https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=3965580The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Turbo_Flard" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1978537https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1978537I haven’t wrote one of these in a while but like I just had a really fun week but now I’m wondering why I did and I’m struggling to justify the fact that I enjoyed life and it’s bringing me great distress and I wish I didn’t feel like I need Justification or to earn the right to enjoy life but trying not to think about it is hard and I wish i could break this mindset cause I do not enjoy this at a...Tue, 11 Nov 2025 03:45:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948302https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948302Things are slowly getting better i motivated myself to actually get out of bed and get stuff done yesterday and it felt nice except then I stopped moving for only long enough to enjoy a cigarette and the motivation was ripped out of my by force and I no longer wanted to do anything but all my clean laundry was on my bed and my bedding needed put back on the bed so I was forced to finish what i sta...Wed, 15 Oct 2025 03:33:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1943496https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1943496My life feels like a sad Peter Griffin edit, it’s mainly for jokes and laughs cause it’s Peter Griffin but at the same time theres an overlooming genuine sadness to it. I’ve rotted in bed a lot this week after a brief manic episode and I now have no motivation for much else. I can also blame the fact that I’ve been listening to a lot of death cab for cutie like damn bitch did you even try to be ha...Sat, 11 Oct 2025 04:02:51 +0000