https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3449313The most recent Blog Entries by the User "aangelexe" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2026555https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2026555If you asked me how I see myself, I’d go quiet. Not because I’m thinking, but because nothing good shows up. There isn’t a list, there isn’t even one small, kind word waiting its turn. My mind skips straight past who I am and now and lands somewhere much older, smaller, much crueler. I see myself as the fatTue, 23 Dec 2025 07:30:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025012https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025012I am lonely in a way that feels structural, like walls shifting without warning, friends slip away through misunderstandings, and every attempt to fix it feels useless, like pressing a bandage onto something already beyond saving. My world isn’t cracking, it’s folding in on itself.Sun, 21 Dec 2025 23:25:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995964https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995964I am suffocating, pressured from the inside out by my own skin and the fabric that should feel like shelter but instead fits like a sentence. Every seam and fold reminds me I am not comfortable here; I ache to be unstitched, to be taken apart and sewn back together into someone who will finally belong to her own body. I imagine being reborn not as punishment but as mercy: a slow, tender remaking w...Wed, 26 Nov 2025 19:32:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995957https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995957There’s this feeling that haunts me. It stays with me, sits in the chair across from me, watches me when I’m quiet. I still don’t know its name; maybe I’ll ask it the next time it shows up uninvited.  It’s strange, this thing feels like emptiness yet it has a presence, a weight. Sometimes it taps its fingers on my ribs, like it’s trying to get my aWed, 26 Nov 2025 19:24:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992108https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992108I don't really feel like I know myself right now. everything inside me feels blurry, my thoughts, my feelings, even the way I act. the only thing that actually is real is this heaviness in my chest. I keep thinking about how I might've missed up the way the people who cared about me see me, my friends, my ex, my family, everyone who used to know meSun, 23 Nov 2025 11:20:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1929811https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1929811I feel so lost. But when have I ever truly felt found? If I’m honest with myself, I can only remember small flashes-moments where I caught a glimpse of who I might be, moments where I thought I knew what I wanted.But never days, never months, never years. It’s like my life has been made up of fragmeMon, 29 Sep 2025 01:58:29 +0000