whats your favorite movie? No idea but I've seen tons of movies, probTue, 12 Aug 2025 00:40:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1841624https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1841624I'm currently writing a big blog essay about the my chem concert, I'm procrastinating it tho so heres the Myspace survey i barely found out about because I heart surveys Name: Ivory, though i use my nickname in usernames and here Nickname: Vivi, Ivy, I, Violet How old are you: I turned sixteen in March Zodiac: Pisces  Current location: On my kitchen table  Eye color: Insanely dark brown Hair color...Wed, 30 Jul 2025 04:55:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1835910https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1835910I'm currently writing this on a computer so this will likely be pretty long. Holy molay was yesterday a dream. I literally was in the same building as my favorite band in the world and I was able to see them in this lifetime.  So my mom and I got there pretty early, we got dropped off and walked to the entrance and I saw so many cool people already. Throughout my entire time there it felt like a c...Mon, 28 Jul 2025 19:44:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1832766https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1832766I'm currently on my way to LA with dogs in the car and melting face paint. I don't mind these setbacks because I'm going to see my most favorite people in the world, my chemical romance. Currently my uncle is playing the black parade for me and I'm really enjoying life right now.  This is gonna be the best day of my life and I mean it. Sun, 27 Jul 2025 23:08:03 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1787856https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1787856I haven't written anything in a while and I'm only doing it now because there's a dog on me and I cannot sleep. It's 3am and I'm not even drowsy uaggghh. Not much has happened to me this July. I've been counting down the days until July 27th, when I see my favorite band in the world ever, MCR. I watched half of a live of their Seattle performance and I started freaking out just witnessing it. I ca...Mon, 14 Jul 2025 10:50:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1665762https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1665762I felt like writing but it's too late in the night to think, so here's some lines I've made in my notes app, in no particular order or story.  My heart gets excited to talk. My chest tightens when it does something cool. Breathing quickens when i see it's face. Lungs deflate when it's sweet to me. P ut up this warm, sun kissed facade that we're perfect together.. Behind this wall lies a snowy trut...Fri, 06 Jun 2025 10:51:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1641306https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1641306Tomorrow is my LAST day of school and I could not be happier. Today I had my most worrying exams, chemistry and pe, because I hate those classes and I'm awful in them. I barely passed my chem test, and I'm likely failing pe but my dictator of a teacher was being unfair plus my period was this week. I've been suffering so badly besides bad cramps, my bones and head have been hurting as well.  I was...Fri, 30 May 2025 03:41:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1620226https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1620226Today we finished reading Lord of the Flies in my english class. I think that book has changed my next few months of living, not my entire life. Ive grown obsessed with it now, especially with the fandom I didn't even know it had online. Tonight I honestly don't know much to talk about.  Everything has been so much for me recently these last few weeks. It's finals in a few days and Im very stresse...Thu, 22 May 2025 05:23:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1587702https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1587702I'm currently in pe right now waiting for our teacher to take role after our run. Im observing my classmates. Ive noticed throughout the year that this class has the most amount of friend groups mixed together. Theres the obvious ones, the athletic boys and the pretty girls, the weird kids who are actually really cool, and then the kids who are actually strange. Ive noticed the cool weird kids and...Wed, 07 May 2025 19:57:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1587528https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1587528Before I forget, heres a short story I made for English class. The prompt was that I was stranded with my dead car and I had to figure out what to do, basically. I thought it was pretty okay to share.  The sun started to set, while my anxieties began to rise by the second. I searched through my lifeless car, finding a flashlight that had slightly more power than the dead vehicle. I thought of usin...Wed, 07 May 2025 18:44:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1587514https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1587514Currently listening to Folie à Deux for like the 5th time ever, so that's why the title is that. I love this album more than anything. I found out that I can listen to full albums on Youtube Music so I've been doing that recently. I'm getting sick of getting questions like, "do you like any boys?" "Hows ur love life?" I don't like anybody at school, which is what I say and it's true, nobody at my ...Wed, 07 May 2025 18:38:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1575758https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1575758Today is probably the worst day of school I've had ever. I woke up late thinking I was going to skip and I rushed, now I don't have my headphones or charger and I'm tweakin out because my phone is 67 percent and I'm listening to songs in my head. The day has been pretty tedious, though. I'm so glad it's friday (theyre always better than sundays /lyr). I'm stuck in pe with a girl I dont like. I'm a...Fri, 02 May 2025 19:16:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1558068https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1558068Hi Ver. It's been a while hasn't it? I was reminded of you tonight from a vent post on Pinterest. I decided to check up on you again, see what's going on from afar. Not much I see. You made a painting, you have a shirt with my favorite art piece ever made, Starry Night. I've been looking up at the stars every night. They comfort me, let me know that even though the pain burns, it makes me glow. Th...Thu, 24 Apr 2025 06:04:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1546833https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1546833I run around the forest. My breath is wheezing away and my legs are on fire, but I cannot stop. I eventually attempt to hide, but I must jump up and keep sprinting away. The beast has found me again, after a few months of solitude. I don't know how it tracked my scent again. I worked on my smell. I ran far away into my bush of a brain. But still, motivated by its relentless hunger, it smelled me, ...Sun, 20 Apr 2025 06:24:23 +0000