https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3656160The most recent Blog Entries by the User "calthecoolkid" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1800627https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1800627why da fuck i be so depressed on here 😭😭✌️✌️Fri, 18 Jul 2025 07:03:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1695189https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1695189some past traumatizing experiences have been playing in my head for the ladt hour so i’m gonna share one.  the day right before my birthday, it was like 11 pm, literally an hour before my birthday, my dad and stepmom were fucking drunk, like shit faced, and when they get like that they just start arguing and screaming at each other.  well this time, it got so bad that i had to intervene.  i swear ...Sun, 15 Jun 2025 05:38:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1683078https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1683078nobody knows about what my grandpa did to me as a kid because i don’t know what it is.  when i was younger, like 5-6, every time id walk past my grandpa he’d smack my butt, grab it, etc.  he’d always rest his hand on my thigh when we’d sit next together and everytime i see him/look at him that’s all that plays through my mind.  i don’t talk about it because i don’t know what it is. i don’t think i...Wed, 11 Jun 2025 16:07:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1682832https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1682832i know i just posted about finally finding my peace but of course my parents had to go and fuck it up.  i hate my stepmom so fucking much it’s actually crazy like holy shit she never stops.  kike you’re not even my fucking mom i actually just want to physically hurt her (not really) but oh my god.  her voice is so fucking annoying she is so fucking annoying i hate how she acts happy all the time l...Wed, 11 Jun 2025 14:22:47 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1681524https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1681524i know i just posted about finally finding my peace but of course my parents had to go and fuck it up.  i hate my stepmom so fucking much it’s actually crazy like holy shit she never stops.  kike you’re not even my fucking mom i actually just want to physically hurt her (not really) but oh my god.  her voice is so fucking annoying she is so fucking annoying i hate how she acts happy all the time l...Wed, 11 Jun 2025 02:44:41 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1677834https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1677834my childhood is something i choose to forget, sometimes i will get flashbacks to what it was, but i choose to push it down instead of remember, from a very young age i was introduced to addiction, my mother started off with alcohol when i was young, she’d drink and drive, become very angry when she’d drink, my earliest memory of my mother is her getting pulled off my grandpa and getting detained b...Tue, 10 Jun 2025 02:12:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1677780https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1677780everyday i feel something change in me and i love knowing im becoming a better person.  i still get thoughts in my mind 24/7 but ive learned how to just push them down, im happy ive finally found peace within myself and everyday i hope and pray i grow stronger and stronger.  i wish the people that i’ve turned against me could realize how much ive changed as a person, and the way they had a huge im...Tue, 10 Jun 2025 01:52:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1617459https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1617459i wish i could see your thoughts when you look at me, i just wanna know what you truly think of me, what you like about me and what you see from your perspective.  i caught you peaking at me a couple times today and i just wanna know what was on your mind the whole timeTue, 20 May 2025 23:02:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1612020https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1612020this might be embarrassing to admit but i am genuinely so obsessed with this boy ive been chatting it up with and holyyyyyyy shit bro matches my freak so bad.  it sucks tho cause summers coming up and i won’t be able to see him as often :(((( it might be too soon to even like say all this but holy cow bro is FREEING ME from all my emotions.  lol i didn’t know what to blog about so i wanted to yap ...Sun, 18 May 2025 21:41:26 +0000