https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3819084The most recent Blog Entries by the User "puppetxprince" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2063929https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2063929can’t even thirst over fictional men because it’ll go from thinking “sephiroth is so hot I want him” to “why can’t I be you >:(“  the attraction is so quick to turn to anger lmao I hate being trans sometimes Fri, 23 Jan 2026 08:10:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2049607https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2049607it looks like I can still use the app I guess but the SpaceHey website got banned in my state due to an age verification policy 😭😭 fucking hate it here bro I am NOT uploading my drivers license online Sun, 11 Jan 2026 04:59:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040713https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040713I have extremely high standards but I WOULD crack dr easterman if given the chance and I will stand by that Sun, 04 Jan 2026 06:42:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2036247https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2036247Would love to do commissions if I could just get my artstyle consistent. And yknow be able to draw anatomy correctly.. and renderThu, 01 Jan 2026 01:59:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2032926https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2032926you know when you finish a show or something and then you’re suddenly hit with a devastating sense of emptiness, like a black hole just swallowed everything you just dedicated several hours of your life to and left you behind, perhaps similar to a sense of abandonment?  I literally can’t listen to the end credits song of The Case Study Of Vanitas because of the sudden gut punch it gives me like.. ...Mon, 29 Dec 2025 08:41:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2030526https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2030526every day I mourn the loss of not existing within a time and place where I could surround myself with gorgeous architecture and little Victorian boy clothes 😔😔 sad American ouji moment Sat, 27 Dec 2025 03:49:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028382https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028382so starting off strong with my dad forcing me to make a Christmas list and then ignoring everything on it, happens every year so I can’t really be surprised. I wish he would have skipped my Christmas this year since I’m an adult and he said last year would be my last Christmas but whatev.  After I put on my list that I wear a size small in shirts (because I knew he wouldn’t get any of the items I ...Thu, 25 Dec 2025 02:43:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025404https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025404so usually I’m a huge hoarder with the little money I earn because I get paid not even $11 an hour after tax, for 4 hour shifts two days a week, so after I pay for gas I have like maybe around $120 for that paycheck.  so, to avoid getting kicked out I had to go back to college this semester. $832 for ONE CLASS 😀 literally almost shat myself when I saw that omfg I literally cried handing over my ca...Mon, 22 Dec 2025 07:11:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2024916https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2024916I am convinced that people solely drink alcohol to punish themselves because what do you mean you sit down at a restaurant and think “ooo the drink of absolute disgust and horror sounds amazing I love when the fluid I ingest causes my face to turn with discontent and I especially love when it fucking burns like hell going down” like I don’t understand is your ultimate favorite flavor medical suppl...Sun, 21 Dec 2025 21:55:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2020620https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2020620Anybody have any recommendations for drawing tablets or even programs? Right now I just use ibis on a slow Samsung tablet with a drawing pen I bought somewhere for like $15, and I’ve always been curious as to how much I could improve with an actual drawing tablet  I’m not really all that skilled of a drawer anyway but I’ve been down in the dumps lately and so far haven’t found any motivation to dr...Wed, 17 Dec 2025 23:13:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2015120https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2015120craving that really edgy romantic moment where a hot guy who doesn’t pierce professionally gives me a face piercing. thats it subscribe to my YouTube channel for more tips and tricksSat, 13 Dec 2025 07:54:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2014813https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2014813anybody else used to draw themselves as a creepypasta? creepypasta version me was just me with one of those sharp teeth smile masks on and a broken heart hoodie 😔Sat, 13 Dec 2025 02:02:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2013896https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2013896wish I knew how to draw furries so I could buy a house one day Fri, 12 Dec 2025 05:38:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2012804https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2012804another rant but man I wish I just had like a flip phone and an mp3 player and an alternative friend group and ai didn’t exist to the extent that it does and I could just drive to the mall and hang out and meet other cool people 😔😔 im gonna start a story in my head and live in it I think Thu, 11 Dec 2025 05:52:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2012798https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2012798everyday I mourn the fact i was born in the 2000s and not the 90s, what do you mean I’m an adult in 2025 partaking in alternative, emo and Ouji fashion, while living in the south where a total of 3 other people partake in alternative subculture when I could have been a teenager when emo was thriving 😔   not to be depressing but growing up with nobody my age interested in the same fashion, music et...Thu, 11 Dec 2025 05:45:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1876746https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1876746went to cvs to pick up medication prescribed to me for my anxiety and when I got my goods I went to get a Pepsi and all the lights went outWed, 13 Aug 2025 18:48:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1872421https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1872421i always find it so crazy when people look me in the eyes and tell me that if it was MY money I wouldn’t be advocating for most of my income to go help fund hospitals and schools and stuff  bitch if it was MY money I would be paying off an entire hospitals worth of medical bills for fun. If I had even a TINY PORTION of what Elon has I would be idk using it to better the environment so I don’t have...Sun, 10 Aug 2025 00:58:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1862760https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1862760need dr easterman so bad it’s not even funny I wish I could actually play horror games without executing the freeze response Tue, 05 Aug 2025 02:53:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1841330https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1841330(vent) somehow haven’t realized by now that every time my dad asks if I want to go do something that’s supposed to be enjoyable like go out to eat or go to the mall or whatever that it’s actually just a trick to trap me into an uncomfortable conversation- It always starts out with little jokes and trying to make me laugh and then when it’s silent for a couple seconds he just casually said that if ...Wed, 30 Jul 2025 03:24:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1802576https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1802576Idk if this is like a stupid thing to ask or like tmi or whtvr but I feel like I’ve missed out on so much of life because of this one specific thing 😭 everyone else has experienced so much more in this aspect meanwhile I’ve been left behind I’m 20 years old and I’ve had 1 partner my entire life, it was a relationship that lasted only three months, and the kicker is that it was a middle school rela...Sat, 19 Jul 2025 04:29:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1801894https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1801894So I have this oc Verlaine, he’s my favoritist ever and I love him with my entire being (although he’s not the main character)  Unfortunately at some point in the story he has to die to protect all my other OCs from the monster hunters coming after them, but I’m not sure how to go about that yet  Giving you all as little context as possible (because there’s a lot) should he die and thus transfer a...Fri, 18 Jul 2025 21:29:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1794867https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1794867I was at work and this 8 year old kid made a wish for “lots and lots of robux” so I was like “oh I was just playing Roblox last night” and he goes “how do you know what Roblox is 🤨” I was playing Roblox before you were a concept 😔😔 im officially old  he said his Roblox avatar is sonic that’s pretty sick Wed, 16 Jul 2025 15:58:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1793727https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1793727the most gender affirming thing ever is that like any other dude I refuse to see a doctor no matter how bad my symptoms are  long story short I complained to my mom too many times (for five years) and now she’s making me go to the doctor 😔 yeah I’m 20 yeah I still have to be forced to see a medical professional by my related medical professional (mom) WHAT ABOUT IT Wed, 16 Jul 2025 05:14:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1789800https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1789800hate that I’ve spent years trying to keep my younger brother away from the alt right pipeline and, for the most part, I’ve succeeded, just for him to tell me that all he sees on the ai generated t-shirt design he’s wearing is “a cool t shirt.”  I even explained to him how bad it was for the environment and how it’s stealing from artists, how I myself literally create art of my own and don’t apprec...Tue, 15 Jul 2025 01:09:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1778853https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1778853been feeling real down lately but some people from a Bundt cake store came by while I was working and dropped off Bundt cakes for all of us to take, which was really nice of them  And I got it as I was about to clock out so I got too enjoy it at home too, so todays not so bad I suppose Fri, 11 Jul 2025 20:11:12 +0000