Blog Entries by "Jay" | SpaceHey

anothr vent

Fri, 01 Aug 2025 05:20:55 +0000

I genuinely want to end it I can't keep doing this it's been this way since I was 9 I know my mom doesn't want me I know she's mad at me I always ruin everything she's right that I won't make it as an adult I don't even think I'm gonna wait till I'm 18 to do it I might end it when I'm 17 I don't think this is another depressive phase I don't see an escape from this death feels like the only way o...

Venting 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

Fri, 01 Aug 2025 00:53:32 +0000

I don't think I've been this sulcidal and genuinely depressed since 4th grade I feel so fucking alone I know my mom is mad and she doesn't want me anymore I'm more closer to being an adult so I'm gonna get kicked out probably I'm pathetic I don't really even deserve to grow into an adult I doubt I'd contribute anything good to society I need a job I doubt I'm gonna get one though so I'm probably g...

I hate tumblr :\

Mon, 28 Jul 2025 20:59:09 +0000

The stupid app keeps terminating my accounts I barely had mine for a week and the one before for less than a week let me talk abt my ed in peace I'm not hurting anyone it feels targeted honesty fuck their mods ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡

blah blah blah

Thu, 17 Jul 2025 05:04:25 +0000

god forbid a broke boy wants to make some money 😞

Art study!!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ).ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ

Wed, 16 Jul 2025 20:42:44 +0000

I had to uhh do this 4 art class I tried I don't think I rlly got it tho :\ blehhh my teacher said it looks good tho ^_^

I drew Ennis Del Mar in class rn

Fri, 11 Jul 2025 17:22:11 +0000

my bby gorl 𖹭𖹭𖹭

Drawing!! (not done srry (◞‸ ◟)💧)

Tue, 08 Jul 2025 20:38:08 +0000

lol my fav doomed yaoi I'll finish the drawing tho!! Js been lazy 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 been waaay more activ on tumblr ( >_ < "')

boo first blog idk what t post here

Tue, 08 Jul 2025 06:42:20 +0000

hiii