https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3781050The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Saya " on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2022363https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2022363How miserable, get over it won't u? What's that? You cannot?  You are ruining yourself, destroying what's built with the very hands of it's creation, and what for?  Looking like a trapped animal, you are pitiful and covered in blood, a stain that cannot be cleansed even if it meant your life depended on it.  Wishing you could be more, looking into the past you forget about the present, the future ...Fri, 19 Dec 2025 11:34:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2020125https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2020125As a child, I suppose I am not normal, but then again I never wanted to be.  My happiest times were being left at home alone, or during late nights, staring up at the tall ceiling as my tinnitus torments me, but not as much as the head.   I'd try to find a way out, but then again, what awaits me in the end of it all? By one act, have I ruined everything...? Wed, 17 Dec 2025 14:23:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1975361https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1975361You get put in this world, just spawn in with no permission asked from you, then you suffer.  Suffer from your parent's expectations, and the people around you. Then you suffer some more.  In school, around stupid kids who form their own groups and cliques, people who think they're better than others, people who try too hard.  You spend years in school, elementary, middle school, high school then ...Sat, 08 Nov 2025 12:47:59 +0000