https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3772653The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Rotkappchen" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1927127https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1927127I randomly got a mail (to my gmail) from a person claiming to be 'my old friend' help. Sooo im suspicious (I will paste the email below), because. First of all... I wasnt rlly special to them I think? and... they were friend my 'ex boyfriend' (online guys but it wasnt even a boyfriend to me ngl) + HOW TF. They mention that they think it goes to far to email me, yes it does, i never gave u my fking...Fri, 26 Sep 2025 18:45:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1926716https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1926716This is embarrassing but like I het so nervous to buy stuff on my own 💀 But today after 2 days of wanting icecream but being to scared, i went to the store and i got a tub of icecream... uhm... it was kinda embarrassing because I grabbed the more expensive icecream rather than the one I wanted and it ended up being 7€... kms. But I ate it in the forest and I felt guilty that I felt full after 1/3 ...Fri, 26 Sep 2025 09:57:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1916518https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1916518Lol i just noticed how popular this birthday is!! Its the 4th most common birthday of the year What presents did you recieve?Wed, 17 Sep 2025 19:38:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1915498https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1915498🍰 Happy Birthday to whoevers birthday it is I've been writing, drawing, reading and occasionally depressed haha yk I HATE THIS PLACE GET ME OUT. . That's enough. I have been having a lot of super cool ideas recently ^_^ They're just flowing in... as usual tho I am not that good at finding motivation to write my Drafts. Few weeks ago I decied I wanna finally finish my very first Book ever.  Info du...Tue, 16 Sep 2025 19:55:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1905175https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1905175Woahh this is such a weird feeling lol. Like you know somethings coming and you can control it but, I don't wanna control my identity crisis, I wanna let it spiral out of control. I have some ideas already but it feels superficial asf when you kinda... "plan" (wrong word but ok)... a spiral like that?? :/ Never did that before, I guess I should just try this way but it feels fake asf. HAHA ALSO IM...Sun, 07 Sep 2025 06:59:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1899632https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1899632How many? Survey by Rotkappchen/Vila --- How many accounts/followers on your friends?: How many awards have you won?: How many books have you finished?: How many colors can you see right now?: How many countries do you know?: How many countries have you been to?: How many crushes do you have?: How many crushes have you had?:Tue, 02 Sep 2025 10:27:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1897696https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1897696Do you guys like my new blog layout? :3 I feel like the white stroke is a bit messy, i'll keep it like this for now tho , it's a bit better in bold.Mon, 01 Sep 2025 00:14:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1897348https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1897348Hii you can call me Rot/Red/Kappchen or Engel, I can speak GER/ENG I'm active on bulletins and blogs rather than messages (but still reply lol)  Age: 16 Some interest are: Creative stuff, Nature & Gardening, Love writing and reading currently, Culinary stuff, Nostalgic internet, Horror, Psychology and a little typology (sx5w4) Not a poem writer but i'll give kudosSun, 31 Aug 2025 18:18:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1894119https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1894119Intro I guess I wish I left it by just reading Hideaway and stopped. Hideaway was so good I saw it in a youtube video how they talked about hating it but it literally had all my interests, AND IT WAS SOOO GOOD Legit 5/5 Stars. I liked that it had less sexual scenes it made me crave it from them, but in the other books the sex scenes just felt like a nuisance that I had to read to get to the Plot.....Thu, 28 Aug 2025 20:15:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1885649https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1885649Teaa timeee BACKSTORY My Internet got taken away (I'm at a youth group rn i'm 16-ish) I didn't really do anything wrong. They have dumb rules and  'structure' here and I cannot stand it yk. I told my Case worker I wanted to switch group from the moment I got there... Now she's on fking holiday, like wtfff. My phone gets taken away eacThu, 21 Aug 2025 17:26:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1883240https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1883240Hii a survey because... yes. First I will do it with me IRL and then with my Persona (OC) ^_^. Okay holy tjis is cringer than i first thought so 😭 If you're on the verge of unfriending me DONT READ TJIS HAHAHAH M e I RTue, 19 Aug 2025 15:07:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1738821https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1738821I really need a Job / Work for a couple Months to pay off my necklace I need around 1.5k for the necklace (I know it's expensive for my age but it's custom made for my Religion ) The problem is just.. I'm 15 in Germany and in all honesty i've never done a job or even an internship T_T!! I suck with social jobs (such as babysitting, tutoring, etc.) and I'm really shy to even come into the store and...Sun, 29 Jun 2025 12:09:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1730718https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1730718I got a question for