https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3824433The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Elias" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2017525https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2017525also sorry that this is messily written I was kind of struggling to pull my thoughts together in a concise way edit 1: uhh I had intended for ai xia to have smm like bpd but im gonna leave her unlabelled for the time being and do some more research. thats the same with Stella, but having some feedback on what I have at the moment would be good too! the set up is two roommates who essentially are i...Mon, 15 Dec 2025 07:11:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2000238https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2000238does any trans fem boys like to imagine fully cis female characters as guys doing their own version of self expression to cope? like idk I relate to some magical or school girl characters protrayed in anime because they're so cutesy !!like in the way I am or wanna be sometimes or other times I look at total dumbasses like denji and I just envy them like I LOVE my favorite girl idol groups like New...Sun, 30 Nov 2025 15:57:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1908043https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1908043 guys I might've become a metal head  im listening to holy war by thy art is murder I WENT DOWN A RABBIT HOLE after lsitneign to 3 days grace and I fell involve with THEMMM then started experimenting with bullets for my valentine and I was listening to SCREAMO I THINK?? then I wanted to epxierment with death..blakc metal? idk the difference but I lowkey like it I FINALLY GET WHAT BTICHES BE TALKIN...Tue, 09 Sep 2025 22:15:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1831053https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1831053logically it doesnt make sense because im thinking of my one in Philippines but im in America  BUT IM SO PARANOID ABOUT IT I dont fuck with ghosts I mean I THINK THEIR OKAY I dont actively seek em out NOR DO dislike em per say... IM JUST REALLY PARANOID ABOUT THINGS LIKE THAT LIKE I DOTN WANNA PISS OFF A GHOST AND BE HAUNTED ughhhh now I dont wanna lookok at a reflection in my mirror in fear of wh...Sun, 27 Jul 2025 12:38:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1805577https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1805577for context I used to be like socially inept thattt honestly I cant think of any examples I JUST STRUGGLED TALKING TO PEOPLE ALOT IN GENERAL..anixety was a massive bitch and my paranoid anxious thoughts usually capped me before I even gave myself a chance to speak. 1. you think you may look like an idiot but I promise you there's a WAY more massive idiot out there.   (ESPECIALLY if you're in schoo...Sun, 20 Jul 2025 04:51:18 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1801170https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1801170BROOOOO IM SCREAMMINGGGG AGHHH my inner child is so happy and the choreo is really fun and fierce ESPECIALLY with the sharp nail visuals combined with the quick snappy movement it feels likFri, 18 Jul 2025 14:04:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1791849https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1791849guys..its time to practice mindfulness! I think this is like the 4th fucking person this week ive dmed thanks for friending me! : ."  in an effort to get them to talk to me like it's gettTue, 15 Jul 2025 17:42:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1791600https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1791600nothing against everyone else I just..wanna meet more filipino people ESP MFS WHO CAN SPEAK MY DIALECT LIKE HELLOOOO its hard enough finding filipino people my age irl who can even speak something other than English BUT ITS USUAULLY Tagalog like FUCK I dont speak tagalog unfortunately  bisdak foreverrrr 😝😝😝 didnt grow up hearing unless it was on the tv and we was watching show time in the  'pinas ...Tue, 15 Jul 2025 16:08:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1790220https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1790220PSA: this was supposed to be a bulletin but I wanted to make sure everyone can hear what I got to say because im fucking petty and an attention whore..lmao.  tw : mild trauma dumping ig, I just casually mention my issues no big deal lmao..😘 kidding.  but just letting ya'll know 💋  FUCKKK MANNN like guhh I already feel overwhelmed looking at evTue, 15 Jul 2025 04:07:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1790163https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1790163GIMME MY PROPS GIMME MY PROPS I discovered the pomorodoro method and ya boy is being productive!! tbh its not even just the method itself  I just like the noise the second I heard the ticking noise ti was like all the radio adhd chatter in my brain went silent and I focus on what I wanna do what helped was that i shortly made a list of all the stuff I wanna do in order of priority and I realized w...Tue, 15 Jul 2025 03:41:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1788798https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1788798(PSA: mind you this may be many peoples's  first impression of me. but I frankly dont gaf lmao)Mon, 14 Jul 2025 18:50:57 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1691925https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1691925I don even know. im just gonna vomit the last reimmenamts of my feelings I feel..like a diqssapoment almost? like..I have big dreams, a lot of big dreams. im a very ambitious person, and I tend to keep my high hopes so high I don't realize how astronomical they can be, or..I might set goals but I don't stick to them  like..this is gonna sound embarrassing but im a YouTuber, or..sm idk. im an artis...Sat, 14 Jun 2025 05:26:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1691844https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1691844mann i dont even know what to say..im tired tho  GAH WAIT NO!  could anyone ANYONE PLEASE talk to me?? 😭 LIKE I AM BORED. sorry. that was a not so subtle hint. hint hint. lel.Sat, 14 Jun 2025 04:43:58 +0000