artifght, would anyone be interested in getting minecraft skins (64x64)? I practiced it for a long time and I enjoy making them. Last year I tried artfight and did that but I didn't get revenged... So... Do you guys think anyone would be insterested in attacking me? —> I would garatue revenge, but i will not attack first)  I'm also quite amateur at drawiThu, 26 Jun 2025 17:27:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1729035https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1729035Hii, just wanna write something because I'm not doing the best right now. ♡ Made this at 1AM XD Here are some questionaires or personality tests I took for my Characters (and maybe me if I feel like it): Included Characters: ◇ Kori (3.5) ◇ Acey (3.5)Thu, 26 Jun 2025 01:43:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1711839https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1711839Ig it's a vent but also I don't really care too much, i'm working on part 2 right now!!Fri, 20 Jun 2025 11:56:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1683747https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1683747Yeah so I actually did everything I wanted to do today, granted not alot but atleast it made me feel like I wasn't waisting my time. I'm definitly gonna keep going tomorrow... and as for the template... *forced smile* Let's just say it'll probably take a bit longer to set up my obsidian. It's also rlly hard for me since i'm on phone and I want it for pc in the long run. BUT GOOD NEWS. My uncle wil...Wed, 11 Jun 2025 20:06:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1675935https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1675935Hellooo, I wanna document the start of a big and long thought-about project for me. I'm really procrastinating currently, but I have 2 days off school so yaa. It will be a detailed character template on Obsidian it's like Notion but better for worldbuilding and, imo, not that difficult. I’ll have multiple sections and notes within each other. There will also be one for background characters that’s...Mon, 09 Jun 2025 16:23:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1673616https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1673616Sorry for doom-posting I rlly don't wanna be negative, but where I am is no food right now, and usually they make food but sometimes they just don't?? All I ate today was 3 carrot with salad dressing, half a pear and like 4 salami slices :'( I would eat bread or something but everything EVERYTHING HERE IS EXPIRED I HATE IT HERE. I HATE IT HERE IHAZE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE. There is ...Sun, 08 Jun 2025 21:49:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1672227https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1672227Vent post really long please don't read if you're sensitive, i guess but nobody knows me here anyway so I might as well tell my feelings to keep them archieved so I don't forgive anyone –_–... A bit of a backstory, my mom had an anursym and she went into reha after but I believe her close friend is manipulating her and making her feel guilty (Holy shit she's so terribly annoying I could make a who...Sun, 08 Jun 2025 12:20:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1671117https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1671117Last post for the night. Can someone tell me subjectively, which MBTI do you think I am based on this (not super long dw). My enneagram is either: sx5 or sx7 I also briefly considerd sx4 (4w5 478) because it would make sense why I related to sx7 that much and later switched to sx5. Also I should clarify I have full sx tritype so sx(5)sx4sx8 and second is all sp so social is always blindspot, I KNO...Sun, 08 Jun 2025 02:47:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1670946https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1670946Okay, I'm not crazy for this? Often, I just get really bad vibes from certain people. Like for exmaple everything about them on the surface is 'fine' but almost IMIDIENTLY when they come into my radius or I notice their presence (whatever) I get really unexplainable bad vibes. This happened alot of times with a certain type of people for me, mostly strict, seems 'polite i'm doing everything right'...Sun, 08 Jun 2025 01:53:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1669134https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1669134I'm gonna talk about Yuzuha a bit, just my thoughts so please don't attack me 💔. She's so cute and pretty, but honestly I hope her personality isn't like hu tao or sparkle, instead more like nilou from genshin. (Sweet and playful instead of annoying) Also I lovee her design, her haircolor and style is perfect and her little accessories as well. Pink and red is hard to pull off together but they di...Sat, 07 Jun 2025 13:25:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1665696https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1665696I hate school. And I'm so fking bored with it I just need to write my thoughts down it'll be a bit messy. Bruh I hate school i don't wanna go there, i'm not even kidding it's genuinely torture for me sometimes to just sit there for 2 hours or god forbid a full day. I don't know how I'm even gonna do a fulltime job... It's so boring and nothing uswful is teached anyways and when I do try to 'engage...Fri, 06 Jun 2025 10:26:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1664142https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1664142It's my first post here is my Made-up Typology System which mainly includes some changes to the actual ones right now. Firstly, maybe it's just because ive been through alot but I don't think everyone can be classified into stereotypes of specific MBTI or enneagram and sometimes there is just more than one combination (and no i'm not a sx4 😒) I wasn't happy with the system for my characters so I m...Thu, 05 Jun 2025 21:41:52 +0000